Chapter Eighty-Six: There Will Always Be a Choice in the Way of Life
"What?" Wang Lan looked at Xingfeng in astonishment.
"I throw in the towel!"
"Wow-"
But Xingfeng raised his head and looked at Wang Lan seriously and said those three words.
The audience let out a burst of exclamations in unison, and even more so, they stood up unconsciously.
"Admit defeat? How can you admit defeat? I spent money to buy a ticket? If you don't fight, you say admit defeat?"
"Yes, I voted for you, I still want to see your electric light thunder step, you actually admit defeat?"
"Damn, Lao Tzu pressed you to win, and you actually caused me to lose money?"
"If you can't fight, forget it, and you admit defeat if you don't fight?"
The boiling sound of the audience was not loud, but it was not small either.
But it was like a needle and passed through the protective nodules to Xingfeng's ears. At this moment, Xingfeng's heart was really hurt.
If a person has no heart, he will not be sad, and if his heart is numb, he will not be in pain.
But Xingfeng suddenly came to his senses
once gave up on himself, gave up his dream when he was a star warrior at the beginning, and was willing to sink into a mortal far away from the rivers and lakes. It sounds good to see through life and death, and to see through the red dust just to spend the rest of your life in peace, but in fact, it is nothing more than a cowardly escape.
The audience's words were like a sharp knife inserted into Xingfeng's heart.
The Star Warrior is not a play, and the battle of the Star Warrior is not for you to watch, not for you to open a gamble.
However, what reason does Xingfeng have to refute, and what qualifications does he have to quibble.
Before that, just before Wang Lan turned around and left to save Cheng Qingzhu, who had been brutally twisted off his limbs, didn't Xingfeng think so?
You came here to make a play, how can you blame them for seeing you as a play?
Is it wrong to give up the star warrior? Yes, is it wrong to think about becoming famous and making easy money as a star? Yes, is it wrong to be tired of fighting and want to spend the rest of your life in peace? There is nothing wrong with it.
What's wrong is what your mind is enlightened.
The good hate for their evil, and the evil hate for their good. Xingfeng's thinking has changed, so he hates himself who was once willing to fall, and hates the heart that has lost faith because of numbness.
Don't forget the original intention, you have to always, I return to the battlefield now, is it too late?
Xingfeng asked himself and slowly turned to leave.
"Wait, Xingfeng player, are you sure you admit defeat? It's the semi-finals of the Star Martial Arts Tournament, as long as you win this one, not only will you have a million prize money, but you will also have a chance to hit the throne of the Star Martial Arts Tournament Overlord.
Are you really going to give up these honors that are close to you?" asked the moderator triumphantly.
"It seems to you that it is an honor, but in my eyes it is not. I was on the wrong path and I wanted to go back. I'll give up the game!" As he spoke, Xingfeng silently looked back at Wang Lan.
"Brother Little Wolf, I know you should be very young, and as someone who has come over to give you a word of advice. Never get lost in the years to come, if you are numb, please think about the experience of participating in the Star Martial Arts Tournament this time, what are you here for? What is your original intention? β
Xingfeng disappeared at the end of the ring, and the program team was busy adjusting the rhythm of the game in an instant.
"If you successfully enter the finals, you will be rewarded with 4,000 experience points and 400 skill points. "In my head, a hint sounded.
And at this moment, the Internet was boiling in an instant.
"What's going on with Xingfeng? Why did it suddenly change? Obviously, he was still fighting before, and he was asked if he had confidence in the championship in the last game, and he also said that although he was not absolutely sure, he would try his best to play the game with all his strength. β
"Yes, Xingfeng's strength is actually not worse than the wolf king, the thunder attribute is not restrained by the fire attribute, his star martial arts level is higher than the wolf king, and the combat experience and basic skills are not below the wolf king. β
"If you fight seriously, it's not certain who will win and who will lose. β
"yes! Why did you suddenly throw in the towel?"
"It should be cowardly, Xingfeng garbage. β
"It's not that I'm cowardly, but that my mind has changed. β
"Is there a psychoanalyst to analyze and analyze, what the hell is going on with Xingfeng, why did he suddenly abstain?"
"Together!"
At the same time, in the final of the Star Martial Arts Competition, in order to ensure the time of the live broadcast, the TV station also left a back hand for possible unexpected and uncontrollable events.
After all, this has happened many times.
invited celebrity guests to perform, and there were heavyweight stars to do the opening performance, and corresponding preparations were naturally made in the middle.
But do tens of millions of viewers care about celebrity performances now? No, what they care about, how can this much-anticipated competition end so badly.
In the semi-finals, it's only half an hour and an hour away from the championship match, so you don't have to rush here even if you have something, right?
When the whole network was arguing, a post analyzing the psychological process of the Xingfeng players set off endless waves and was frantically reprinted by countless people.
"His name is Xingfeng, the 5002nd Xingwu Awakener. That year, he was young, and that year, he looked up at the starry sky with high spirits. That year, Emperor Yan of the Southern Flame preached in a battle, and he became one of the youngest Five Emperors with an invincible attitude.
In 5005, Xingfeng was not admitted to the four major star martial arts academies that all star martial artists dream of, and he was not even admitted to the top first-class star martial arts academy, but finished college at a certain star martial arts academy in the northwest that many people had never heard of.
In 5010, Xingfeng retired from the Northeast Military Region, and after five years of military career, Xingfeng was no longer the high-spirited teenager, but the sentient beings in the army of two million star warriors.
