135. Low self-esteem

Su Xiaoman also felt that this matter was actually quite sad.

Fu Jingchun may have really let go at the beginning.

But he is the father of the child after all.

So when I saw her today, it made sense to ask something like that.

No wonder he gritted his teeth and asked her what he wanted to come back and why he was still in front of him.

Su Xiaoman turned around.

Fu Jingchun hugged her from behind.

A pair of hands rested right on top of her bulging lower abdomen.

Su Xiaoman said: "About this child, I am sorry for you, and you should be considered that I calculated you, but Fu Jingqing, in the future, you will have your wife and your child, so you let go of this child and let me go, okay?"

Su Xiaoman could feel that Fu Jingchun's body was also obviously stiff.

Fu Jingchun was silent for a while before he said, "Su Xiaoman, don't you think you're too cruel?"

Su Xiaoman said: "Fu Jingchun, I'm sorry. ”

Fu Jingqing's suppressed voice came from Su Xiaoman's ears: "Why Shen Yufeng, where am I inferior to him?"

When Su Xiaoman heard this, he was very shocked.

Because she never thought that such words would come out of Fu Jingchun's mouth.

is so high, Qingyuan is almost expensive and does not eat the fireworks of the world.

would even say such vulgar lines in idol dramas.

But Fu Jingchun is indeed so serious that he rarely says, as if revealing a deep despair.

There was a moment.

Su Xiaoman had an illusion.

At that moment just now, Su Xiaoman felt that maybe Fu Jingchun really had true feelings for himself.

Su Xiaoman's heart seemed to have been thrown into the hot oil.

Every minute and second turned into an ordeal.

But her sanity was still sober.

Su Xiaoman said: "Fu Jingchun, have you heard of a saying that a toad wants to eat swan meat?"

Fu Jingchun suddenly frowned: "Su Xiaoman, you say I'm a toad?"

Su Xiaoman sighed: "No, it's not you, it's me." ”

Su Xiaoman continued: "Everyone thinks that the toad likes the swan, and it is unattainable, but no one knows that although the toad is ugly, it doesn't like the swan at all, it just likes the same kind that is as ugly as itself, just like me and you, you are high, so good, you are good anywhere, but we are not people of the same world." ”

Fu Jingchun said: "That's your inferiority complex. ”

When Su Xiaoman heard this, he felt as if he had been stabbed.

After a while, she said: "Yes, I have low self-esteem, in front of you, I have always had low self-esteem for no reason, so I will not be happy with you, I hope that it is also equal in the relationship, and I also hope that I can raise my head and raise my chest in life, Fu Jingchun, it's not your problem, it's my problem." ”

Fu Jingchun said: "I can't understand your ridiculous logic. ”

Su Xiaoman said: "Five minutes are up, let me go." ”

Fu Jingchun slowly let go of his hand after all.

Then get up and leave.

After Fu Jingchun left, Su Xiaoman's heart suddenly became very uncomfortable.

To this day, Su Xiaoman finally understands.

It turned out that no matter what, she still didn't dare to be with Fu Jingchun.

It's not because of this complicated family, it's not because he's surrounded by women, and it's not because he wants to fulfill Su Yuan.

It's that she has low self-esteem.

She had no confidence in herself.

Men like Fu Jingchun are like poppies.

Rather than die and live in pain in the future, there will be no return.

It's better to quit now.

It was very quiet in the room.

On the pillow, there is also a unique refreshing fragrance left by Fu Jingchun.

Su Xiaoman fell asleep like this.

The next day, Su Xiaoman left.

The people of the Su family were very puzzled.

Su Xiaoman also found a lame reason, saying that there were still many studies that had not been completed.

But when he left, Su Xiaoman didn't see Fu Jingchun again.

Although he knew that at that time, Fu Jingchun had not left.

Su Xiaoman soon returned to the United States.

I continued to live in the library and at home.

Even though it was summer vacation, there were still a lot of people in the school.

In addition to the students who did not return home, there were also many tourists from outside.

Look at the crowds coming and going.

Every day is also simple and lively.

Su Xiaoman continued to pay attention to Shen Yufeng's news.

Because of the sexual abuse scandal exposed by Gao Le, the godfather of the music world, the media's attention to Shen Yufeng has shifted a lot.

But Su Xiaoman was still worried about Shen Yufeng.

Until one day, Su Xiaoman actually met Shen Yufeng in the library of Columbia University.

That day, Su Xiaoman also went to the library as usual.

The hand holding the book on the bookshelf saw that a pair of eyes seemed to fall on her on the other side.

Su Xiaoman took out two cups of books from the bookshelf.

I could see the man's face clearly.

Shen Yufeng had a smile in his eyes, it was really his standard smile that confused all beings.

Su Xiaoman was stunned for a moment.

After a while, he shouted: "Shen Yufeng." ”

The library was originally quiet.

Su Xiaoman's voice seemed very abrupt.

The name Shen Yufeng is well-known internationally.

Su Xiaoman has many classmates who are still his fans.

