134 Why
Shen Muye hadn't raised his head much since he entered the door, and when he heard Shen Muping's words at this moment, his body suddenly stiffened.
Shen Muping stretched out his hand on his arm, patted it gently, and then smiled at Shen Muzhi again, and then turned his wheelchair and went to the front.
Shen Muzhi had always felt that Shen Muye's abnormality just now was because of the second lady's self-hanging, but Shen Muping's words just now made him faintly feel that something was wrong in his heart.
He looked at Shen Muye, and the thoughts in his heart had quietly swept to some things that he had never thought about before, or that he didn't dare to think about, before he even realized it.
Suddenly, his expression couldn't help but change.
Looking at Shen Muye's gaze again, there was also a gradually deeper and more complicated look.
"Muzhi, I'm ......" Shen Muye suddenly started to speak, but just after the beginning, it stopped abruptly. The bodies stiffened there, one hand resting on the table, the other on the knee, both trembling slightly.
Shen Muzhi looked at him, his eyes became darker and darker, and his breath became colder.
"I'm sorry. "The murmuring sound is as thin as a mosquito and a fly, almost inaudible.
Shen Muzhi looked at him, thinking that he would not hurt again in this life, but there were still wisps of pain spreading from it. What he didn't want to think about and didn't dare to think about now, now that he recalled, in fact, there were many times when he was very close to this truth, but he was denied by his own reasons and excuses.
Even, that night, when the man in black sent him to the back door of the Li family's inn, he was just a little short of uncovering the black scarf. At that moment, why did he want to remove the face towel?
It was nothing more than a thought that suddenly popped into his heart at that moment.
It's just that soon, that idea was denied by him.
In addition to the fact that he thought that Shen Muye would not have that kind of skill at that time, the biggest reason was that he still wanted to believe Shen Muye after all, so although he had obviously noticed something wrong at that time, he still hid in that box.
It was a nightmarish night.
For a long time, he would be awakened in his sleep by the hideous face of the coachman when he opened the suitcase.
At that time, he had not experienced any dangers in the rivers and lakes, nor had he experienced any sinister people's hearts. Before that, although the eldest lady didn't like him, she had never secretly harmed him, and all her dislikes were on the surface. At the age of twelve, although he has a good martial arts, he is actually just a simple blank slate.
However, after that night, all innocence was defeated and buried by blood.
The immaturity on his face has also been gradually worn away in the danger of life and death again and again. What is left behind are traces of vicissitudes one after another. In every trace, there are painful memories that cannot be looked back.
When I closed my eyes, the hideous face appeared in front of me again. After he took a deep breath, after forcibly pressing it down, he opened his eyes and looked at Shen Muye, who had been lowering his head on the other side, and after being silent for a long time, he asked him, "Why?"
Shen Muye's hand resting on the table trembled even more.
It took a while for him to answer: "If I didn't want you to die at that time, would you believe it?"
Shen Muzhi did not answer.
It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not, because the results are already there.
And he asked why, but he didn't give an answer. Around, it seems to be a little colder.
Shen Muye took a deep breath, and finally raised his head, in his reddish eyes, with a panicked gaze, he finally mustered up the courage to meet Shen Muzhi's black eyes like an abyss.
"The mistake has been made, and I don't ask for forgiveness. I just want to say that I really didn't want you to die, that coachman, I didn't arrange it. Shen Muye said, and suddenly smiled bitterly again: "Actually, since you left, I haven't fallen asleep again." It's much more comfortable to say it now. I'm sorry, but next, kill or chop, whatever you want. ”
Shen Muzhi looked at him, and his originally barely calm mood suddenly became angry.
Kill or chop, whatever you want......
Look, what a scoundrel word.
Did he kill him, or did he kill him?
Is he comfortable?
But what about him?
Why can he feel comfortable with a simple word of sorry? and yet he has to suffer so much?
Why?
The anger burned in his heart, burning Shen Muzhi's eyes red.
He couldn't understand why some people had done something wrong, and they could be at peace with a word of sorry. But what about those who lost their lives because of his fault?
A word of sorry, can you get them back?
Can Big Brother get back on his feet?
Or can you bring Qingguo back to life?
Or, can we still let all this go back to before it happened?
Why!
The thick and cold murderous aura suddenly spread from him, although Shen Muye, who was sitting opposite, said 'If you want to kill, you can kill you', he still changed color in an instant, the horror in his eyes was clearly visible, and his hand resting on the table was clenched into a fist, as if he was ready to resist at any time.
"Mu Zhi ......" Xuan Cheng's voice suddenly appeared beside him, his wide sleeved robe swayed slightly, one hand on Shen Muzhi's shoulder, and he pressed Shen Muzhi who was about to pounce out.
"Still not leaving?" Xuan Cheng suddenly glared at Shen Muye on the opposite side, and drank gloomily.
