Chapter 80: I'm a real failure as a child

"What's wrong with you. My father asked with concern when he saw my back.

"It's raining outside. I pointed out the window and whispered.

"You didn't get an umbrella when you went out, and you were drenched like this?" my father looked at me with a distressed expression.

"I borrowed an umbrella from the nurse on duty, and if it was fine, I would carry it on my back

Look, you don't even get your hair dripped!" I naughtily arched my head towards my father, who was amused by my mischievous giggles, "It's so big, it's not in shape!"

I pouted at my father, I'll never grow up in front of you!

I was sitting quietly next to me watching my father happily eat the xiaolongbao and porridge I bought for him, the nurse walked in with the medicine at this time, she gently put the medicine on the father's bedside table, and said with a smile: "Uncle Liang, after eating, take the medicine, we will give you a personal test in the afternoon." ”

The father smiled at the nurse and said, "Okay, good, good, thank you, girl!"

"You're welcome, you can eat quickly!" the nurse smiled at her father, then turned to look at me and continued, "Something is looking for me!"

I nodded gratefully to the nurse.

In the morning, I chatted with my father in the ward, and I told him and my uncles about all the interesting people and things I had encountered outside in the past two years, making them giggle, and I could hear the laughter of our ward from afar in the corridor.

When everyone was laughing and resting, my father took my hand and whispered in my ear, "Have you met any good boys in the past two years?"

I shook my head at my father embarrassedly, and my father sighed softly and continued, "Hey, I don't know if I will live to see you married......"

I hurriedly covered my father's mouth with my hand, not letting him continue, I looked at my father with red eyes and said coquettishly, "What nonsense, I still want you to take my hand and send me to your son-in-law's hands, you haven't gone to the bathhouse with your son-in-law to take a bath, you haven't enjoyed the blessings of your son-in-law, saying that a son-in-law is half a son, you haven't seen your half of your son, so you have to give me a good life, besides, if your son-in-law bullies me in the future, who will I go to!"

My father smiled warmly at me, touched my head and said with a look of pity, "How can I be willing to let my baby daughter be bullied, don't worry, Dad will live well, watch you get married and then hand you over to that person with his own hands, I also have to warn him not to bully you, otherwise I will never let him go." ”

"Talk about it, come and pull the hook" I stretched out my hand childishly, my father smiled helplessly when he saw this, and finally he had to stretch out his hand to pull the hook with me and stamp it.

My father and I looked at each other and smiled.

In the afternoon, I accompanied my father to go for a check-up, and we didn't say a word on the way, and we were very quiet with each other, and I watched my father walk into the consultation room, and I was extremely worried and worried.

The phone rang suddenly, startling me in deep thought, I patted my heart beating violently from fright, and then angrily picked up the phone.

These three words kept beating on the screen of the mobile phone. I was at a loss, what did Gu Shengnan call me at this time?

Before I pressed the connect button, I adjusted my heavy mood and tried not to let my sadness make Gu Shengnan aware of it.

"Hey, is there anything wrong with Mr. Gu calling me at this time?" I said calmly.

"Are you okay now?" Gu Shengnan asked tentatively on the phone, his voice was particularly gentle, which didn't quite match his usual cool president style.

I was stunned! What did Gu Shengnan mean by this? I didn't seem to tell him about my family? Did he know?

"I'm fine!" I said, pretending to be light-hearted.

"A direct word if you need help. Gu Shengnan didn't debunk my pretense of being relaxed, he just hung up the phone after saying such a sentence gently, and didn't give me a chance to refuse at all.

I looked at the phone, where did I come from? I wasn't good at all, a thousand times worse, I buried my head deep in my legs.

Dr. Xiao looked at his father's examination report with a condensed face, he put the report on the table, took off his glasses, looked at me and said, "Judging from the data on the report, your father's current condition is not suitable for surgery, his body is too seriously overdrawn, I am afraid that he will not be able to withstand such a major operation, I still recommend medication for a period of time, and I will arrange a full body examination for your father next week." ”

I looked at Dr. Xiao with a worried look and said, "My dad coughed up blood again today, and he kept saying that he would be fine, right?"

"Judging from the report, his cancer cells have not spread, didn't I just adjust the medicine for him today? Take it for a while, you must pay attention to his breathing when you keep vigil for him at night, if the patient has poor breathing, you should find a nurse in time to put him on a ventilator, and I will explain it to the nurse. ”

As soon as I heard the ventilator, I sat down in my chair, and I had the impression that only people who were critically ill needed to use the ventilator, my father...... My vision blurred again.

"Don't worry, your father's condition is well controlled overall, and the patient must be kept in a happy mood during this time, which is very helpful for the treatment of the condition. Dr. Xiao looked at me with a panicked look and comforted

I tried the tears from the corners of my eyes with my hand, looked at Dr. Xiao with a smile and said, "Well, I will, then Dr. Xiao will not delay your work." ”

Dr. Xiao nodded at me, and I got up and left Dr. Xiao's office.

I dragged my heavy steps to my father's hospital room, and when I saw my father sitting on the bed and reading a book with his glasses, my nose couldn't help but feel sour again.

I hid outside the door and leaned against the wall and cried, Yuyu and Sister Zhou suddenly ran in front of me, Yuyu saw me crying, nervously grabbed my shoulder, and asked "Shizuko, is it uncle......"

"Not really. I quickly wiped tears from my face.

"I'm scared to death, I thought something was wrong with my uncle!" Yuyu slapped her Yuehun mouth vigorously and gasped.

"Then what are you crying about?" Yuyu then asked.

"This afternoon, my dad went for a check-up, and Dr. Xiao said that my dad's current physical condition is not suitable for surgery, and that his body is too seriously overdrawn. "As soon as I said this, my tears flowed down again, my father saved money for me when I went to college, and I worked day and night.

At that time, I only thought about falling in love with Zhang Bei, and all I thought about was him, and in the past two years, I ran to his hometown for him to guard a city without him, looking forward to him appearing in my life again, but I forgot that my father and mother needed my company more.

As a child, I'm a real failure!

Yuyu held me in her arms, and I fell into her arms and continued to cry bitterly.