Chapter 241: The Trick of Fate
However, for Lu Ya now, she doesn't want to mention Ji Zeyang for the time being.
"I want to see Yin and Kane. ”
"You know how much I'd love to see them now, but...... I'm scared to see them......"
"I'm really scared, I'm scared. ”
Lu Ya's heavy words were completely wavering, hesitating, and painful.
Once he thought of the pain and suffering that Ji Yinyin and Ji Kaien had endured over the years, Lu Ya felt even more guilty.
Tang Siyun didn't know what Lu Ya was thinking at this time, especially when Lu Ya couldn't wait to leave the hospital to see Ji Yinyin and Ji Kaien, but was blocked by Tang Siyun:
"Yaya, calm down now, since you are still angry with Ji Zeyang, deal with your affairs first, and then disturb these two little guys. ”
Zuo Ling also agreed, "Yes, you and Ji Zeyang have a good talk about this matter, since the matter has happened, the only thing that can be done now is to make up for it, and try your best to make up for them." ”
"Therefore, you and Ji Zeyang must communicate well, if the two of you can't be together, or if there is a conflict together, it will directly affect their growth, in this case, it is better not to recognize each other. ”
Zuo Ling hopes that Lu Ya and Ji Zeyang will sit down, face to face, calmly think about this problem, and solve this problem.
Lu Ya shook her head, "I can't have a good talk with Ji Zeyang for the time being...... I really...... I can't forgive him when I think of such a bad behavior. ”
Indeed, once Ji Zeyang was mentioned, the tears in Lu Ya's eyes flowed wildly.
Tang Siyun and Zuo Ling didn't know how to comfort her for a while, after all, this matter really needs time to digest.
At this time, Ji Zeyang also came in from outside, carrying food in his hands, in fact, at this moment, Ji Zeyang also fell into an unprecedented dilemma.
"Ji Shao is here, let's not bother the two of you, let's have a good chat. Zuo Ling still felt that no matter what Ji Zeyang did, he always felt that Ji Zeyang really liked Lu Ya.
"You talk more, think more about the children when you talk, think about the children so cute, you will understand each other and forgive each other. Tang Siyun disagreed with Lu Yasheng and Ji Zeyang's anger.
After all, in the whole thing, in fact, the person who doesn't want to go to this point the most, Ji Zeyang is definitely one of them.
Lu Ya was silent, but it didn't mean that she had accepted it.
After Tang Siyun and Zuo Ling left, Lu Ya's attitude towards Ji Zeyang was indifferent and even more resistant.
She is also very flustered now, and she is completely at a loss for a while.
Yin Yin and Kane, once they learn such news, they may not be able to accept it immediately.
Luya had to consider her feelings and reactions.
Ji Zeyang carefully put the food he bought in front of Lu Ya, "No matter how angry you are with me, at least you have to fill your stomach now, you have been in a coma for several days, you must be very hungry." ”
Ji Zeyang's muttered words were full of tenderness and apology, but Lu Ya would not appreciate such an attitude.
"Go out, I don't want to see you, at least for now. ”
Lu Ya tried to make her emotions not so fluctuating, but she was partial, and once she saw Ji Zeyang, the hatred in Lu Ya's heart was born.
Ji Zeyang leaned against the wall with his back, he was obviously thoughtful, and there was obviously a lot of emotion breeding.
Yaya...... You can blame me, blame me, blame me, even punish me, take revenge on me, but, no matter what, after venting, we still have to go to the end. ”
Ji Zeyang had a sad look on his face, which was distressing and uncomfortable, "We are not just thinking about Yin Yin and Kane, you and I have finally come to this day, no matter how many ups and downs, we have crossed over, and next, we will also cross over." ”
"Go out, is it useful to say this? Why did you go a long time ago, you are here to force me to accept all this, to force me to accept all this, is it interesting, even if you force me to accept it, I will not be convinced. ”
She has always hated Ji Zeyang.
Perhaps, others can hide this fact, but Ji Zeyang, who knows her best, understands her best, and loves her the most, should not hide this fact.
Ji Zeyang's heart was still unusually uncomfortable.
However, he didn't want to leave, but his stay here made it difficult for Lu Ya to calm down.
"If you don't go, right, if you don't go, I'll go. Lu Ya felt that this was a great suffocation, and the deep suffocation made her almost breathless.
Lu Ya also got down from the hospital bed in a hurry, but was hindered by Ji Zeyang in time, and spit out two words from his mouth in such pain, "I'll go." ”
He said yes.
It's just that there are strong folds between Ji Zeyang's eyebrows.
Ji Zeyang was helpless, on the one hand, he wanted to be by Lu Ya's side, and on the other hand, he didn't want Lu Ya to be emotional, which would affect her physical condition.
Her physical condition at this moment has not recovered, but she has only woken up.
"However, you also promised me to take care of your body, and when you are well, I will take you home. ”
Ji Zeyang clearly still won't give up the idea of reuniting with her, the children, and a family of four.
However, for the time being, I am willing to give Lu Ya a time to be alone, so that she can sort out her unhappiness in her heart.
Lu Ya turned her head away, unwilling to make any arrangements.
After a pause in Ji Zeyang's pace, he really left helplessly.
However, the moment he left the ward, Ji Zeyang's whole state of mind seemed to collapse, and tears flowed unconsciously.
However, there was Lu Ya's clear crying voice in the ward, this matter was clearly too big a blow to her, and even hurt her the most, so that for a while, Lu Ya couldn't accept this fact, couldn't forgive him, and Ji Zeyang could understand it.
Lu Ya was not only crying heartbroken, but her ears were constantly haunting what Ji Zeyang had said about "home" just now.
Where does she have a home?
She didn't.
The previous Lu family was already in tatters.
And Ji Zeyang is obviously not her destination.
"Why? Why did this happen to me? Why did I lose all my memories of my children so coincidentally all those years?"
This is like a trick, a trick of fate, so that even if she wants to make up for it and restore her original position as much as possible, she finds it really difficult and difficult......
Lu Ya didn't grasp Ji Yinyin and Ji Kaien's thoughts, and she wasn't sure if they could accept her......