Shen Muye trembled, looked at Xuan Cheng, and then at Shen Muzhi, and finally got up and fled quickly.
Shen Muzhi's tense body suddenly relaxed.
The strength in Xuan Cheng's hand also loosened.
"Why did you stop me?" Shen Muzhi closed his eyes and muttered softly: "He said it himself, if you want to kill me, you have to follow me." Why don't you let me kill him! Doesn't he deserve to die?"
Xuan Cheng sighed: "He deserves to die, but do you really want to kill him?"
Shen Muzhi was silent for a moment.
"Have you ever wondered why your eldest brother brought him here to see you?" asked Xuan Cheng again.
Shen Muzhi closed his eyes, and his body trembled slightly.
"You shouldn't stay in the Shen family, you know your eldest brother's body. After all, the Shen family will be handed over to Shen Muye. This is probably the reason why your eldest brother kept Shen Muye. If you kill him, your eldest brother shouldn't blame you, but in this way, the Shen family is almost gone, unless you are willing to go back. Xuan Cheng's voice was very low, but every word poured into Shen Muzhi's ears.
His body trembled even more.
It turned out that he relied on the Shen family.
"Also, I just talked to your eldest brother about something, and I think you should know about it. At the beginning, it was not Shen Muye and the second prince who joined forces at the beginning, but the second lady who had died. When Shen Muye later learned of the situation, he tried to stop his mother. However, it was too late. Therefore, he got you out of the Shen family, and then killed several people in the Shen Mansion, creating the illusion that you absconded in fear of crime. In other words, Shen Muye is not the mastermind. After Xuan Cheng finished speaking, he patted him lightly on the shoulder to show comfort.
Shen Muzhi still didn't make a sound, and he didn't know whether he heard these words or not.
Xuan Cheng couldn't help but look at him trembling, and sighed heavily in his heart.
Qingguo's matter, he barely got better, but he didn't expect to strike again.
This kid is really unlucky, things are stubble after stubble, and they don't give him a chance to take a breather.
Ay......
After sighing again, Xuan Cheng left the backyard to Shen Mu and left quietly.
In the front lobby, Shen Muping was still waiting, but Shen Muye was nowhere to be seen.
Seeing Xuan Cheng coming, Shen Muping stepped forward and asked, "How is Mu Zhi?"
Xuan Cheng looked at him, couldn't help but snort, and asked, "It's not that you don't know about Qingguo, why do you want to do such a thing at this time?"
Shen Muping didn't explain, but just asked again: "Is he okay?"
Xuan Cheng rolled his eyes and said angrily: "It's not good! If I go a little late, Shen Muye will die." Your calculations have been disappointed. ”
Shen Muping smiled bitterly: "Thank you, Dao Chief." As he spoke, he suddenly took out something from his sleeve and handed it to Xuan Cheng: "The Taoist chief is very kind to the Shen family, Mu Ping really doesn't know how to repay it." This is a little careful, I hope that the Taoist chief will not refuse, otherwise Mu Ping will always be uneasy in his heart. ”
Xuan Cheng glanced at him, although his face was still not good, he still took it.
Shen Muping saw that Xuan Cheng had accepted the things, his expression was slightly relieved, and he immediately said: "There is still something in my house, so I will leave first." Later, I will trouble the Taoist chief to say to Muzhi, and when the day after tomorrow, you must go to the house. I'll wait for him. After speaking, he nodded and thanked Xuan Cheng, and then raised his hand, and immediately someone walked in from outside, stepped forward and pushed Shen Muping's wheelchair, and went out.
After Xuan Cheng watched his back disappear into the crowd outside the door, he glanced down at the box in his hand, and didn't think much about it, after turning over his hand and putting it away, he was still a little worried about Shen Muzhi in the backyard, so he walked to the backyard again.
As soon as he passed the back door, he saw Shen Muzhi walking this way. After being stunned for a moment, he smiled self-deprecatingly.
After returning from Worm Mountain, He Xian saw that he had never left Shen Muzhi's room, so he persuaded him.
He said that Shen Muzhi was able to go all the way to today, and the tenacity of this state of mind should be enough for him to bear Qingguo's affairs. He can figure it out for himself.
At that time, he was not at ease, after all, Shen Muzhi almost committed suicide before, but fortunately he found out in time.
However, now looking at Shen Muzhi who came over at this moment, he suddenly felt that maybe He Xian was right, he thought of Shen Muzhi as fragile.
Moreover, he walked out of Qingguo's matter, and now Shen Muye's matter is not a problem.
Thinking about it, he simply turned around and no longer cared about Shen Muzhi.
In the past few days, he has been guarding Shen Muzhi like a wet nurse all day long, and he is indeed a little tired.
And he's not completely out of the woods.
The few people who came from the Great Sword Gate should still be in Miyagi. The matter of the empty mountain is always a trouble, and he must prepare early.