177: Regret
Li Mubai called to let him go out to eat, anyway, the New Year is not interesting, just eat and drink, it is better for the brothers to take advantage of these days to have fun.
Mo Zun didn't respond, he knew what Li Mubai meant, and they might know more or less about what happened to him here.
It's just that no one ran to him for verification.
Mo Zun untied his tie, casually remained on the bed, and then lifted his feet into the bathroom.
When he came out again, the man was wrapped in a bath towel, and his dense short hair was dripping with water. With wheat-colored skin and distinct texture, he came to the floor-to-ceiling window, regardless of the cold winter and moonlight days, took a cigarette lighter, pushed open the window and walked out of the bedroom.
The balcony on the second floor has a wide view, and the morning dawn reveals a touch of light.
Mo Zun took out a cigarette and lit it, the crimson light flashed away, and a thin smoke overflowed from his mouth, and then dissipated in the cold air of the early morning.
Mo Zun put down his hand, supported the railing with both hands, leaned forward, and bent his legs back and forth, not moving.
Looking into the distance, standing here is actually not far, on the contrary, far away from the human track.
Why did you choose this place in the first place?
Born lonely, in fact, enjoy solitude more.
Mo Zun remembered a movie that was once released, "Blue, White and Red Trilogy" penetrates human nature and interprets loneliness.
With the elevation of your position and identity, you have the right to choose, choose to love the world, or keep going on alone and have nothing to do with yourself?
What Mo Zun has always flattered is the latter, his life principles, money, power, fame and fortune, which have been obtained, and also prove the height he stands at.
Mo Zun once agreed that he had no feelings, even if he treated Lin Yueqi, it was undeniable from his heart that he was comfortable because he remembered that person was suitable, but the depth was dispensable.
He didn't think that was happiness.
On the contrary, from childhood to adulthood, Mo Zun hid himself the deepest, his heart was like an iron wall, without a trace of gaps, but he did not feel the slightest happiness.
What is happiness?
Scold!
Mo Zun took a puff of his cigarette, and he was disdainful until now.
Because it was strange and never got...... So he never had warmth, everything was purpose-oriented.
And to discuss it at a deeper level, when he stands on a high place, the loneliness that wells up from the depths of his soul seems to lack nothing, and it seems to lack everything.
So what exactly is he after?
This question Mo Zun never thought about, maybe he hid himself too deeply, he was Mo Zun, he didn't need to touch emotional things, those were cowardice to him, they were weak existences.
So he will dismiss it beforehand.
When did that kind of hard mentality change?
Mo Zun turned and leaned against the railing, his gaze looking inside.
The bedroom is still the same as before, but if you look closely, there are a few changes.
For example, curtains, bed sheets, tablecloths...... Replaced with a warm and elegant one, which is what she likes.
Mo Zun can imagine what it looks like for her to stay at home every day, nestled in front of the coffee table to read and study.
That kind of harmony just melted his blood little by little.
has always been invincible and strong, but he is really greedy, greedy for her glance and smile, looking back tactfully and gentle, quiet and comfortable.
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"Come and drink, I tell you, if you don't get drunk tonight, you won't come home, give me an open drink. ”
When Zhuo Yang goes crazy, he can drive the atmosphere very much.
He originally planned to spend a few days of annual leave at home with his parents, but as soon as Li Mubai called, all the brothers who played in their circles came out and sacrificed their lives to accompany the gentleman.
After greeting him, Zhuo Yang sat down next to Li Mubai and bumped his elbow against Li Mubai, "Hey, what's going on over there?"
Li Mubai looked in the direction he pointed, Mo Zun was hidden in the dark as usual, and the light couldn't shine on his body, making it easy to ignore the past.
But actually, no one here tonight will really ignore Mo Zun.
It's just that they don't have the courage to step forward.
Li Mubai retracted his gaze, he poured himself wine, "Think." ”
"Thinking about what?" Zhuo Yang asked.
"Think about life. Li Mubai was very crisp.
Zhuo Yang looked like he had dropped his glasses, "What are you kidding? That's Lord, what kind of life are you thinking about?"
Li Mubai gave him a look you don't understand, picked up the wine glass to his lips and took a sip of wine.
Zhuo Yang said to himself: "But seriously, we are usually inseparable, why don't you see Li Chuan and Mo Lu today?"
He looked at the friends who were playing over there, in fact, there were many kinds of friends, some in-depth and some shallow. And these people called today are obviously the latter, Zhuo Yang didn't know what was going on, and his heart was itching and panicking.
Li Mubai remixed the bart, and after mixing, he turned his head to look at Mo Zun again.
In fact, these people organized today were his attention, and the original intention was not to gather, but to pull Amozun out.
Li Chuan told him everything, and at the beginning of the fight, Li Mubai took a fancy to Rong Qian, and he could see that a woman like Rong Qian was the most suitable for a person like Mo Zun.
It's just that they didn't notice it at that time, and even selectively ignored it, enjoying the person's good on the one hand, and taking it for granted on the other.
When you really lose it, you will find that the emptiness of pain has come so suddenly. vp
No, maybe emptiness can be overcome, but what about regret?
Mo Zun regretted it, he blocked Lin Yueqi's mouth, and even asked Li Chuan to secretly monitor Lin Yueqi in the name of taking care of her, he was afraid that Lin Yueqi would leak the secret and tell Rong Qian that he was the culprit who caused all her tragedies!
