Chapter 190: Thinking about Life
"I believe that the person who asked you for this has already told you this, and you should know some about this, so don't worry at all, we will not hurt you or dare to hurt you if you are safe.
People of their level don't usually care about us like us, but if something happens to you, I'm afraid he'll kill me too. ”
The woman continued, he knew what kind of temper people at this level were like, and he completely treated them all as small characters.
Some of the little people among them are not worth caring about, so she is sure that that person will not care about them in general, as long as Lu Xiaoman is not in any danger, then there will be nothing.
But once Lu Xiaoman is in any danger, then they will be more and less lucky today, and she also understands this, so she didn't plan to hurt Lu Xiaoman from the beginning.
"So, what exactly do you want to say to me? Won't it hurt me?
But now that you've moved me in, it's up to you to kill me, but you didn't hurt my girlfriend, and I'm already grateful to you, and if you let me say thank you to you now, it's impossible. ”
Lu Xiaoman smiled, I didn't feel a trace of fear.
"I'm really interested in you now, it's just a very weak newcomer, and you have so much guts, is it that a newborn calf is not afraid of tigers?"
The woman patted Lu Xiaoman's face, and then said with great emotion.
They all came from a very weak state at the beginning, of course she knew what their mood was like at that time, even when she was cultivating Xiaobai, she didn't understand anything, she was full of fear of this world, and she was very, very afraid of everything.
Although she is very bold and brave now, she also came step by step like this at the beginning, but Lu Xiaoman would be so calm at the beginning.
"The world is more than I could have imagined now, in fact, when I didn't have these abilities before, I imagined how nice it would be if I had these abilities, but after using these abilities, I started to suffer from gains and losses, and if I didn't have these abilities, what would I do? If so, how should I deal with myself? ”
Lu Xiaoman said lightly, at this time, he did not treat a few people as robbers, but regarded them as friends who could talk to each other, and generally spoke as if talking with friends.
"In fact, we are different from others from the beginning, no matter what others think of us, we can't make mistakes about our own positioning in our own hearts.
Although we are not very powerful now, for ordinary people, we can change the world.
Therefore, we must clearly recognize our position in our hearts, even if we are some criminals, or some traitors, even policemen, we must recognize our own position, find the right position, and not lose ourselves on this road.
If you really lose yourself, then you will really become the kind of bloody murderer, it is not that there are no such precedents before, but there are many. ”
The woman seemed to think of some people, and then there was a hint of fear on her face, after all, for her, that era was the real age of madmen, and everyone in that era made her feel afraid that she had come from that era.
In the same way, she also knows how terrifying the people of that era were, they are the real bloody people, and she also knows that the great war made this GJ bloody and corpses all over the field.
She sometimes really thinks that if her strength had become as strong as she is now, she would definitely join that big battle, maybe she would have fought for her own honor or for the honor that belonged to all of them, and gave everything she had.
That was a big battle between ordinary people and monks, they did win, but it did happen, which also made their status decline for a while, and she wondered if it was the idea of those rulers who wanted to weaken their strength.
I didn't plan to completely annihilate them from the beginning, I just wanted to suppress a group and win over a group, so the reason why she hasn't worked for ZF now is because of this.
On the contrary, he has always been against ZF, because he knows that era of rivers of blood, he knows that unstable era, what those ancestors paid in the bloodthirsty room is emotion, it is their own, so they are in exchange for their current safety, so she can't forget that era, and the ancestors who have paid something, she can't compromise.
It's just that she's weak, and she's just a small person, and she's like a drop in the ocean to the world and the country.
Whether a person can really become strong or not is not because of her strength and clothes, but in her feelings, but in her feelings, which are far more important than his strength.
So she hasn't cared about herself, even if she is weak, even if she is weak, even if she loses everything, but her feelings are still there, at least, he still has the face to face herself, and after many years, she has the face to say to herself again, what she has done is right, what she has done is indeed what should be done.
"What kind of era is that? Hearing you say that, I'm really looking forward to it, and I also think what if I live in that era and I go back?
If I lived in that era, would I have staked everything I have, would I have given everything I have in exchange for the freedom I have now, I think, I should have. ”
Lu Xiaoman thought about it and came to a positive answer, he felt that if he lived in that era, he would definitely abandon everything, and he would give up everything.
But for the sake of freedom, if there is no freedom, then what is the point of living? What is the meaning of living, he can't think of it.
"So you have to be stronger to know more, and if you can't become stronger, you're going to be blinded for the rest of your life.
You don't know anything, think about it, young man, and see if the people around you are hostile to you, and if they are hiding something from you. ”
The woman seemed to sense that the soul was not following, and then patted Lu Xiaoman's face, causing the two to throw him to the intersection.
He didn't like to lie limp on the cold ground, and then thinking about what the woman had told him just now, he couldn't believe how glorious the great battle was, and how many people died.
But now for him, there is nothing in this world that is bound to be the people he cares about, more important, he doesn't care about the environment he lives in, but he cares very much, but at the same time.
He should think about it, the general environment he lives in now is stable, if he wants to do something else like these people, then it will undoubtedly affect the lives of more ordinary people, which is not what he wants to see.
He felt that it would be too selfish to harm the interests of more people just because of their interests.
"No matter what, anyway, the world I live in now has begun to slowly change, and my worldview has collapsed, what is this?"
Lu Xiaoman asked himself in his heart that all the things he saw today were no longer what he could understand.
He had never thought that these people with magical abilities would really survive in this world, how could he think of this, so at this moment, he could understand that maybe this world, there are many unfair worlds, have been happening, but he has no way to care about all these things.
He has no right and no qualifications to manage these things.
"As long as people live, they have to have some goals, and as long as they live, they have to have some faith, and this belief is to let the people they love and the people they care about, and we all have to live a good life. ”
It's not that he doesn't care about these major rights and wrongs, and he doesn't care about these national righteousness, but he cares more about the small family.
It can also be said that he is selfish, or it can be said that it is too unprincipled, but he just sticks to what he thinks in his heart, no matter who he is, let him put himself in this position, thinking about this matter, I am afraid he will make the same choice as him.
It's a very difficult choice, but if it does, it's only in an instant.
"What's the point of living if you can't even protect the people you care about, if you can't even protect the people you love?
The meaning of a person's life is to be able to protect the things that he cherishes and loves, these are enough, and if there are those big things that are right and wrong, how much meaning is there. ”
In his heart, he asked himself silently.
It didn't take 5 minutes for the soul to rush over, and when he saw Lu Xiaoman lying here, he couldn't help but sigh.
"You kid is really good at messing around, if I hadn't come in time today, even if they didn't scold you and kill you, then you would have died today from the backlash of your skills. ”
The soul has seen enough of Lu Xiaoman's funny ability now, and the two things that happened in a row at night made him a little frightened.
If it weren't for this kid's luck and his timely arrival, I'm afraid his life would have been gone, and he was very sure of this.
Just by virtue of the three guys just now, even if they wanted to save Lu Xiaoman and didn't want to harm him, they didn't have this qualification, because like Lu Xiaoman's current situation, even he felt a little tricky.