Chapter 100: Our Lives
Liu Jingxin was a little surprised that Chen Kangyin contacted him directly, and vaguely sensed that something might not be right.
You must know that Chen Kangyin has been in contact with Zhang Xun before this morning.
This time, Chen Kangyin put aside Zhang Xun and contacted Liu Jingxin directly, I don't know if there are some attitudes and ideas hidden in the other party.
Liu Jingxin had no reason to refuse, so he happily agreed, and at about half past five, he ate something in advance, came to the café, and saw Chen Kangyin who was already waiting there at the door of the café.
"Wait a minute, I'll put things away. After Liu Jingxin politely greeted Chen Kangyin, he first entered the café, put the guitar in the musical instrument area, and asked Luo Sihui to help him watch the guitar so as not to be touched by others, and then walked out of the door with his hands in his pockets.
"Let's talk while we go, it may affect your work here. Chen Kangyin suggested very understandingly.
"It's fine. Although Liu Jingxin said so, he still walked along the street with Chen Kangyin into the distance.
"Why are you alone today?" asked Liu Jingxin.
Chen Kangyin smiled faintly and said, "Are you asking Du Xiaoyun? She has something to do today, and it's not very convenient to park here, so I took a taxi myself." The bottom line is that the fewer people present, the smoother the communication, isn't it?"
Seeing that the other party cut to the chase, Liu Jingxin took the opportunity to ask: "By the way, what are you talking to me about? Is it a matter of signing a band?"
Chen Kangyin shook his head and said, "It's true that I'm looking for you to talk about signing a contract, but it's not a band, it's a personal sign." ”
Liu Jingxin himself couldn't say why, he was not surprised, surprised, or angry when he heard Chen Kangyin mention this, his heart was very calm, as if he had already guessed it.
"If that's the case, then I'm afraid we won't have much to talk about. Liu Jingxin smiled slightly, and replied in a flat tone.
Chen Kangyin seems that Liu Jingxin's answer is a little unexpected, perhaps in his opinion, Liu Jingxin's choice to remain silent on the question he raised in the car a few days ago has already explained a certain self-evident attitude.
He sighed softly and said, "Actually, I personally like your band, and I also suggested it to the boss, but now it's such a result, I hope you can understand." ”
Liu Jingxin nodded and said, "It's okay, it's understandable." ”
Perhaps it was Liu Jingxin's calm attitude that made Chen Kangyin feel that there was still a chance to fight.
Chen Kangyin persuaded bitterly: "Actually, I really suggest that you don't give an answer in such a hurry, you should go back and think about it." At present, it is impossible for any professional company in the mainland to sign a band, and if you continue like this, there will be no results. Your potential is good, and your future development will definitely be very good, why don't you consider making yourself strong first, and then bring those brothers up?"
In fact, Liu Jingxin also knows that Chen Kangyin is telling the truth, the more professional record companies in the mainland will not sign bands at all, relatively speaking, those companies would rather sign men's groups, at least men's groups can develop into multiple promising individuals in the later stage, and if the band comes to the day of disbandment, except for the lead singer, who cares where others go?
Not to mention who in the band is so good and how unavoidable.
In the current era, as long as the money is in place, it is okay to invite international masters to help perform, and there is really no one who cannot be replaced.
Not to mention how a band has a tacit understanding, everyone has charm or something.
Among all fans, laymen must account for more than seventy percent, or even higher, they can only be "loyal" to the lead singer, and at best they can only have a good impression of other musicians.
In such an environment, if Liu Jingxin really sticks to the Friday band, he may have to refuse the opportunity to send it to the door again and again, until the band once again goes to a desperate situation, until he falls into the abyss.
But do you really have to compromise? If you want to get ahead, you really have to be a "traitor"?
He left, what to do with the brothers, what about Friday?
Liu Jingxin suddenly stopped and stopped, and Chen Kangyin also stopped.
No one cares about the two men standing opposite each other on the side of the road, let alone the conversation between the two men, and the choice that a man makes between dreams and commitments.
"I admit you're right. Liu Jingxin's face was calm, his eyes were as deep as water, he raised the corners of his mouth slightly, turned his head to look at the sunset on the horizon, avoided Chen Kangyin's gaze, and continued: "But, I really can't do it." Actually, I'm pretty weak, really. I lost them, and I felt like I was dead in those days, and every day it was like a corpse wandering around aimlessly. ”
Speaking of this, Liu Jingxin exhaled a long breath of relief, and said with a slight smile: "Fortunately, a friend told me that some things are lost for a long time and can never be recovered." Fortunately, I turned around in time and I got them all back. ”
Liu Jingxin turned his head, looked at Chen Kangyin's eyes, and asked with a solemn expression: "You said, you will let the treasure that is very important to you lose ...... in a row" He raised two fingers and continued: "Twice?"
Chen Kangyin's heart seemed to have been hit by something, the corners of his eyes twitched, his brows furrowed, and he didn't speak for a while.
The two stood face to face, looking at each other and being silent for a long time.
"Well, I respect your decision. However, if you change your mind at any time, you can still come to me, and I will help you in any way I can. Chen Kangyin said, walked next to Liu Jingxin, raised his hand and patted Liu Jingxin's shoulder, and said expressionlessly: "But respect does not mean recognition." ”
After speaking, Chen Kangyin strode away without looking back at Liu Jingxin.
Liu Jingxin stood in place for a while, then turned around and walked into a convenience store, bought a pack of cigarettes, sat on a bench on the side of the road and lit a cigarette, and did not smoke, just staring at the smoke curling around his fingertips in a daze.
What a fool I'm alike!
Liu Jingxin smiled, waited for a cigarette to burn out, crushed the cigarette butt on the trash can, crumpled the pack of cigarettes into a ball and threw it into the trash can, put his hands in his pockets, and walked in the direction of the café.
How can a person be so shrewd in everything in this life? Sometimes there is nothing wrong with being a fool!
Brothers, the path we have chosen is too difficult, how dare I continue to move forward without you?
If this path really doesn't work, then let's try a different path!
If there is no road, then go out of the way!
Anyway, we have nothing, are we afraid that we will lose?
It is precisely because there is nothing that you can be fearless!
I'm not Liu Jingxin, but we must not be Friday!
This is my life!