Chapter 294: Soft-heartedness
On this day, Su Zhe came to Su Yao's ward as usual, to ask Su Yao for an opinion, and wanted to ask Su Yao how she was thinking about it.
Su Yao sat on her bed with a distracted look, a pair of dull eyes that didn't know where to look, and seemed to contain a little teardrop.
But she still sensed the figure of Su Zhe coming in, she didn't look back or side her face, but her mother's eyes remained dull and said, "You're here!"
She couldn't tell what was wrong with her, she just felt worried, tangled, and anxious.
At that time, Su Zhe looked at her and asked lightly, "What's wrong, are you okay......?" To be or not to be. Although he didn't want to deepen the shadow in Su Yao's heart, he finally asked this question.
At that moment, Su Yao turned back suddenly, "Yes, I thought about it." This child is Yu Xiao's, the child of my father's enemy, so I absolutely can't have it, and I won't want it. She said with a pretended firmness.
But in just a few words, Su Zhe still saw the entanglement and pain in Su Yao's heart, but since she was able to make this decision, she already made herself feel very satisfied.
Su Zhe said in a sonorous and powerful tone, "Okay, this is the real Su Yao." I know it's going to be hard for you to make that decision. But since you have been able to make up your mind, it proves that you have enough courage, and I am sure that my uncle will be very relieved to see it in the Spirit of Heaven. Su Zhe comforted her.
"Uh-huh. Su Yao lowered her head indifferently, there seemed to be a lingering sentimentality in her heart, and she only felt that she didn't want to speak anymore.
"Well, then you have a good rest, and I will arrange an abortion for you another day. After Su Zhe finished speaking, he pushed the door and left, and when he left, he gave Su Yao a meaningful last look.
Su Yao's eyes shone with tears, and she subconsciously stretched out her right hand to her abdomen, and she seemed to vaguely feel that there was a little life there.
Thinking of this, Su Yao suddenly cried out and sobbed quietly.
She doesn't blame the child in her womb, nor does she blame her fate for being too miserable, she only blames God for being really unfair to herself, why, why she always makes these difficult and painful choices, and a series of blows fall on her head like a thunderbolt from the sky.
Su Yao was a little powerless, thinking about her current fate, she felt very sad, her father was gone, the company was bankrupt, she was disfigured, and now there is an extra child who shouldn't come, and this child is actually the child of the enemy who killed his father.
Thinking about it, her cry grew heavier.
Su Zhe stood silently outside the door, it turned out that he would be so painful, but compared to Su Yao, he cared more about his parents, and he would not easily change his plans because of a woman.
Since Su Yao fell off the cliff, Yu Xiao has trapped himself all day long, closed up, and seems unwilling to face everything in the outside world.
Because he was so heartbroken that he couldn't sleep at night, his face looked more and more haggard day by day, and he was not even in the mood to take care of the company's affairs.
On this day, he sat in his president's office in a daze as usual, still holding the ring left by Su Yao in his hand, which seemed to have suddenly become the only symbol of Su Yao, and Yu Xiao basically carried it with him.
Recently, his temper has become more and more irritable day by day, and he only feels that life seems to have suddenly become overshadowed, and in the world without Su Yao, he doesn't seem to be able to see a trace of light, nor can he see the breath of life.
This is the taste and feeling that Yu Xiao has never used before, as the president of the high-ranking Shen Group, even though he has a status and life experience that countless people envy and envy and are difficult to achieve, but there is no ordinary happiness that ordinary people have, and there is stability in this world.
Yu Xiao even began to wonder if God was not treating him fairly.
It was in the past few days that Yu Xiao really experienced the pain of losing Su Yao, and suddenly realized that in the entanglement with Su Yao again and again, he had already fallen in love with her, and he couldn't help but ask why he was so impulsive in the first place.
Even if the death of her mother made her heartbroken, how could the things of the previous generation affect the next generation, Su Yao was innocent after all, she didn't know anything about the things back then, and she was still an innocent child at that time.
That's Su Yao, it's Su Yao who loves her deeply, and it's also the woman she once tried to protect, a gorgeous and gorgeous love story, but it was turned into a revenge game by herself.
He hated himself, and he couldn't accept the painful reality now.
Because of the guilt in his heart, or perhaps because he still had illusions about Su Yao, Yu Xiao erected a tombstone for Su Yao on the empty wasteland on the outskirts of the city, and the bystanders were all empty grass.
