There are a thousand Hamlets in the eyes of a thousand spectators.

Therefore, a thousand people means a thousand completely different lives.

If this life is divided into: good and bad, then Kansu believes that her life must be the worst, the worst life.

After her parents gave birth to her, they left her to her grandfather, so since she was a child, for her, there was no father or mother in her world, only the grandfather who was full of smiles and kindness to her every day.

However, until one day, her grandfather also left her, and he stopped smiling at her, was no longer gentle with her, and was no longer the center of her world.

She's gone.

All..

It's all gone.

Am I doing something wrong?

If I'm doing something wrong, who's going to tell me what to do?!

What the hell am I... What to do...

……

Tears slowly fell from the corners of her eyes along her cheeks, and she slowly opened her eyes.

She was wearing a pink hooded cotton pajamas, a small bear hairpin pinned to her head, and her long silky hair fell to her chest, leaning quietly on the sofa.

It's this dream again, she's had dreamed countless times, and when she used to have this dream, her heart would beat faster, she would be confused, she would be sad, she would be scared. But since she met him, she has gradually become less afraid, less sad, and less confused.

Di Di Di ~~~

The mobile phone on the coffee table suddenly rang, usually no one would call her at this time, she frowned and picked up the phone, and then her eyes opened slightly, and her calm heart immediately became excited.

She sorted out her meter in a panic, although she couldn't see it on the other side, and then clicked on.

She tried to keep her voice as calm as she could, and whispered:

"Hello?"

However, there was no voice to answer her.

"Hey, Xiaoyun?"

"Anyone?..."

I screamed twice, but there was still no sound on the other side.

"Could it be that I accidentally called by mistake?" she muttered to herself.

Come to think of it, how could he call at this time?

smiled helplessly, just as she was about to hang up the phone...

"Help... I.... Key.... Earth... Blanket .."

"Xiaoyun!!What's wrong with you?!Su Yun?!Su Yun?!You talk!!Don't scare me!!What's wrong with you?!"

She panicked, his voice was very weak on the phone, she didn't know what was going on, and in less than two minutes she changed her clothes to go out, picked up the key, and hurried out the door.

When she came to Su Yun's house and saw him drunk on the ground, her hanging heart finally let go.

"It's okay... It's all right—" she said silently in her heart.

After putting Su Yun on the bed, she looked at him so quietly that she didn't want to take her eyes off for a moment.

I still remember the first time I knew about him when I wanted to kill myself.

At that time, she was standing on the top of the building in despair, but because of his voice, she gave up her softness. His voice, his songs, his words, seemed to have some kind of magic.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but laugh stupidly.

Under the moonlight, a beautiful and unseemly woman sat in front of a bed, smiling like a thousand flowers blooming, pouring out all beings.

For the first time, she had such a strong desire to get to know someone, and she began to gather all the news about him.

She remembered all the songs he sang, every word, every note.

She watched every video and every shot of him dozens of times.

Every word and expression of his can make her watch it with relish.

and then to their bizarre encounter later, everything about him, she remembered vividly.

From the beginning, it was just that she knew him unilaterally, and then the two met, met, and knew each other, which made her suddenly feel that her life didn't seem to be so bad, so bad.

Her mood that was originally anxious because of a business trip began to become happy, and she began to rejoice that she was fortunate that she came to Suzhou City today.

Her eyes were foggy, and she looked at the sleeping Su Yun, and found that it didn't seem to be quite the same as usual. The angle of the eyebrows stretched slightly, the corners of the eyes were a little more relaxed, and the tense expression on the face also converged.

Now he is like a child.

Plop plop plop~

Her heart began to beat faster, and she touched her chest, her face flushed.

What does it feel like?

She doesn't know herself, if this is what she likes, it seems that there is a little bit wrong, and she can't say how it is wrong, but it always feels wrong.

She once read a book that said: If you kiss someone you like, your heart beats faster, the whole world turns pink, and even the smell of the air becomes sweet.

If she didn't have any experience, then you can't be wrong with what is written in the book, right?

So, she's going to experiment!

Yes, it's just an experiment!" she told herself.

Under the moonlight, she could see his face very clearly, his facial features were very delicate, the water chestnut horns were distinct, and the faint smile on the corner of his mouth had never changed.

She approached very slowly, and a faint smell of wine came from him.

She approached him slowly, slowly, and even the slight breathing of him could be heard.

She slowly moved closer to his lips until she could smell his breath, then lips to lips...

A faint smell of alcohol came, but unexpectedly, she didn't seem to be very annoying. In addition to the smell of wine, there was also a faint sweetness, which was a strange feeling she had never tasted.

Plop plop plop~

Her heart raced again, her breathing became a little confused, but she didn't leave...

In this position, her body leaned forward slightly, her eyes closed, and the two lips met.

Her tongue moved forward slightly, wanting to taste his taste, little by little, slowly until it arrived, and then gently...

Sweet...

She straightened up sharply and leaned forward, her mouth was constantly panting, her whole face was already half red, up to the base of her ears, and her chest rose and fell violently.

She breathed violently, but she slowly discovered that the air that had no smell was now sweet, and the color of her whole world changed, from the original black and white, to pink.

"It's ......"

Her eyes widened in disbelief as she looked at everything around her, she rubbed her eyes, but still.

"I ......"

I like him.

She didn't dare to say it, but it was written in the book that she liked him, and it seemed that it was indeed true.

She held out a hand to her chest, her heart pounding.

"No! Even if it's written in a book, just one time doesn't mean anything!"

That's right, one time doesn't say anything, if you want to verify, at least two... No, several times, to be sure!

Her face was flushed, but her eyes had become determined!

Not once, at least... Many times!

I didn't do it for my own sake, I did it because I was sure of my heart!

The two approached again......

One night passed, and after dozens of "experiments", she finally determined that she had indeed liked him.

The moonlight had disappeared, and a ray of morning sun burst out of the horizon and shone through the window.

"So fast," she murmured softly.

She had always thought that the night was long and boring, and it was not until tonight that she realized that the night could pass so quickly, so heart-pounding.

(End of chapter)