There is no child's play about the relationship between two people, only real big things, so if they want to develop in a relationship career that can only be achieved like this, then I must do my duty, a very big principle, that is, to give, not to ask for anything in return.

If you don't ask for anything in return, you won't even think about whether he has given anything, and whether he has made any kind of contribution to this relationship?

At that time, even if it is another person who has not paid, I am afraid that he will not be able to endure this passivity of bearing love all day long, so it is not that the two of them have to ask for a return when they are together, and they have to try to repay Lu Xiaoman and never try to reciprocate.

In fact, he has always wanted a home, that is, he wants a stable life, after all, such a life is a very big luxury for him, so he has never thought about how good things he can get, how perfect things he can get, he just wants to get a more perfect family, this is what he thinks now.

"Actually, I didn't think about it so much before, if the relationship between us was severed like this, I would definitely be reluctant, but if I just said this, it would be far from summing up the friction or contradiction between us now.

After all, our current contradiction is relatively difficult to solve, and it is impossible to say that it is impossible to simply cooperate with two people. ”

If there are two people who can cooperate to solve this contradiction, then he really wants to cooperate, even if he admits his mistake, even if he is wrong, he is willing to let this conflict be resolved.

"Actually, there is no conflict between us, and there is no major grudge between us, just because of some trivial matters.

That's why we become extraordinarily cold, but this indifference is not different from other indifference, this indifference makes us look at each other's feelings, maybe this will make our feelings less staring, less real, maybe more nihilistic. ”

In fact, he is also very, persistently wanting to pursue this love, wanting to chase this relationship, but this relationship has brought him, a lot of happiness has also brought him, some wounds, for example, although they have not been together for a long time now, but this pain has brought him is absolutely unforgettable, after all, because he usually does not pay much for this girl in mine for this family.

He felt that as long as he provided enough money, then this family could be comforted, but he didn't think that this place needed companionship, today he really felt it, and he really felt self-blame and guilt, and he didn't express his guilt for this girl.

"Okay, okay, these are just some small things, if we really make trouble because of these things, if we have a conflict, what a uncomfortable thing it should be, after all, with our current relationship, do you think it's really good if it really gets like this?"

They must be very close boyfriend and girlfriend relationship now, if it really breaks out, I'm afraid it will be really difficult to get along in the future, after all, the two of them are inseparable from each other, although it is only a short time together, but the relationship between them is also very deep, if they are stiff just because of such a thing, I'm afraid it will be uncomfortable for them.

"Actually, I didn't think about how much trauma this relationship would bring us, but what I can understand is that if this relationship is not faced well, if it is not well done, if it is really not clear, then it will make us extremely disappointed in the future.

At least this loss is something I don't want to experience, something I don't want to have, so I want to use my best to make up for it and make it more perfect. ”

If a relationship really embarks on this path, I am afraid it will bring them a lot of trauma in the future.

As long as you have paid for this relationship, then you will definitely want to make this relationship last for a long time, even if there is a short and beautiful future, but this situation is difficult to appear.

After all, there will be ** in this relationship, there will be a trough after all, if they don't stick to it during the trough period, then they will disperse when they can't hold on.

"Actually, we all know, and you should know yourself, it is more difficult for us to persevere, although your family agrees, but my family has not yet settled.

In fact, I have a family, but I don't know where my home is, where my parents are, where my future is, so I want to have you, I want to have a real life, and have an ordinary life. ”

He never thought about how brilliant he could be, he never thought about how bright the future he could be, what he only thought about was that if he could change in the future, he could go to find his family, he could have so much energy, he could find them, he could bring them back to him, and he could ask what happened back then.

He thinks it's enough, he doesn't need to be too brilliant, he doesn't want to be too brilliant in the future, he just needs a plain present.

"Actually, I care too little about you, I have always been involved in your life, it is your family, I have never dared to ask, I have never dared to ask.

Because I'm afraid to ask about your wounds, I can't bear to let these become indelible scars in your life, so I haven't wanted to think about it, and I've never wanted to ask about these things, maybe it's the scar in your heart that is difficult to erase. ”

Otherwise, this girl is very sensible, because of this, this girl will never ask about this matter, will never mention her scars, is afraid that she will be in pain, is afraid of her, because this matter will be sad, will be sad, will be sad, there is no way to explain, will go to inferiority, yes, it is inferiority.

No matter how strong he is, no matter what kind of past he has, what kind of future he has, but in some things he will have such a mentality, an inferiority complex.

"Actually, you don't need to think about these things like this at all, I have never hidden it from you, and I have never thought of hiding it from you, and you have the right to know about this matter, you have been with me for so long, you should also know my temper, my temper is like this, if you don't ask, I will never think to take the initiative to say.

Because I never thought about how much of an impact my life could have on you, but now I know that you are giving too much because of me, and you think this family is paying too much.

So the things I thought about before were completely empty words and never put into practice, and I really didn't pay you too little. ”

Two people together are not only sincere, not only love each other, but also use a very loving method for each other, that is, care and love, only real care and love, then the two of them can really hold hands and meet a better future.

"Actually, I've always wanted to stick with you until the end, and I think we can hold on to it until the end, but it's too hard to find this, whether it's in the past or in the future, you're the first boy I know to have a good feeling, and you're also my first love.

So it's unforgettable for the first love, and it's indelible, so I think you may be the man I have identified in my life, and you may be the boy I have identified in my life, so I don't want to give up this relationship, and I also want to continue this relationship to the end. ”

First love is always unforgettable, and first love is also the most sad, after all, since it is called first love, then there must be this emotion of separation and integration, and the first person who is together will definitely have his shining point, and there will definitely be his bad roots.

"I am your first love, I feel very honored, I also feel very nervous, very uneasy, because a girl like you is the first man you have met in your life.

I should be very scared and very proud, but I have never shown off because of this, although it is also worth showing off, but I have never thought of it.

Because I feel like I have you like I have the whole world, and if I have the whole world, why do I announce to the world that I have you? There is no need for that. ”

If a man shows off because of the glory of a woman, he may not be able to raise his head in this life, because a woman can make him feel such glory, so how humble should he be?

Therefore, it is absolutely impossible for a man to never think of relying on a woman to gain the praise or envy of others, because it is the beginning of a depravity.

A man's fall is because of a woman's fall and a woman's fall, and it will also be because a man is in this life, in this world, the material is rampant, and the human feelings are warm and complex, so don't forget the biggest original intention in your heart at any time.

If you really rely on women, you will find that a person's fighting spirit and a person's spirit will all be lost.

"I know that you are already a very self-reliant boy, you have always been a strong person from the beginning, since I know that you are working outside to earn money and tuition, I can feel the unruly quality from you. ”

Zuo Xinyu is telling the truth, since he knew this, she has been extremely interested in this boy, so she has persisted until now.