That year, the idol of the year was still empty, but he was no longer the teenager who once chased his dreams. After that, Xingfeng joined the Wasteland Legion.
In the past 8 years, former comrades-in-arms have fallen one after another, and many brothers who talked and laughed together yesterday died on the battlefield the next day. Many brothers who were still fighting bravely on the battlefield the day before yesterday packed up their covers today and said that they would go home to get married and have children.
Fighting, disappointment, disappearance, parting.
Xingfeng is tired of this kind of day when you have today, you don't know if there will be tomorrow.
Getting tired of it.
Finally, in 5018, he made his decision. Quit the Wasteland Reclamation Army and return to our big city, give up the glory of being a star warrior, and become an ordinary person again.
If you want to be an ordinary person again, debuting and becoming famous is naturally the most comfortable life, and he chose to participate in the Star Martial Arts Competition, which is a very fast channel.
But, is he really willing to do it?
He thought he was, but he wasn't!
When he saw the little wolf participating anonymously and asked the little wolf why you came to participate in the Star Warrior Tournament, the little wolf replied simply, in order to hone the actual battle, what a naΓ―ve answer, but it touched Xingfeng's heart.
So pure reason? Just like when Xingfeng first became a Star Warrior. At that time, Xingfeng was as pure as a little wolf.
As many people think of the little wolf, although he wears a mask, he shows us the purity. And Xingfeng, although they don't have a mask on their faces, they are wearing a numb mask all the time.
Cheng Qingzhu was twisted and his limbs were broken by Chang Shuangyue, which reminded Xingfeng of his comrades-in-arms who had fallen beside him on the battlefield.
At that moment, the little wolf stood up, because he was a star martial artist of the medical department, and it was his duty to treat his comrades. But what did Xingfeng say at that time? You go now, what will you do when you have a competition?
The little wolf said, it doesn't matter. Then he turned around without hesitation.
At this moment, Xingfeng was ashamed in front of the little wolf's pure personality, not only ashamed of the little wolf's pure personality, but also ashamed of Xingfeng's former self.
Back then, he was the same as the little wolf, but I don't know when, he lost his former self and lived like he once hated.
The little wolf is a star martial artist of the medical department, and it is also a very strong medical department, because he has only been there for a few minutes, and then Cheng Qingzhu came back intact.
Such a powerful medical star martial artist can obviously rely on his talent to live a life that Xingfeng can't envy.
But what about the little wolf? He has great strength, whether it is fighting skills, star martial arts, or actual combat experience, he is not inferior to any professional star martial artist who has experienced a hundred battles and experienced life and death.
The little wolf is just a medical department, a medical department, but it has the heart of a warrior. And Xingfeng, as a warrior, had the heart of a retired uncle early.
The little wolf is like a mirror in front of Xingfeng, and the conversation with the little wolf is more like a conversation with himself.
He once had a dream, dreaming of being like the Southern Yan Emperor, even if he couldn't stand at such a high height, he hoped that he could get ahead with hard work.
But the reality drowned him in the vast sea of people.
He thought that he was born ordinary and destined to fail to realize his dreams. But when he saw the little wolf, he realized that it was not because of unfair fate, but that he didn't work hard enough, at least compared to the little wolf, he did.
The extinguished heart rekindles the flame.
He didn't want to waste his life on this stage, not even a second.
Therefore, he chose to admit defeat and hand over this stage to the little wolf, and he ...... Maybe I went home and packed my bags and planned to fight again.
Xingfeng, bless you, may you take advantage of the wind and enter the sky in one fell swoop!"
This post is very long, but it seems to be a portrayal of Xingfeng's heart.
But everyone understands that it is definitely not Xingfeng who wrote this post. Because at this time, he may not have returned home yet.
So, who is it?
Everyone was curious about who was posted, but in the end, they could only see an ID named Star Tears and no other substantive information.
In an old-fashioned neighborhood in Sioux City, a young girl stood up softly, opened the curtains and walked out to the balcony.
Raise your head and look up at the sky.
The sky was clear, but there were no stars.
A tear slowly slipped down the girl's cheek, and she cried silently, but suddenly laughed again, wiping her tears and laughing at the same time.
"Ding-dong-"
The doorbell rang, and the girl hurriedly wiped away her tears and came to the door to look through the cat's eyes.
Then, she opened the door with a gentle smile on her face, "Ah Feng, are you back?"
Xingfeng stood at the door, a little afraid to look at the girl's eyes, and lowered his head silently, "Tears, I'm leaving." β
Tears overflowed from the corners of the girl's eyes again, and she fell to the ground with a click, "Are you going back to open up the wasteland?"
"At the end of next year. I just called the boss, and he said that he was short of manpower, and I would lead the team in the past, and I could bring twenty people under my hands. β
"Well, it is very dangerous to open up wasteland, you have to be careful, don't be careless, and you can't be forced. If the beast is ferocious, you must wait until you have gathered a large army before going with everyone, and hide in danger......"
"Tears, there is one thing...... I want to ask you ......."
"What?"
"We ...... Will it be okay to get the certificate tomorrow? After delaying you for so many years, you are almost thirty...... I've heard that grandma has started to introduce you to people. Though...... I'm sorry for you so sloppily, but ...... There is a shortage of people over there, so I will go tomorrow night.
When I come back next time, it's been another year and a half, and I'm afraid that when I come back next time, you'll get married......"
"Good!" the girl said softly.
"Really?"
"Really!"
Xingfeng scratched the back of his head and smiled, smiling like the fool eighteen years ago.
"What are you doing at the door? Come in. β