Chapter 63: Encountering a Good Teacher in Confusion
Qin Yin ruthlessly gave up the sweet potato gruel shop, and before he had time to say goodbye to his family, he embarked on the road to the provincial capital. Arriving at the county bus station, Kotone successfully bought a ticket to the provincial capital the next day. Then I planned to spend the night in the county seat, Qin Yin had not slept all night, feeling physically and mentally exhausted, whether to find a hotel, or to make do with the night at the station, Qin Yin was quite difficult to think.
Kotone was walking outside the county bus station, thinking about where to go. Suddenly, a man's voice came from behind him: "Qin Mi!" Qin Yin heard someone call her sister's name, and suddenly felt that her sister was by her side, and the whole person was shocked. She turned suddenly, very suddenly, very violently, and in an instant her hair was messy with the action of the wind, and the slightest messy hair swept across her face, and a bitter and excited expression suddenly came to her face.
She turned around, and instead of seeing her sister, she saw a man of the same age and full of vitality smiling brightly at her. Qin Yin looked at the man, at a loss. The man smiled at her, not relenting from the surprise of the sound of the piano. Maybe it was the man's smile that was full of charm and kindness, or maybe it was the man's name that made Kotone completely unsuspecting, and Kotone smiled at the man. The smile under the messy hair was so poignant that it caused the two to look at each other and laugh for a long time. Time seemed to freeze at that moment, two strange young men and women, in front of the public, opposite and speechless.
When Qin Yin came to his senses, he finally knew that the other party was a stranger, so he asked, "Is that the name you just called Qin Mi?"
The man giggled, "Is there a second person here who knows you besides me?"
"But you're calling the wrong person, I'm not Qinmi. Kotone said seriously.
"Hehe, didn't you say you were going abroad, why did you come back?" the other party asked rhetorically.
Qin Yin knew that the other party was mistaking herself for her sister, so she quickly explained: "Qin Mi is my twin sister, I am her sister, my name is Qin Yin!"
"Oh, I see, there are sisters in the world who look so similar, it's just two people printed in one mold!" said the man with a smile.
Qin Yin looked down embarrassedly and muttered, "I don't know who you are?"
"My name is Wen Yuan, and I was admitted to college in the same year as your sister. At that time, there were only three college students in the commune, and your sister and I accounted for two. Your sister and I were sent to the provincial capital by the commune and went north to enroll together. ”
It turned out that Wen Yuan had also returned to his hometown once during the summer vacation of participating in the work. At that time, although there were some changes in my hometown, the overall change was not too big. Wen Yuan also planned to stay at the station for one night in order to save a sum of money for accommodation.
I met my sister's classmate Wen Yuan by chance, and I had a good impression and had a speculative conversation, which also strengthened Qinyin's plan to stay at the station casually for one night. The two chatted in a corner of the station's waiting room. Qin Yin was very envious of the university campus life that Wen Yuan mentioned, and was very interested in the customs and customs of the north of the motherland mentioned by Wen Yuan. Sometimes he thinks deeply, sometimes his eyes shine. Wen Yuan saw Qin Yin's thoughts, and the sense of accomplishment of the conversation was also stimulated, and he kept talking about what he knew, eager to tell Qin Yin everything he knew.
After chatting for a long time, Wen Yuan realized that he had been talking all the time, and he didn't give Qinyin a chance to speak. He asked, "Where are you going?"
"Provincial capital!" said Kotone firmly.
"Ahh Wen Yuan said, then took out his ticket and matched Qin Yin, it turned out that they still bought the same ticket to the provincial capital.
Maybe it was a lot of coincidences that made Qin Yin feel intimate, maybe there was no place to confide in the depression in his heart, so Qin Yin told Wen Yuan about going to the provincial capital to work, taking the college entrance examination, and his sister competing for the factory index. Wen Yuan listened to Qin Yin's confession, and there were tears in his eyes.
"I don't understand why my sister, who is usually a good family, would fall out with me for a place to enter the factory! I can't forgive her!"
Wen Yuan smiled with tears in his eyes: "Do you know why my sister is like this?"
The sound of the piano shook its head.
"That's because my hometown is poor. Everyone is afraid of being poor and doesn't want to be poor anymore. Isn't that true of everything you've done?" Wen Yuan said.
Qin Yin nodded.
"You and your sister are both here to change poverty, the difference is that you are obviously more open-minded and visionary than your sister. You are reluctant to recruit workers and want to look for opportunities in the provincial capital, and your sister only has the only way to recruit workers into the factory. Wen Yuan said this, glanced at Qin Yin, Qin Yin nodded thoughtfully, Wen Yuan continued, "The ancients said that Cang Liao knows etiquette and knows honor and disgrace when he has enough food and clothing. Your sister's actions are an anomaly in the extreme poverty of life, and in the future, when your family is rich and your life is better, your sister will regret what she has done today. ”
Listening to Wen Yuan's words, Qin Yin suddenly felt a sense of enlightenment, "Hey, poor sister!"
"Can't you forgive your sister yet?" Wen Yuan asked.
Not only forgive, but also hated myself for not being able to help her. Qin Yin said with a wry smile.
"Do you think your family is making a mess, and you are ruthless to give up this family?" Wen Yuan asked again.
Qin Yin said: "When I came out of the provincial capital this time, I didn't say hello to my family. It was useless to say hello. ”
Wen Yuan said: "We are all from poor families, and our parents and family don't know anything else except farming. In their lives, they have never thought of changing, and they have never changed, and this is exactly what we want to change. It is precisely because we want to do what our fathers have not done, to transcend, not to follow, of course, we can't expect our family to give us guidance. ”
I listened to the sound of the piano as if I was fascinated. After listening, a trace of confusion seemed to flash in his eyes: "However, I went to the provincial capital and worked hard to study and take the college entrance examination, but the result was still unsatisfactory." ”
"So you're a little confused about your future, don't you? Do you know what confusion is? Confusion is when you have dreams, you have motivation, but you don't focus on doing a successful thing, you run around, you want to make money for a while, you want to study for a while, you want to do everything, and you can't succeed in doing anything. I think you just need to choose a path and go to university with determination. ”
Following Wen Yuan's words, Qin Yin told Wen Yuan about meeting Chen Lai and Chen Qian in the provincial capital, as well as about wanting to ask for Chen Qian's help in the provincial capital this time. However, because of the lack of confidence in asking people, he asked Wen Yuan, should he ask for a gamble?
Wen Yuan replied with a smile: "Of course you should beg her, you beg, you bet, and there is still hope of success, otherwise you would not be here today." If you don't ask for it, if you don't gamble, you won't even have a possible chance. If you succeed, looking back after many years, these are no longer worth mentioning, because you have enough power to repay them. ”
Qin Yin listened to Wen Yuan's words, and felt that he had suddenly drilled out of the bottom of the well, and his eyes were full of blue sky. Isn't there a person who gently pulls and helps a ride when there is a need? Even if it's material, even if it's spiritual.
This night, in the waiting room, Qinyin's hatred for her sister, her incomprehension of her family, and her confusion about the future seemed to have all given her a reason to free herself overnight. The Wen Yuan in front of him, after all, has been forged by the university and has seen the outside world, and he has solved his doubts like a mentor and friend, so that Qin Yin has a feeling of starting over. In the dimness of the night, there was a feeling of scorching sun, she felt that she had no negative emotions, her mind was relaxed, and she was full of energy. She thought that her tomorrow would be a distant journey. Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "Dream Chaser Huazhang Claw Book House" for free for the first time.