Li Mubai can imagine that this will eventually become an uncertain time bomb, as the saying goes, if you can hide it now, you can't fill it in the future.
Over time, flaws will eventually be revealed.
What then?
"He's self-reflecting, maybe it'll be good when he figures it out. Li Mubai can only say this.
Caught in the circle of the ego, only he convinces himself that he is no longer so - frustrated, maybe he can come out.
"Reflection?" Zhuo Yang didn't understand anymore, "Reflect on what?"
Li Mubai turned his head to look at him, "Boy, shouldn't you think about thinking about your own big event?"
"Hey, hey, let's talk boss, what are you pulling on me?" Zhuo Yang picked up his wine glass and got up to hide away: "Really, this is the topic everywhere you go, don't you have to talk about anything else?"
After he left, Li Mubai looked at Mo Zun again.
Someone toasted him, but he did not refuse to come, and there were several empty wine glasses in front of him.
Li Mubai really wants to say something, as for it?
Since they have all chosen to conceal it, shouldn't they just treat others well in the future and make up for what they owe?
To make it clear, it's rare to be emotional, but the object is the one who has been inadvertently hurt by him.
And this hurt is the deepest, imprinted into the depths of the soul and accompanied by a lifetime......
It's no wonder that he can't come out and change to Li Mubai himself, in all fairness, he may not be able to face the one he likes!
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Li Mubai often said that no matter what happens, it will naturally fade away after a long time.
Mo Zun listened to it, but he scoffed, the thing that faded away was faded on the surface, but he remembered that it was a thorn embedded in his heart.
It will only get deeper and deeper as time passes, and it hurts to pull it up, and it will cause palpitations when forgetting.
Rong Qian disappeared, walked crisply, brought nothing, and didn't involve anything.
Because he was worried about Mo Zun, Li Mubai also took the initiative to contact Rong Qian, but the phone couldn't get through.
For a moment, he was still worried about whether something had happened, and after telling Mo Zun about this, seeing that he was still depressed, Li Mubai was relieved.
Who is Mo Zun becoming like this?
If something really happens to Rong Qian, he can still sit still?!
After the end of the year, everyone resumed work one after another.
Li Mubai met Rong Haishen at a banquet held by a relative, to be honest, for Rong Qian's father, a family that can't even be squeezed in by wealthy families, they are basically not impressed.
It's just that the person is shallow, and Li Mubai paid more attention.
Rong Haishen came to the banquet to attract investment, and he had seen a piece of land before, but through what channel, he asked Mo Zun to send someone to give the fox a fake tiger.
I thought that I would be able to make a lot of money if I got it smoothly, but when I was in the construction recently, many things went wrong, and the investors who had negotiated before suddenly turned against each other, and the materials that were good were not arrived on time, and there were no other things in the middle......
Rong Haishen was very anxious, but at this time, he couldn't get through to Rong Qian's phone, he could only hear that the Wei family was also a figure with a face in Nanjiang through his relationship, and he wanted to be familiar with it to see if he could get a cooperative relationship.
pulled the youngest daughter Rong Tingting, and before she could find the main person, she was stopped in front of her.
A young man with a wine glass in his hand and gold-rimmed glasses blocked his way, and the other party politely shouted, "Mr. Rong." Then his gaze fell on Rong Tingting next to him.
Rong Haishen didn't know this person, but it didn't prevent him from flattering and flattering, "Hey, hello, hello, may I ask ...... you are"
"The surname is Li. Li Mubai said two words briefly, and gestured to Rong Tingting, "Who is this?"
Although he didn't know the identity and status of the other party, when he heard about Tingting, Rong Haishen was still secretly happy, "This is a little girl, Rong Tingting." Tingting, I've seen Mr. Li soon. ”
Rong Tingting's face was shy, her father brought her here, and she knew what the purpose was.
At first, she hated Rong Qian half to death in her heart, if it weren't for something that couldn't contact her, her father wouldn't have forcibly pulled her here.
Rong Tingting was afraid that she would be taken by an old man, with her understanding of her father, as long as the Rong family's crisis could be solved at this time, her father would definitely push her out without hesitation.
didn't expect her luck to be quite good, as soon as she appeared, she first attracted such a dignified man.
Rong Tingting's voice was like a yellow warbler, and she called sweetly, "Hello Mr. Li." ”
Li Mubai nodded, and suddenly his voice changed, "Didn't you hear about Mr. Rong's two daughters?"
"Hey, yes, yes......" Rong Haishen didn't know Li Mubai, and he couldn't figure it out, so he didn't know how to respond.
"What about the eldest daughter?" Li Mubai asked directly.
Rong Tingting's face darkened, because Li Mubai jumped and asked Rong Qian, her face was a little unwilling, and she bit her lip slightly.
"Huh?" Rong Haishen didn't react, and met Li Mubai's eyes, he was excited.
"Didn't Rong Qian go home?"
Rong Haishen understood it, and he knew Rong Qian when he listened to the other party's tone, when did Rong Qian's dead girl know such a No. 1 person?
However, Rong Haishen's reaction is also fast, since he knows Rong Qian, it means that there is some intersection, and he is currently the most lacking investor.
"Hey, Rong Qian, presumably Mr. Li also knows that this child is blessed to marry our lord in Nanjiang. This is not a husband and wife, and it is a minority to go home. ”