The silver light slowly changed, from shallow to deep, from deep to shallow, and finally slowly dissipated. While dissipating, Xia Xia seemed to feel something different in her body, and she couldn't help but open her eyes.

In an instant, Xia Xia seemed to be connected, everything began to be different, and the missing memories actually jumped, and scene by scene was presented in front of me like a movie. In this regard, Xia Xia couldn't help but take a deep breath, exhale slowly, and patted his chest carefully, for fear that he would disturb Xia's father and them because of surprise. It turned out that the missing part of the memory turned out to be Xia Xiao's experience in his previous life.

Xia Xia didn't expect Xia Xiao to have such a bizarre experience, maybe this is what the two have in common, and it is also the reason why Xia Xia was reborn in Xia Xiao's body. As for why there is such a suspenseful thing, Xia Xia can only sigh that fate has played tricks. As for why Xia Xiao didn't have anything unusual, Xia Xia guessed that something might have happened during the period that would cause this memory to be buried.

After sighing, Xia Xia began to slowly browse Xia Xiao's experiences in his previous life as an outsider, hoping that these experiences could alert him in his future life, and also hoped to take the opportunity to understand history and national policies in order to develop.

Looking at it, Xia Xia's heart was aching faintly, although he didn't understand why this was, but there was always a thought in his mind telling himself that it was all because he felt empathy for Xia Xiao's tragic experience in his previous life, and he was haunted by the miserable fate of the second room in his previous life.

In my memory, Xia Xiao's family is a tragic existence, and the Erfang family has been living in hardship and illness, either they were crushed by the burden of life early, or they have been living in the shadow of Mrs. Xia. It can be said that the dirty work in this house is done by the second room, and as for the big house, because of Mrs. Xia's favoritism, it is much happier than the second room, at least there is no need to do those heavy physical work. Similarly, if there is anything delicious at home, it must also fall into the hands of the big house, as for the second room, don't think about it, in the words of Mrs. Xia, it is your life so expensive, I am really not afraid that God will accept you.

Lin Daiyu lived a life of "three hundred and sixty days a year, and the wind and frost and swords were strictly pressing". In addition to usually going to the field to earn work, they will also think about some odd jobs in basket weaving when they are slack, and then go to the supply and marketing cooperatives to exchange some foreign fire or something, or it is to see who has any work in the village to help, it is no exaggeration to say that Mrs. Xia and Uncle Xia and their family did not have Xia Dad and their family to help them, and that life would not be absolutely so easy. But even so, Mrs. Xia's heart is still biased, in her eyes, Uncle Xia's family is good, but the Xia Dad who contributes is unfilial and has reservations about himself, so he always tries to toss, and uses unfilial piety as an excuse to force Xia Dad to agree to their requests. Under the double pressure of life and spirit, Xia's father's body collapsed early, but Mrs. Xia, who was her own mother, didn't care about it at all, not to mention paying for treatment and health care, so Xia's father died early under the torture of illness. As for Xia's mother, it may be because Xia's father died early, or it may be because she has been called a mourning star by Mrs. Xia, so Xia's mother did not have the slightest resistance to Mrs. Xia's intensified oppression, but chose to bear it silently, and she didn't look like a mother was strong at all. As an outsider, Xia Xia thought that if she didn't have two children, Xia's mother might have followed her when Xia's father died.

As for the original owner Xia Xiao, her fate is not much better than that of Xia's father, since she was a child, she was called a girl by Mrs. Xia, losing money and goods, and even more instilled with the concept of a girl's life, so all Xia Xiao can do is keep working, for fear that Mrs. Xia will come up with some damage tricks to toss. When Xia Xiao should go to school, Mrs. Xia, who was a demon, came up with the trick of crying, making trouble and hanging herself, and forced Xia's father to agree not to let Xia Xiao go to school on the grounds that her family was poor and the burden was great, and the considerate Xia Xiao made her own decision not to go to school when Xia's father did not agree, stay at home to take care of her younger brother, and help with some work. It's really ridiculous to say, if the family is really poor, it's fine, but it's obviously not, the big house family has a good life, none of the three children have dropped out of school, and occasionally they can fight tooth sacrifices, in comparison, these second rooms don't have to think about it, in Xia Xiao's memory, even if he was sick to death, he never ate eggs. The first thing I do when I wake up every day is to work, what awaits Xia Xiao is always work, nothing else, just like that, Xia Xiao passed year after year, and when Xia's father passed away, Xia Xiao took on the burden of life in the second room with his own shoulders. If there are no accidents, how can Xia Xiao find a similar person in the village to live this life, the sad thing is that Xia Xiao did not escape the fate of a tragic death after all, and was married to a person older than Uncle Xia by Mrs. Xia with a high bride price, and was beaten to death by a drunk old man soon after marriage.

As a Piao, Xia Xia couldn't understand Mrs. Xia's extreme approach, and when she looked at Xia Xiao's memory, she didn't understand why all this happened in the second room, if it was because of patriarchy, it was not right, didn't the second room also have a boy later, that was Xia Xiao's younger brother Xia Lei, but his life was not very good, he was either beaten and scolded by Mrs. Xia all day long, or worked hungry, and finally was pushed into the river by Xia Yi of the big house, and launched a high fever, and Mrs. Xia They sat idly by, and when they were found by Xia's father, they were already burned alive into fools。 So Xia Xia didn't understand what standard Mrs. Xia used to evaluate the second room, and how she could squeeze the second room with peace of mind without being tied up at all? Xia Xia even made a bold guess that Dad Xia was not born to Mrs. Xia at all, but this conclusion was untenable without much scrutiny, so Xia Xia was completely confused about it.

Xia Xia kept comparing everything in the big house and the second room, and came to the conclusion that the second room is a long-term worker, and it is free to work for the big house to support the family. Thinking about Xia Xiao again, my heart couldn't help but shudder, the reason why Xia Xiao lived so miserably had a lot to do with Xia's father's foolish and filial piety concept of words and deeds, so when Xia Xiao encountered injustice, he always chose to compromise, not resist.

As a bystander, Xia Xia was very uncomfortable when he saw everything that happened in the last life of the second room, although all this was Xia Xiao's experience in his previous life, and it had nothing to do with Xia Xia, but as a child who grew up under the red flag, where would he have the opportunity to come into contact with these? If that's really the case, Xia Xia thinks that he would rather die and lose his soul than change this fate, even if all this is God's arrangement, after all, he has to suffer such a big sin and live so miserably, so he must change all this, but what can he do?

There is no need to think about definite resistance, but how to resist? Xia Xia thought that this society was similar to the history of China, and it was possible to use the pressure of public opinion, especially in the later period, there might be a red movement. If you can change the foolish thinking of Xia's father and Xia's mother, and can make Baozi wake up, then it will be very good. It would be better if there was a chance to split up again.

Thinking about it, after a day of illness, the body couldn't stand it, and sent the police, so Xia Xia, who was stunned, fell asleep in a daze.