Chapter 106: Feelings and Desires

After Qinyin learned about her brother's indecent relationship with Tian Wen, she was very angry at first. She bought the letter paper and envelope, and decided to tell her family about her brother Qinsheng's affair with a married woman. But when she actually picked up the pen and was ready to write the letter, she changed her mind again.

She thought of her parents' preference for her brother, of the remnants of feudal ideas in the small mountain village, and even of the consequences if the matter spread. In the end, I decided not to write the letter, not for the sound of the piano, but more for the feelings and faces of my parents.

However, you can't let your brother and Tian Wen mess around like this. Qin Yin decided to have a good talk with Tian Wen and end their "love" relationship as soon as possible.

The garment factory was in full swing, and when it was time to get off work, a group of female workers were slightly tired and rushed to make the last piece of clothing of the shift. Tian Wen has been working two shifts in a row, and he is still working hard in front of the car clothing machine. Qin Yin quietly walked to Tian Wen's side and gently tapped the panel of the car coat machine. Tian Wen looked up and saw that it was the sound of the piano, and a smile was forced on his tired face. The smile was reluctant, but it felt genuine. Koto involuntarily returned a smile in return.

Qin Yin said that she wanted to chat with Tian Wen alone. Tian Wen readily agreed. And asked to talk to the Qinyin dormitory in the evening. The time and place have been agreed, and Qin Yin also stretched out an index finger and hooked his finger with Tian Wen to show that he would not be separated.

In the evening, Tian Wen arrived as promised. Qin Yin laid out some candies and fruits for Tian Wen to eat. Tian Wen also unceremoniously feasted.

Qin Yin took the opportunity to praise Tian Wen and said: "Based on my observation of you, you have a bold personality, treat people sincerely, and are easy to communicate and get along with. I guess your popularity is pretty good, right?"

When Tian Wen heard the praise of the piano sound, he unexpectedly wept bitterly, crying so dark that he couldn't communicate for a while. Qin Yin felt surprised and puzzled in her heart, and she secretly thought in her heart: "Why did you meet such a fragile woman?" and had to wait for Tian Wen's mood to stabilize before communicating.

However, the sound of the piano was wrong, and she thought that the fragile woman, after crying bitterly, behaved differently.

Tian Wen stopped crying, and without waiting for Qin Yin to speak, he spoke in one breath: "You said that my relationship with your brother is an affair, and I have no objection. I don't think you should mess with your brother like that. However, have you ever thought that I have never read any books since I was a child, I have no culture, and I have come from the north to the south, and I am not accustomed to the water and soil. Before coming to your garment factory, I was doing manual work on the construction site that only men could do, and the wages were not much, and there were still old and young people in the family, so in order to make more money, I often saved money and starved. It was your brother who came to help me when he saw me carrying a heavy load, and handed me a steamed bun when he saw me hungry. I think your brother is a good man and would like to be with him, and if he doesn't like me in the future, I won't force him. You can rest assured. ”

Tian Wen's straightforwardness and frankness caught Qin Yin off guard for a while. In Kotoon's thinking, a woman can only marry one man, and it is wrong to be with a man outside of marriage. But in the face of Tian Wen's passionate complaint, even a college student like Qin Yin didn't know how to persuade the other party for a while.

Qin Yin persuaded Tian Wen to eat more fruits and sweets, while quickly thinking about how to persuade Tian Wen, seeing that Tian Wen began to eat fruit after a pause, Qin Yin said: "You are betraying your husband. ”

"Hehe," Tian Wen said disappetively while eating the fruit, "What age is it, how can there be any talk of betrayal? My marriage was originally arranged by my parents, and I have no feelings." At the beginning, in the countryside in the mountains, everyone lived in a daze. Now when you come to the southern city, you see that life is rich and wonderful, if you like it, you will be together, if you don't like it, you will be separated, and no one owes anyone. It's fashionable. ”

"Aren't you working so hard to make money just for a better family and life?" said Kotone, "but isn't it disrespectful to your family that you are involved with my brother?"

