Chapter Two Hundred and Five
Bai Yitian woke up and found himself lying in a hospital room, Wu Xian had changed his clothes, and a doctor in a white coat was standing at the end of the hospital bed talking about something.
Bai Yitian sat up from the hospital bed with his hands propped up, and looked at Wu Xian with blank eyes: "Doctor Wu." ”
Hearing Bai Yitian's call, Wu Xian hurriedly walked over to him: "It's considered to be awake, if you don't wake up, I will discuss with this doctor to take the next step." ”
Bai Yitian looked around, and seeing that the familiar figure was not around, the whole person became a little anxious: "What about Ye Xi?"
Wu Xian paused, did not answer immediately, first asked the doctor to check his body, and after making sure that there was nothing serious, he sent the doctor away.
After sending the doctor, Wu Xian sat on the chair next to his bed and pursed his lips: "I have heard everything Ye Xi said, and Ye Xi and I went back to check the things in the car, I am sorry for this result, but we all have to face this fact." Wind Breath Divine Knife, ruined. ”
Bai Yitian looked at her in a daze, as if he couldn't believe this fact.
After being silent for a long time, he still said the same sentence after he spoke: "What about Ye Xi?"
Wu Xian replied: "You have been in a coma for a little longer than I expected, Ye Xi said that she wants to go back to Qingxinguan and leave me here to take care of you." ”
Hearing this answer, Bai Yitian was silent for a while.
Ye Xi she ...... Did you say anything?"
"No, it's calm, but the calmer it is, the more worried I am about her......"
When Wu Xian said this, he unconsciously sighed heavily.
Bai Yitian grabbed Wu Xian's sleeve and said eagerly: "Doctor Wu, is there really no other way? There must be another knife in this world that can save Ye Xi, right?"
Wu Xian looked at his eyes full of longing, a little unbearable, but she understood that if you give people unreal hope, you will give the deepest despair.
She shook her head, "I don't know. ”
Bai Yitian's eyes darkened, but he still didn't give up and said, "How can you not know? How can you not know......! What should Ye Xi do then......"
Wu Xian didn't say anything, he held the emotional Bai Yitian with both hands to prevent him from falling out of bed, and he could feel the deepest pain in his heart in his palm.
Her eyes were lowered, and she felt so small in the face of fate.
"I'm sorry, I really ...... Powerless. ”
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It was already the second day since Ye Xi returned to the Pure Heart Concept.
Early in the morning, the elder sister swept the floor in the courtyard as always.
The sweeping sound of "brushing" is smooth and regular, like the sound of wooden fish in a temple, although the sound is monotonous and boring, it can always make people calm down unconsciously.
The second senior sister and the second senior brother were preparing everyone's breakfast in the kitchen, and the second senior brother kneaded the dough while looking out of the courtyard through the wooden lattice window from time to time.
He wasn't looking at the senior sister who was cleaning the courtyard, but at Ye Xi who was sitting on the roof in a daze.
"Xixi, what's wrong? I didn't say much when I came back, I just went up to the roof to sit when I had nothing to do, and I didn't mess with our brothers and sisters, which is really worrying. ”
When the second senior sister heard this, she also raised her head and looked at Ye Xi from the window.
At this time, Ye Xi was sitting on the ridge of the roof, with one hand on her lap, holding her cheeks and looking into the distance, her face could not tell whether she was happy or sad, nor could she see what she was thinking.
The second senior sister retracted her gaze, and said softly while arranging the vegetable leaves in her hand: "Wait patiently, she will naturally say it when it is time to speak." ”
At this time, Ye Xi had been sitting on the roof for a whole night.
In a trance, she felt as if she was back to the way she was when she was a child in the Taoist temple.
When I was a child, I would sit here every day and night, looking into the distance, obviously not knowing what I was looking at or why I was looking at it like this.
Later, she knew why.
Because the heart is empty, empty enough to hold all things, naturally empty enough to leave all things.
Later, the senior brothers and sisters in the view, as well as the old urchin master, inadvertently filled her heart little by little, filling and filling, and she no longer remembered the scenery on the roof.
But now, the cruel reality swept away the things in her heart at once, and her heart was empty again, and it was ravaged and crumpled, as if a gust of wind could blow it away.
"No thoughts. ”
The senior sister standing in the courtyard couldn't shout at her, "Master called you." ”
Ye Xi nodded, jumped off the roof, and walked towards the master's room.
The master was reading a book, and when he saw Ye Xi coming back, he put down the book and asked her to sit down beside him.
"Wu Nianzi, listen to your second senior brother and they say, your recent state doesn't seem to be very good, what's wrong? Falling out of love? Online loans? Or are someone bullying you? Of course, the last possibility is a bit small for the teacher. ”
Ye Xi shook his head and said with a smile, "Master, I'm fine." ”
The master expressed disdain for her denial: "Impossible, your second senior brother said that you only ate a bowl of rice last night, there must be something, why don't you recruit it from the truth!"
Ye Xi: "......"
How can you measure whether a person is okay with the amount of food!!
Ye Xi sighed heavily, thought for a while, and said, "Master, it's like this. It is...... There was a man who suddenly fell into the sea of suffering, and he kept struggling to swim to the distant shore, trying to escape from the sea of suffering and live. After struggling for a long time, he finally came across a small boat. He finally climbed into the boat, but the boat was damaged by the fish and shrimp in the river. The boat gradually sank, and the man's hope of escaping from the sea of misery was gone, and what awaited him was destined to drown in this sea of misery.
Master, obviously that small boat can take him out of the sea of suffering, but he watched the boat sink, that kind of despair, Master, can you understand?
After saying this, Ye Xi looked straight into Master Ethereal Spirit's eyes, wanting to get an answer from him.
Ethereal Lingzi touched his gray beard, looked at the clear sky outside the house, and wrote lightly: "If he wants to give up, then give up." But if at the moment he sank to the bottom of the sea, he saw a luxury ship sail past him, and he didn't know what kind of mood he would feel. ”
“……”
"Is there any difference between not having a boat and now not having a boat? The worst case scenario is that everything is back to square one. ”
Speaking of this, Ethereal Lingzi withdrew his gaze and looked at Ye Xi with a smile: "Wu Nianzi, let me ask you, is it so difficult to start over?"
Ye Xi was stunned for a moment, and looked at the master in a daze: "Re-...... Get started?"
"Strictly speaking, it's not a fresh start. If you are unwilling to drown like this, and you have struggled to swim so far, why don't you choose to continue swimming?"
Ye Xi was silent, as if he was reminiscing, and as if he was puzzled.
At this moment, Sanssouci jumped to the master's room: "Master~~Eh, the senior sister is also here, the master, the senior sister, it's time to eat~~~"
"It's finally time to eat!"
Ethereal Lingzi stood up, saw Ye Xi, who was still sitting on the side, stretched out his hand and knocked her head, Ye Xi woke up like a dream.
"Wu Nianzi, let's go, they are all waiting for you. ”