The trip of a husband and a gentleman is to cultivate oneself quietly and to cultivate virtue through frugality.

Look back occasionally.

When I was in the Lin family, I don't know what Grandpa Lin is doing now, I should be in a hurry, I haven't seen "me" for so long.

In the past, when I encountered a little difficulty or setback, I asked Grandpa Lin to help.

He will always be the first to stand up and stand by my side as a strong backing.

The family's resources are also working hard for "me", although the cultivation is very useless, they will still send exercises and defensive props to me, make trouble all day long, be naughty, and stick to the wall and insert willows.

But Grandpa Lin still smiled kindly, and tirelessly said, "If you are not indifferent, you will not have a clear ambition, and if you are not quiet, you will not go far." The husband must be quiet to learn, and he must also learn. There is no way to learn without learning, and there is no way to learn without ambition. ”

In the past, Lin Feiyang was like a hermit crab on the seaside, hiding in a conch, giving himself a deep hard shell, retracting when there was danger, the dampness and darkness corroded his heart, and the light and sea water hid from his perception, and he didn't dare to go out, because the outside world was too terrifying.

Now the experience of the past ten days has indirectly changed his cognition and personality, he is not thinking about entering the shell, even if the shell is just a millimeter away from him, nor is he expecting a trace of happiness and security in the shell, although he is scarred.

Excessive pleasure and laziness can not lift the spirit, frivolity and irritability can not cultivate temperament, the years go by with the passage of time, the will wears away with the years, such a life is excessive and useless, the grub house is with you, alone to lead the life, do nothing.

Is it too late to regret then?

Lin Feiyang stroked his cheek with his left hand, couldn't think about it for a while, and scratched wildly on his face, leaving four long blood marks, blood dripping out, extending from his cheeks to the depths of his throat, curled up and ricketed, his right hand was placed on his chest, and he hit his heart hard, like a shell lying on the tip of the whip Just thinking about the clouds and fog, I don't know that I will die in front of me. Knocking hard again and again, trying to break the sternum, holding back tears, kneeling on his knees, feeling extremely helpless, this time was something he had never experienced in his life.

Grandpa Lin's affection for him will not be forgotten by the years.

Xuan Lao looked at Lin Feiyang's appearance, and it was also very unpleasant, standing in the void, leaning forward, the spirit body covered Lin Feiyang's body, a dim, ethereal virtual hand, placed on Lin Feiyang's shoulder, and said: "April is still fragrant, the green grass is still in the sky, like the scorching sun constitutes warmth, and the coldness in the heart is only because of his own cowardice and unbearable, look, in this endless sky, why hasn't the eagle ever thought of flying?"

It has entered its ears, and it can be heard.

"How strong can you be at the peak of your strength?" Lin Feiyang turned his head, looked at Xuan Lao indifferently, stopped his negative emotions, his face was full of doubts, and said:

"Waving the wind in your hand to calm the world, stepping on the sun and the moon to determine the world!!" Xuan Lao looked at the sky, standing with his hands in his hands, a kingly posture, chic and hearty. Memories will be forgotten as the years pass, but one sentence is spoken:

Lin Feiyang got up, and when he heard this, he had to hug his thighs in time, otherwise it would be the sin of his life to miss it, and without hesitation, he suddenly knelt down in front of Xuan Lao, his eyes were firm, he was lying on his back, and he was tenacious.

"The first !! junior Lin Feiyang worships the old seniors of Xuan as a teacher!!"

The second prayer !! the younger generation wishes to rest rain or shine until death, and practice the imperfect combination exercises!!"

"Third worship!! juniors are willing to take the sky as a ladder with the master and step on the top of the world!!" Lin Feiyang made a loud voice and said:

Xuan Lao's face also twitched viciously at this time, thinking that this was a joke, and sighed secretly, he still wanted to take advantage of this state, but after these days of understanding each other, it was not strange.

"You get up, from today on, Lin Feiyang will be my apprentice, let's call Xuan Lao, I will call you Feiyang, so smooth. Xuan Lao coughed dryly, hesitated in his heart, puzzled, and secretly sighed how this little guy came to apprentice, he resigned not long ago, and it was impossible to bow his head because of a few words, but this also saved him from begging him, what kind of shelf, showing a solemn expression, and said:

However, Xuan Lao didn't know that if he had been in contact with Lin Feiyang for a long time, he would find another side of Lin Feiyang, in fact, Lin Feiyang at that time......

Worse!!!

At this time, a "babbling" came into Lin Feiyang's ears.

When Lin Feiyang heard this voice, he turned his head, and when he looked back, he turned from surprise to joy, from surprise to excitement, and said in surprise: "You are the pink beast hiding in the burial coffin at that time!"

Looking at this little pink beast, it is joyful, floating in the void, the two ears swaying from side to side, and then the ears are vertically circled, circled, and the butterflies around it also dance, like a dance group with many years of experience.

The white feathered branches and leaves of the big tree flutter down, holding a wisp of agarwood, the pink beast is the protagonist of the dance, twisting its body gracefully, the bees are buzzing one after another, the fish are showing their heads and hitting the water, the golden willow on the riverside is the bride in the sunset, and the beautiful shadow in the waves is rippling in my heart.

Lin Feiyang looked at this scene, so he took out the bamboo flute from his waist and pocket, and changed into a white dress, Lin Feng played the flute quietly, the breeze flew with a jade belt, and the hair behind his ears also fluttered in the wind, a man and a beast were matched into a beautiful picture, so harmonious, so perfect, so beautiful that it was intoxicating and crazy.

At this time, the rhythm is the expression of life, time, movement, behavior, longing, and mood, dance is their life, melody is their breath, and music is their soul.

I saw Xuan Lao also trampling on the ground, raising his hands, standing on tiptoe, making a twisting head-like spin, dancing like a swallow undulating, and stepping and jumping like an eagle soaring.

At night, the cicadas are chilling.

The joy of the day is cleared by the cool night.

The beautiful melody is disturbed by the chilling cicada.

The flute player is playing the inside of the coffin.

The pink beast was also so tired that it slept on Lin Feiyang's soft thighs.

Xuan Laoyi was not beside him.

The blue waves are rippling.

The moon hung high in the sky, and the surrounding rivers were covered with moonlight, increasing little by little, and fireflies were flying everywhere.

Sigh, the animals here are not affected by temperature.

The forest at night is like a child who has not been rendered, clean and pure.

There was still a glimmer of twilight in the swarthy forest.

There is a unique tranquility here.

Looking at the silver-white hair that Yin Lao had returned.

The fragrant flowers and leaves are suddenly opened, and the epiphany blooms at that moment.

This moment is eternity.

Look up at the stars in the night.

It was a sleepless night.

Thoughts once again invaded "me" heart

It's just not thinking about cowardice.

Because...... Because...... It's a thing of the past.

To the distance, the longing of home.

—— Lin Feiyang, 2019, 10, 26