"Well, I think it's reasonable for you to use the word disrespect, but to say that I'm a betrayal is a serious statement. Tian Wen said, "Your brother and I are also temporarily together, he has no woman, I don't have a man, why can't we be together temporarily?"

Qin Yin taught Tian Wen the knowledge of morality, ethics, family, etc., as if he were teaching a student, but Tian Wen was like a naughty student, absent-minded. Qin Yin knew that she couldn't convince Tian Wen, so she casually said something homely and ended the chat with Tian Wen hastily.

Tian Wen left Qinyin's dormitory and did not rush back to his dormitory. She knew that the sound of the piano was in the dormitory at this moment. It's hard to get out for a trip, so why not take the opportunity to go out and dance?

Although Tian Wen is already a middle-aged woman, she likes to dance very much, and her personality is relatively open. In the past, when she was in her hometown in the countryside, everyone in the township knew her, and she was still much more restrained, and she didn't dare to laugh and scold with men casually; now she came to the southern city, and the people around her came from all over the world, and there were not many people she knew.

As I walked in the direction of the dance hall, I thought about the secret I couldn't tell anyone. Tian Wen himself knows that the kind of dance he dances, the kind of dance between men and women is very close, very close, even close to their faces, holding hands, that unprecedented feeling is really intoxicating, too addictive and comfortable.

Tian Wen quietly came to a dance hall. It is said that it is a dance hall, but in fact, it is also the private residence of some rich so-called nouveau riche.

Tian Wen knocked on the door, and the person who opened the door saw that it was an acquaintance, so he immediately led her into the room. There were already a lot of men and women playing together in the room, Tian Wen often played with these young men and women, and later met some young men and women who were also open-minded, so they gathered here, watched small movies together, danced veneer dances, went to his house today, came to your house tomorrow, as soon as the music was played, the curtains were drawn, and it began. This is something that has never happened in the long-closed mountainous countryside, and it is the first way for some men and women to embrace fashionable entertainment when society is first frozen.

Just when Tian Wen was having a good time and getting carried away, the sound of the piano in the dormitory had been waiting for a long time, but he was restless. He thought of the first time he and his sister Qinyin met in a different city, as if they were arguing, and he felt very uncomfortable. I thought of Tian Wen when he went out, obviously telling himself that he was looking for Qinyin, but as an elder brother, he didn't follow Tian Wen to see Qinyin, which seemed to be unreasonable. Thinking about it again, if Qinyin told his family about his unruly love affair with Tian Wen, if everyone in the small mountain village knew about it, what a shame it would be!

Thinking of this, Qin Sheng couldn't sit still anymore, and hurriedly went all the way to Qin Yin's dormitory.

However, when he knocked on the door of Qin Yin, when he learned that Tian Wen had been gone for a long time, a trace of doubt came to his heart. Naturally, he thought of Tian Wen's daily life at the construction site, and some other men who often took care of her out of sympathy. He suddenly had a slight feeling that he was not Tian Wen's only one, and he could not be the only one.

For the sake of face, Qin Sheng didn't mention more things about Tian Wen in front of his sister, but just said something like don't tell his parents, and left in a hurry and returned to Tian Wen's dormitory. Tian Wen still hasn't returned......

The ominous premonition of the sound of the piano intensified. He carefully manages his love with Tian Wen, and it doesn't seem to be as beautiful and full of dreams as he did when he treated Zhang Miao, but more just a vent of lust, desire and feelings that are not under his control when he is lonely.

He vaguely felt that he seemed to be Tian Wen's emotional slave who was also in a lonely state, and the so-called love was just an excuse for each other to stay together temporarily.

At this time, after Tian Wen left for a long time, and then the sound of the piano also appeared briefly, after a few hours of unconscious grooming in his mind, he wrote down the following paragraph in his diary seriously before going to bed:

"In a troubled world, we face many temptations and have a lot to deal with in life. If we lack concentration and foresight, and do not know how to restrain ourselves, the direction of life will easily get out of control, so that we will drift with the tide, lose ourselves, and become slaves to external constraints. "Hundred Plating" Dream Chaser Huazhang Claw Book House" The latest chapter is free to read for the first time.