Chapter 50: Food and Clothing and Hunger and Cold
Before going to the provincial capital and the special economic zone, Qinyin was evasive about the troubles she encountered, so she "fled" to the provincial capital. After really experiencing the work and life in the provincial capital and the special economic zone, Qin Yin felt that no matter where he fled, people could escape, but he could not escape the distress.
For example, if she escaped from Li Fei, didn't Li Fei still hold on tightly to the anonymous letter incident? Didn't she also take revenge? Qinyin felt that she fled to the provincial capital, thinking that her ears were clean and she didn't know anything, but in fact it was just a kind of covering her ears and stealing the bell.
Qin Yin returned to her hometown again, and the original idea of escaping reality did not know where to go, not only did she not think of escaping, but she took the initiative to find Li Fei and return the money she used to buy a sewing machine. It's still that courtyard and that house, it's still that handsome head, when Qin Yin took the initiative to find Li Fei, Li Fei was so happy that he cheered, like a child: "Qin Yin, where have you been these days, you want to kill me." ”
"I'm just here to pay back. Qin Yin said, then took out a stack of brand-new ten-yuan bills and handed them to Li Fei. Li Fei didn't answer, Qin Yin put the money on the table, "From today on, the two of us will be cleared." With that, he got up and went out to leave.
Li Fei hurriedly took the lead and stopped at the door: "I have already avenged you, and you didn't even say a word of thanks?"
"You are going to avenge me, or you are angry for yourself, you know in your heart. Kotone said.
"It's you who people report, and it's you who lost your job. I'm going to avenge you. Li Fei said impatiently.
Qin Yin stepped forward, raised his chin, and said sharply to Li Fei: "You keep saying revenge, even if you take revenge, what can you do now? Can I still go to the radio station? You are doing this to harm others and yourself." ”
Li Fei took a step back accordingly and said, "Even if you can't go to the radio station, you can't make them feel better, and you can't cheapen them." ”
"Oh, you ruined Wang Zhi's succession, do you think you have the ability? Think you're amazing?" Qin Yin roared angrily, "You hold grudges like this, you are narrow-minded, at best, you can only be a small boss, you can't make a big deal!"
"Hey, hey, it's my fault?" Li Fei looked a little angry, and argued vigorously, "If it weren't for you, would I be like this?"
"I don't need that. Qin Yin's anger did not subside, "Originally, I thought you were a person who had seen the world, was open-minded, and had the ability, but now it seems that you have only learned a little bit of fish farming." If you really have the ability, you will go to the aqueduct construction site to work and lead the whole village to achieve food and clothing, why bother to hold on to a stinky thing?"
Li Fei was stunned, he felt that he was also a person who had run outside and had seen the world, but he was unexpectedly so counted by the sound of the qin, and he was very faceless. He peeked around and didn't notice that anyone else was listening to their quarrel, so he was a little at ease.
The seedlings in the field have grown very tall, and when they walk in the field, there are occasionally flying insects that vacate the rice field and pounce on people's bodies, and when they are bitten, they are strangely itchy. The water at the edge of the field is gentle and clear, and it can be seen that no one has been dredged through the ditch of the rice field for a long time. Qin Yin thought, by the time these seedlings are yellow, it will be almost the day of the college entrance examination. Thinking of this, a sense of urgency from the heart arose, and I couldn't help but speed up my pace.
Qin Yin feels that compared with the people and things in provincial towns and special economic zones, people in rural and mountainous areas are more short-sighted, entangled in mother-in-law, trivial matters and can't extricate themselves, and they still think they are proud and feel good.
For example, Li Fei did everything possible to retaliate against the anonymous letter incident, and did not hesitate to spend time and money on careful planning, just to sabotage Wang Zhi's succession. Li Fei thought that revenge could restore his self-esteem and majesty, but it backfired and he was beaten by the sound of the piano.
After Qinyin went to Li Fei's house to repay the money, he felt that a stone hanging in his heart had finally landed, and he had no worries, so he planned to find a quiet place to prepare for the exam.
