"In fact, many times I am quite afraid, afraid that the conflict between us will intensify, so I will use the ostrich way to protect myself, to protect the relationship between us, because I am reluctant, I am reluctant in my life. ”

Zuo Xinyu is powerless, she feels that she will not be able to get rid of this obstacle in her life.

Because in her opinion, the relationship is very complicated, if she wants to change, it is not only to change herself, but also to change the two of them, but also to change the relationship between the two of them, so she feels very difficult, at least in her current view, there is no way to solve it.

Unless she suddenly becomes very rich, this wealth is not only rich in money, but also in social status, or in knowledge, which may bring this disparity of status between them closer.

Or Lu Xiaoman has become very incompetent and has become more depressed, maybe this will also make the problems between them unbreakable.

"I know it's not really a big problem for us, but if we all take it seriously, it's a real problem. ”

Lu Xiaoman smiled, these problems are actually very big problems if you treat them as problems, but if you don't treat them as problems, he is actually very simple and easy to solve.

Therefore, Lu Xiaoman feels that this matter is still in people.

Anything can be solved, but the way to solve the problem is different.

"Then you can find a way for the two of us to solve this matter, otherwise, I'm afraid I won't be at ease in the future. ”

Zuo Xinyu rolled his eyes at him and said, of course this matter is not easy to solve, although Lu Xiaoman said so, but he himself must know that it is not easy to solve, otherwise, the two of them would not be worried here.

"Well, we still have to think about it in the long run, if we say it now, what will we do in the future? ”

Lu Xiaoman smiled, and then said very cheaply.

"Well, I knew you didn't have any ideas, so I convinced you. ”

Zuo Xinyu patted his forehead, and then said very helplessly.

Seeing him like this, a hint of relief flashed in Lu Xiaoman's eyes, why didn't he have an idea, isn't this just an idea?

He is pretending to be stupid now, isn't this just to shorten the relationship between them, to shorten the distance between them?

This made her feel that she was not actually an all-powerful self, and sometimes there were a lot of problems, so the relationship between the two of them could be closer.

Otherwise, if she feels that she has no fault, that she can do anything, that she can do anything, and that she will succeed in anything, then she will definitely feel pressure in her heart, and I am afraid that she will become dependent on her own existence in life, without her own thoughts, without her own considerations.

"Hurry up and eat, hurry up and eat, if you don't eat again, it will be cold for a while, hurry up and eat, don't rub it there." ”

Zuo Xinyu looked at Lu Xiaoman and was about to play treasure again, and then couldn't help but say.

"Okay, okay, I know, let's eat, let's eat, I'm hungry too, I'm afraid I'll starve to death if I don't eat, but fortunately, baby, you made me such a good meal, I want to thank you." ”

Lu Xiaoman was tired of talking, and even Zuo Xinyu couldn't listen to it anymore, and then asked him to stop again and again.

"Okay, okay, don't say so crooked things, if we continue to say it, I'm afraid we won't even be able to eat, hurry up and eat, don't be there, keep talking. ”

The two had dinner in a hurry, and after Lu Xiaoman finished eating, he went directly to the room to play on the computer, and then Zuo Xinyu went to wash the dishes again.

In fact, Lu Xiaoman is at home now, and he is really comfortable day by day, and he is wearing clothes to reach out for food to open his mouth, what is uncomfortable about this?

Therefore, he actually likes to go home, otherwise he won't have a problem, he will go home as soon as he finishes, and he will go home as soon as the matter is over, so his dependence on this home is still quite large.

In fact, he is actually quite dependent on Zuo Xinyu.

is like a milk baby, who longs for his mother, but he is actually so eager for his family.

"What are you doing? I heard a crackling sound in your room in the living room, very loud. ”

Zuo Xinyu suddenly heard a very loud sound coming from Lu Xiaoman's room in the living room, and then he couldn't help but come over, and after a look, he saw the sound of Lu Xiaoman holding the computer typing on the bed, which was very loud and fast.

