Chapter 75: Emotional Struggle

Qin Yin's body was lying on the bed, but her heart was still reminiscing about the way Zheng Ming stopped her just now. Qinyin is accustomed to rural life, and all she sees are simple and unpretentious peasant children, even if she expresses love, she is also subtle and low-key, how can she be like Zheng Ming, the second time they met, they blocked their way, and confessed in a daze on the school road? Qinyin recalled every word and every action between herself and Zheng Ming just now, but she did not resent, but felt novel and strong, very beautiful days, very beautiful fragments of memory.

Qin Yin remembered that when she said that she had a boyfriend, Zheng Ming suddenly looked at a loss and didn't know what to do, and felt an inexplicable satisfaction and fulfillment in her heart. "He must have missed me, he cared about me, and I was thinking about these things at this moment, he couldn't sleep, he was thinking about the next move. Kotone couldn't help but laugh as she thought. The laughter of the piano was heard by the students in the dormitory.

Hu Na lifted the quilt, looked at the piano, and deliberately teased her: "Falling in love?"

Qin Yin said to Hu Nannu: "I was laughing at his stupid appearance just now." ”

Yang Yan immediately continued: "Isn't this a sign of falling in love? I heard that when a girl thinks a boy is stupid, she falls in love with him." ”

Qin Yin replied: "Sleep, so as not to disturb the rest of others." ”

Hu Na smiled: "Don't change the topic, you really love it, and you can't be helped." ”

In the dormitory, I began to talk about the love of Qinyin, and you said a word and I talked about it for a minute or two. Then there was silence, because a figure passed by in front of the window, and everyone was worried that it was the teacher who was patrolling the dormitory, so they all fell silent.

Taking advantage of the opportunity to lie in bed, Hu Na, Yang Yan, and Qin Yin each thought about their own thoughts and couldn't sleep for a long time.

Hu Na quickly recalled the process of watching the video in a private small theater yesterday, and secretly thought in her heart, alas, if only Qinyin and Yang Yan hadn't been together at that time, in fact, she had never seen such a fresh and exciting video, a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, I really want to watch it, but I'm embarrassed to watch it, if they weren't there, I would definitely finish watching it, I want to see the video. However, as long as Qin Yin and Yang Yan are there, they can't make them feel like they want to watch pornographic videos no matter what. Alas, it would be nice when there was a chance to dress up as a man and a woman to see it.

Yang Yan also quickly recalled in her mind the process of watching the video in a private small theater yesterday, and secretly thought in her heart, from the three girls to buy tickets, enter the venue, to leave, it was only a matter of ten or twenty minutes, except for the three male classmates in the class, who else would know? Could it be the three male classmates who sued? Oh, no, if they complained, wouldn't they themselves be watching it? So, why did the counselor only emphasize that the female students watch the video, but did not mention the male classmates? Alas, whatever, it's over anyway, forget it, sleep.

Qin Yin completely forgot about watching the video last night, and her heart flickered brightly and darkly, thinking about Zheng Ming's obsessed and intoxicated appearance. She secretly thought in her heart: I shouldn't really like him, right? Alas, in fact, the mouth and the bottom of the heart are competing, the mouth is unwilling to admit it, it seems that she really likes him a little bit in her heart, and hopes to see him continue to indulge and continue to revel in his appearance!

Qin Yin turned over and continued to think: Oh, no, it was Chen Lai's sister who sent me to Peipei, didn't I promise to marry Chen Lai? How could I have a good impression of Zheng Ming so easily? Chen Qian's sister and brother are so good to themselves, and what does Zheng Ming have to himself? Alas, no matter what, Zheng Ming's obsessed look with himself, don't disappear. Oh! If Zheng Ming can take the initiative, and then take the initiative, it will be him chasing me, but it is none of my business, but there is no such thing as empathy and other love.

The next day was the end of the month, and Qin Yin agreed with Chen Lai that he would temporarily leave the school after school in the afternoon at the end of each month, go to Chen Lai's restaurant to receive the next month's living expenses, and then go back to school after dinner.

When Qin Yin came to Chen Lai's restaurant, Chen Lai was receiving many diners. Chen Lai saw Qin Yin and smiled: "You're here?"

"Well, I'm coming. Kotone replied.