Every time he thought about Su Yao, or when he felt extremely guilty in his heart, Yu Xiao would come back here, lie in front of Su Yao's tombstone, and talk to her word by word, telling him how much he regretted it, telling her how much he loved her, and explaining to her the ins and outs of everything to express the debt in his heart.
Yu Xiao was depressed all day long, but he didn't know that Su Yao at this moment was in the same deep entanglement and pain as him, enduring the double torture of body and mind.
Everything is a sin created by a hatred.
Soon, it was the day when Su Yao was supposed to operate, and Su Yao, with Su Zhe's support, walked tremblingly to the waiting room.
When Su Zhe was supporting Su Yao, he could even feel her trembling slightly, as well as the panic in her heart, knowing that Su Yao would definitely not be so reluctant.
Su Yao tried to sit still, her eyes were still as loose as before, like a blind girl, staring at her in front of her.
It seemed that after a short while, Su Yao deliberately looked at the three people in front of her.
My heart suddenly trembled violently, and I began to panic, what should I do, there are only three people left, and I will be there immediately.
However, at this time, it was Su Yao, who was still struggling, she had been thinking about this matter if she couldn't eat or sleep well in the past few days, and she had been thinking about whether she wanted to kill this child.
But if you really beat it, will you regret it, after all, it's your own flesh and blood!
At the moment when I learned that I was about to become a mother, although I felt painful, I still felt a faint surprise in my heart.
Seeing that the people in front of him went in one after another, and immediately arrived at him in order, Su Yao became more and more nervous.
With her hands on her trouser legs, she kept scratching and asking herself word by word, "What should I do, what should I do?" and suddenly it was so painful. ”
knew that in the end, when the commanding nurse came out again with the registration form, she said to the pregnant women who were waiting, "No. 21 Su Yao." Su Yao raised her head sharply and looked at her directly, "Why is it so fast!" She was a little distracted.
She didn't stand up immediately, so the nurse said again, "No. 21, Su Yao." He frowned, thinking that something had happened.
Su Zhe also looked at Su Yao, and was just about to go over to help her up, but Su Yao herself stood up suddenly, and then said firmly, "I'm sorry nurse, I decided not to fight temporarily." After saying that, he turned around and left.
At that time, I didn't know who gave me the courage, so Su Yao went straight to her ward.
This made the nurse really taken aback, looking at Su Yao's limping figure, a little overwhelmed.
But after a moment of astonishment, she reverted to her previous seriousness, and then calmly announced "Okay, next ......"
Su Zhe hurriedly chased after him, looked at Su Yao's weak back, and suddenly stepped forward and grabbed Su Yao's arm, "Su Yao, what are you doing?" he asked.
I don't know where Su Yao got the strength at that time, so she shook off Su Zhe's hand at once, "You let go of me, I don't want to fight." I can't. She almost gritted her teeth and said it, but she chose mercy in the end.
Pretending to be strong still can't be used as a means of ruthlessness.
Su Yao covered her head tightly with both hands, and almost trotted all the way back to her ward, but just about to slam the door slammed, Su Zhe appeared again.
stopped Su Yao at once, and even persuaded "No, Su Yao don't do this." "In the end, it's a man, how can Su Yao still not stop him.
Su Zhe broke in, clasped Su Yao's shoulders with both hands, and firmly controlled her in his arms, "Su Yao, what's wrong with you, can you be sober." "I didn't expect Su Yao to change his hexagram temporarily, which made Su Zhe very frightened.
Su Yao's heart was resistant, and she tried to get rid of Su Zhe, "I'm sorry, I really can't do it." I could gently persuade myself not to care about this, and I even told myself over and over again that this was a child who didn't deserve to live. But...... But I can't deceive my heart, I still can't do it...... The child is innocent, and it is cruel to kill him before he is born. Su Yao was a little sad.
Emotions have become out of control.
"Then give birth, and if you don't want to beat it, you won't fight. Su Zhe reminded that he did not threaten Su Yao to give birth to this child.
Su Yao calmed down suddenly, looked at Su Zhe's face and asked word by word, "Really, is it really possible, but my father, will he blame me in the spirit of heaven and blame me, am I an unfilial daughter." She was a little frustrated, hoping to get an answer from his mouth.