"It's okay, I'm just bored here to write novels and play. ”

Lu Xiaoman smiled, and then said very embarrassedly, after all, sometimes, people are still very incomprehensible to these things, and it feels like privacy has been discovered, and it is also like a small secret has been discovered.

Even people who are close to each other will be embarrassed if they find out.

Because these are generally written a lot of private things, so to let others see it is equivalent to seeing his inner thoughts.

"What is this? Let me see what you've written? Maybe I can give you a piece of advice. ”

Zuo Xinyu smiled, and then she was really curious about what kind of things he wrote, so when Lu Xiaoman said what he wrote, she would be interested.

"Well, in fact, there is nothing, let me show you, it's just some fantasy articles, you guess these are, I don't like it very much. ”

Lu Xiaoman covered his forehead, and then said very helplessly, he would not refuse Zuo Xinyu's request.

"Well, I haven't read anything like it before, let me see what you wrote, maybe I'll like it a lot, and I'll be a fan of yours in the future. ”

Zuo Xinyu smiled, then said with big eyes.

"That's the article, you read it slowly, I'll take a shower, just tell me after reading it, just close the computer. ”

Lu Xiaoman looked at her here, then got up and ran to the bathroom to take a shower.

"I think your writing is very good, and the writing is so powerful, it's on par with what I wrote, I think if I don't have this knowledge, I'm afraid I won't even be able to write this, it's amazing, and you've already written hundreds of thousands. ”

Zuo Xinyu looked at Lu Xiaoman's writing of so many words, and then couldn't help but tremble, he felt that he had not written so many words in his composition for so many years, and he wrote so many words in writing a novel today, which really made her feel very surprised and shocked.

Online novels are different from ordinary articles, his self-description, occupies a great advantage, if you follow ordinary classic novels, the number of words is actually not so limited, but like online novels, if you can't go up the number of words or updates, few people will read it.

Zuo Xinyu hadn't written it, so naturally she didn't know, so she was very shocked when she saw Lu Xiaoman's updated word count.

She has never seen anyone write an article, it is tens of thousands of words and tens of thousands of words, so Lu Xiaoman's writing of online novels has also brought her a great impact, and now Lu Xiaoman is really a too rational person, and he is very attentive and works very hard in everything he does.

For her boyfriend, she has always admired and shocked her very much, she feels that Lu Xiaoman has always been a very inspirational and a very classic powerhouse.

To overcome life is to defeat oneself, and to defeat oneself is to be the strong man in life

"In fact, I have always been very envious of what you want to do, do what you can, your state of life is what I have always wanted to want, but I can't have it, human life, there is indeed a fixed number, there is no way to change, there is no way to reverse it strongly. ”

Zuo Xinyu shook his head, life is indeed like this, if you want to make your life more beautiful, maybe you need more things to draw a blueprint

The colors in life are not something you can fill if you want to, nor can you have them if you want to have them, these things need to be arranged by time, and they do not need to be arranged by fate.

This kind of strong person is a kind of disobedience to adversity in life.

She has always admired such a person very much, like Lu Xiaoman, who is not afraid of challenges and has the courage to overcome life.

"I just want to do what I want to do, and I can do whatever I want to do in this life, what can't I do?

This life is too short, and if you don't even have what you want to achieve, then I'm afraid there is no meaning in life. ”

At least in Lu Xiaoman's heart, if he wants to do these things, he will work hard to do them, why not?

After all, these things are very interesting in his opinion, fighting with the sky is endless, fighting with people is endless, life not only needs feelings to maintain, but also needs feelings to enrich, more needs some passionate things and more interesting things.

If he is as fettered by a family as he is with a character like Whispering from the Heart, then he is obviously unqualified as a man.

"Then I'm going to learn from you, and I want to learn to write novels, okay? ”

Zuo Xinyu still looked at Lu Xiaoman very eagerly, and then said that she wanted to change herself, wanted to change her life, and she wanted to make her life full of hope, not like this in the twilight years.

Although she did well in her studies, she felt that it was not exactly what she was going to pursue.

"Okay, as long as you are willing to learn, I am naturally willing to pay it, and as long as you look at these more, it will be natural. ”

Lu Xiaoman said with a smile.