Obviously not at home. Whenever her grandmother and mother saw her reading, they would come over and say a few words about her, and again and again brought out the matter of her sister Qinmi, as a reason for not agreeing to the piano sound exam. Later, when I talked too much and got tired of talking, I didn't say anything, but directly arranged a lot of farm work for Qin Yin. Even things like collecting firewood, watering vegetables, boiling water, and cleaning are often brought up as major events, consciously or unconsciously, to distract from the sound of the piano. Qin Yin felt that this behavior of her grandmother and mother was also a kind of narrow-mindedness of a small farmer, but there was no way to entangle it every day.
Neither can small mountain villages. The children in the mountain village are used to playing with Qinyin, and often clamoring to play games with her. Moreover, many neighbors like to talk to her, inquire about provincial towns and special economic zones, and take the trouble to inquire. In the small mountain village, Qin Yin is very busy every day, but she doesn't know what she is busy with in her space. The villagers only care about their own affairs, what they want to get, they don't understand, and they don't want to know what Qin Yin thinks.
Qin Yin thought of a way, took the initiative to go to the mountains to collect firewood with books, hide people's eyes, and then hide under the trees or in the shade of the mountains, and review her homework to her heart's content.
This approach did work for a few days, but it quickly failed. The mother found that Qin Yin was very busy every day, busy collecting firewood, but the firewood at home did not increase but decreased. So he asked Qin Yin to ask, and Qin Yin had to tell the truth. The mother of the piano learned the lesson of the piano, and still relied on the gourd to draw the scoop, giving full play to what she had done before, and doing everything possible to destroy the tranquility of the piano and prevent her from taking the college entrance examination.
Qin Yin thought of another way and pretended to be sick. usually pretends to be weak and sick. As long as Grandma Qin didn't pay attention, or Mother Qin was out working, she would review her homework vigorously. And so on, and so on, and for a while.
The Qin family planted some vegetables, but since Qin's father and the other three went to work at the construction site, Qin's mother was too busy, and gradually, there were many fewer vegetables, and every meal was radish and cabbage. Qin Yin pretended to be sick for a while, lacked nutrition, and with high-intensity review, he felt really sick. Slumped on the bed, the mother called her, and when she found that she didn't answer, she came over and touched her forehead. Then hurriedly soaked a bowl of white sugar water, Qin Yin drank this bowl of "sweet honey" sugar water, and felt comfortable: if you are "sick" every day, how good it would be to have "sweet honey" to drink every day!
Lin Qian is always present when the sound of the piano is needed most. But isn't it, when Qin Yin was sick, Lin Qian came to Qin's house with a piece of pork. When he saw Qinyin, he didn't show any joy, he said that he had heard Li Fei say it a long time ago, and there was nothing to be happy about. Qin Yin looked at Lin Qian's seemingly cunning and honest appearance, and couldn't help laughing.
Qin Yin talked about the recent situation with Lin Qian, and talked about Li Fei's revenge, Qin Mi's departure, and his family's dissatisfaction with his preparation for the exam.
Lin Qian said lightly: "Food and clothing think **, hunger and cold steal the heart", Li Fei belongs to the person who has a flexible mind and solves the problem of food and clothing first, he is full, he is fully clothed, he has more ideas, and his revenge mentality is difficult to suppress. Your Qin family has not solved the problem of food and clothing, it belongs to hunger and cold, the most important thing is to eat enough, not study, of course, to steal your ambition and not let you take the college entrance examination.
Qin Yin felt that there was some truth, but it seemed to be crooked. But in any case, to a certain extent, it can also explain some of the doubts in her heart, which can be regarded as reasonable. She couldn't help laughing, but she didn't want to admit that she was amused by Lin Qian, so she quipped: "I didn't expect you to be a pork guy and still be able to memorize a sentence or two of ancient poems?"
Lin Qian said, "Did you only know me today? Don't you know that I can also be talented?"
Qin Yin felt that Lin Qian was teasing her, so she picked up a fan casually and said with a pun: "I'll slap you!"
Hearty laughter rang out from the room.