"Is campus life good?"

"Well, that's good. ”

"The food is okay, right?

"Well, it's okay. ”

With such a question and answer, Qin Yin suddenly felt very inexplicably bored. She silently helped Chen Lai serve tea and pour water, and received guests who came to eat.

After dinner, it's time to go back to school. Chen Lai washed the dishes and chopsticks, and Qin Yin cleaned up the restaurant.

"I'm leaving. Qin Yin said goodbye to Chen Lai.

"Okay, do you want me to give it a ride?"

"No, I'm used to it. ”

is still a question and an answer, and the inexplicable boredom of Qin Yin suddenly turned into thoughts about Zheng Ming. The same question, the same concern, why is it that in Zheng Ming, what he feels is so beautiful and evocative, but when he comes to Chen Lai, it seems so dull?

"What's wrong with you?" asked Chen Lai, leaning closer to the sound of the piano and amplifying his voice.

Qin Yin came back to her senses from her thoughts and said to Chen with a smile: "It's okay, I'm thinking about some study things." ”

"No wonder, I didn't see you say yes after a few calls, why did I think you were doing," Chen Lai said as he handed over a pair of women's leather shoes, "Do you think it's appropriate?"

Kotone put on leather shoes and felt that they were very suitable and liked them, but she said, "Oh, let me buy them myself in the future, I know best what kind of shoes to buy." ”

"Well, you're right," Chen Lai smiled honestly, "whether the shoes fit or not, your own feet know best." If it's not suitable, it's troublesome if you don't have to change it. ”

Qin Yin left the restaurant, and on the way back to school, she kept thinking: Chen Lai or Zheng Ming, who is better? When she was about to arrive at school, Qin Yin touched the living expenses in her pocket, remembering that Chen Lai's sister and brother were not thin on her, but she was thinking about who was better, she gently twisted her ear and told herself not to think nonsense.

Finally walked into the school gate, Qin Yin looked at the sparse figure on the school road. When I think of the time to study in the classroom or library, I can't help but remember my steps. When you go to the girls' dormitory building, you enter the gate, and you will be in the girls' world, and boys are not allowed to enter the girls' dormitory. But just as she walked into the door of the girls' dormitory, one hand, the other took her arm.

When Qin Yin saw it, he couldn't help but exclaim: "Zheng Ming!"

Zheng Ming gently covered Qinyin's mouth with his palm and said softly, "Let's go to the library for self-study together." ”

"Oh no, I just came back from outside, tired. Kotone replied.

"I keep your tiredness in my heart," Zheng Ming said, "but I also want you to understand how tired I am when I miss you." ”

Qin Yin looked at Zheng Ming's eyes that were shining under the refraction of the street lights, the face that could simply speak and express love with various expressions, hoping that this handsome face belonged to her, but also worried that this face would not appear again. She hesitated.

On the university campus in the early 80s, couples walked on the school road, not daring to hold hands or hook shoulders, and although men and women walked side by side, they always maintained a certain distance between them. Qin Yue looked at the school road, and there were many male and female students walking side by side, and then looked at Zheng Ming's face and nodded.

Zheng Ming excitedly took Qinyin's hand, but it was Zheng Ming's hand that made Qinyin feel uncomfortable. She imagines others walking side by side like that, and she doesn't want to hold hands so ambiguously, she wants Zheng Ming to take the initiative to pursue it, and not let herself fall too deep.

And Zheng Mingming blatantly pulled his hand like this, and the qin sound instinctively retreated. She pretended not to be prepared, and suddenly exclaimed, "Oh! I forgot to bring my textbook." Then he turned around and ran towards the girls' dormitory.

The sudden change was too fast and sudden, and Zheng Ming instinctively wanted to stop the piano sound. Helplessly, they were too close to the girls' dormitory, and as soon as Qin Yin turned around, stood on tiptoe, and started running, the figure had already flashed into the door.

Zheng Ming stopped in front of the door of the girls' dormitory, and just wanted to shout something to Qinyin, when he suddenly found a group of girls coming out of him. Zheng Ming was worried that he would be recognized by his female classmates in the dark and laughed at, so he also suppressed his voice, turned around and disappeared at the end of the school road. Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "Dream Chaser Huazhang Claw Book House" for free for the first time.