Shen Yufeng hurriedly made a booing gesture.

Su Xiaoman looked back.

Although a lot of people looked towards here.

But because Shen Yufeng hid behind the summer vacation, he didn't find out.

After a while, Shen Yufeng had already walked to Su Xiaoman's side. 、

Su Xiaoman still didn't recover from the shock.

In the end, he was dragged out of the library by Shen Yufeng.

Shen Yufeng's car was parked outside.

It's a Maybach to the extreme.

Su Xiaoman said: "How come you have luxury cars everywhere?"

Shen Yufeng opened the car door: "I have money, get in the car." ”

Su Xiaoman got into the car without asking where to go.

After getting in the car, Su Xiaoman remembered and asked, "Why did you suddenly come here?"

Shen Yufeng said: "Anyway, I have nothing to do now, I just want to come over and see you, do you know how much effort I spent to inquire about you." ”

Su Xiaoman said: "I'm also looking for you, what the hell is going on, why did you terminate the contract with Star City International." ”

Shen Yufeng said: "Anyway, you're gone, and it's not interesting for me to stay over there." ”

Su Xiaoman asked, "Did Fu Jingchun deliberately block you?"

Shen Yufeng looked at Su Xiaoman with some doubts: "Who said that Fu Jingchun blocked me?" I took the initiative to terminate the contract with Star City International, Fu Jingchun is still kind, and he didn't ask for a breach of contract fee. ”

Su Xiaoman was very shocked: "Then what about those scandals of yours, who exposed them?"

Shen Yufeng looked indifferent: "This is complicated, my father's original wife shook it to the media, the reason is that my father has been writing a will recently and left a lot of family property to me, which made her original partner unhappy." ”

Shen Yufeng said: "You don't have to worry about this matter, my brother will settle it for me." ”

"Your brother, you have a brother?"

Su Xiaoman was very surprised.

And listening to Shen Yufeng's tone, he seems to be a great big man.

Shen Yufeng said: "It's my father's original son, although she doesn't want to see me, but my brother has always been very good to me, of course, there is a reason for this, I'll tell you later." ”

Shen Yufeng's life experience is complicated, and it is not so glorious.

Su Xiaoman naturally couldn't ask.

But since he said it so carelessly.

Then surely there is no big problem.

Su Xiaoman has one last question: "Since you have terminated the contract with Star City International, where are you going next?"

Shen Yufeng said, "Go to my brother's side." ”

Su Xiaoman was a little curious about Shen Yufeng's brother.

Now the entertainment industry, Star City and Huanyu each account for half of the country.

What other entertainment company can accept a star like Shen Yufeng?

But there are also quite a few entertainment companies that have emerged recently.

I can't say for sure.

However, a stone in Su Xiaoman's heart finally fell to the ground.

Su Xiaoman loosened up and lowered the window to breathe.

But I found that there was something wrong with the scenery outside.

Only then did Su Xiaoman remember to ask, "Where are we going now?"

"Go to my house. ”

Su Xiaoman hurriedly refused: "I won't go, Shen Yufeng, why didn't you ask my opinion, and I didn't prepare a gift for your mother." ’

Shen Yufeng said: "My mother lives in New York, and now I live here alone. ‘

Su Xiaoman was stunned for a moment, and then sighed.

The car went into the suburbs.

Finally walk through a huge vineyard.

Su Xiaoman said, "Where do you live?"

Shen Yufeng said: "It's coming soon." ”

Sure enough, in the middle of the vineyards, buildings gradually stood one after another.

It's an old castle, to be exact.

It looks majestic and impressive.

Su Xiaoman said: "This is what you said, where a person lives." ”

Shen Yufeng said: "It's me alone, plus the housekeeper, hundreds of nannies, maids, florists, and thousands of vineyard workers. ’

Su Xiaoman was speechless in shock.

Shen Yufeng said: "This is given to me by my old man, a vineyard and winery, and under this house is a huge wine cellar, and I occasionally stay here for two days when I come here for vacation. ”

Su Xiaoman only felt that those rumors were true.

It turned out that Shen Yufeng's biological father was a super invisible rich man.

Dinner was hearty.

It's like a full banquet.

Su Xiaoman originally had no appetite and ate a lot.

After eating, he said: "It turns out that you have been hiding here and free, no wonder I can't find you these days." ”

Shen Yufeng put down the dishes and chopsticks, picked up a towel and wiped his hands: "Have you looked for me?"

Su Xiaoman paused for a while and said, "I'm worried about you." ”

Shen Yufeng smiled: "You still have a little conscience." ”

Shen Yufeng's gaze fell on Su Xiaoman's already bulging lower abdomen, and said, "How are you doing lately?"

Su Xiaoman smiled: "It's good." ”

After dinner, Shen Yufeng took her to the vineyard for a walk.

This season, the grapes are abundant and hang on the branches.

Pick it with your hands and put it in your mouth, and the sweet and sour taste spreads in your mouth.

Su Xiaoman said: "Later, I'll bring a few bunches back, this grape is really the best I have ever tasted." ”