Chapter 43: Sickness

At night, Sang Guiyu lay in bed tossing and turning and couldn't sleep.

Browsed a lot of recruitment information on the Internet, selected the right one, and then submitted a resume, looked at the previous job search history, and reminded her of the days when she was looking for a job after setting sail, at that time it was also difficult, even if it was difficult, she couldn't give up, and she arranged the interview schedule every day, never thought of stopping to take a breath, and didn't dare to think about it, people like her are not qualified to shout tired, and they are not qualified to bargain for life, only to go forward with their eyes closed, and live one day at a time.

In addition to the annoying things at work, and the meeting that happened at Pei's house today, she didn't know what to do.

kept turning on the phone and turning it off, for a full hour and a half, Pei Muhang still didn't call her. It's time for her to sleep, he's probably not going to look for her tonight.

Thinking about going to sleep, he still pulled a book from the table and flipped through it casually. Since they started their relationship, they will talk for a while every day before going to bed, and then say goodnight to each other, now wait a little longer.

At this time, Sang Mu walked in, "It's so late, why are you still reading, there are so many books in this world, do you have to finish reading?"

She hadn't thought about reading all the books in the world, and thinking about it would make her feel like it would tire her to death. "I don't want to get a Ph.D., I don't have to read so many books. "She's just looking at it once and rejoicing once.

"I know I haven't slept yet!"

Her eyes wandered between the lines of the page, but her heart was thinking of him. Suddenly, a sentence popped into his mind, Sang Guiyu took out his photo from the drawer, and copied down the sentence he saw on the back: There are bandit gentlemen, such as cutting and learning, and pondering and grinding.

He was the best encounter in her life, but there was a faint anxiety in her heart.

At about six o'clock the next day, Sang Guiyu received a call from Pei Muhang.

Although Pei Muhang saw her walking with Fang Zheng, he believed in her feelings for him, believed in it, and was still unhappy that she was too close to a man other than him, "Xiaoyu, when I went to look for you yesterday, I saw you talking and laughing with a man. He breathed a bad breath.

"Don't get me wrong, we're ordinary friends. She didn't expect him to come to her again yesterday afternoon, when Fang Zheng should have sent her home.

"Sang Guiyu, you have to remember that you are my man. When I'm free, I'll make sure you remember this fact. His voice was hoarse.

"Are you busy right now? ......" she was tempted to ask him why he hadn't called her last night, if his parents weren't happy with her and didn't want them to date. But she didn't dare to ask, and if so, she didn't know what to do.

"Alas, my grandfather was sick, I don't know what happened last night, and I suddenly had a fever, which frightened my mother. "He is still in the hospital, Lu Qi is uncomfortable, the degree is so high, and he can't find the cause for a while, the family is very worried, and they are all here to accompany him.

"Fever? How can this be? When I left yesterday, I was obviously fine...... Sang Guiyu suddenly thought of the picture of Lu Qi drinking juice, it was impossible, Doctor Fang said that it didn't matter, how could Lu Qi be sick because of her, he must have thought about it too much. But the more self-soothing I became, the more I feared that it was self-inflicted. "I'll go see him, which hospital are you in?"

"No, don't you have to go to work today? There are enough people here, and you can't help if you come over. "He didn't want her to run to a place like the hospital, which was full of germs.

"It's okay, I can take a leave of absence, you let me go see him. "How can she have the heart to go to work, she has to see Xiao Luqi okay with her own eyes to feel at ease.

"Oh well. Be careful on your own road. ”

"Okay, I see, then I'm hanging?"

"Hey, I'm hungry. He hung up the phone without waiting for her to speak.

Wouldn't this person go to buy something to eat when she was hungry? Even so, she made a simple breakfast before going out.

She rushed to the hospital and saw Lu Qi lying on the hospital bed with water hanging and his eyes closed, and she almost couldn't help crying. He was still so young, because of the fever, his lips were dry, his breathing was heavy, his eyelids were closed, and his face was tired.

"It's so pitiful, how could he get sick?" she handed the breakfast in her hand to Pei Muhang, and Lu Feng was also beside her, but fortunately she made some more food.

"It's not clear yet, the results of the test are not yet available. Pei Muhang pulled her to sit next to her and gave her breakfast to Lu Feng.

"Then he, does he still have a fever?" Fever is a common symptom of that disease, Sang Guiyu asked cautiously.

"The fever has subsided, but the body temperature is a little high. "It would be too dangerous to really let a four- or five-year-old burn overnight.

Is the body temperature too high, is it high within the normal range, is it a mild low-grade fever, is there any other symptoms?

She had too many doubts in her heart, but none of them were suitable for her visitor's status. Asking too many questions is suspicious, Pei Muhang is too smart, and Lu Feng seems to be calm and wise.

Sang Guiyu wanted to pull Lu Qi's hand, but it happened that Pei's mother came in, and she saw a strange woman who was going to touch her poor little grandson, so she shouted to stop her: "What are you doing? Don't touch my grandson!"

In fact, Pei's mother didn't mean to kill her, she only saw her once, and the time she got along was very short, and she had no impression of her back, and she didn't recognize who she was from behind, and now Lu Qi looked very dangerous, Pei's mother's heartstrings were tight, and she didn't notice it for a while and thought that it was a strange woman who was going to do something unfavorable to her grandson.

But her scolding had already scared Sang Guiyu, and she hurriedly approached and pulled away her movements, which made Sang Guiyu stunned for a moment.

Pei's mother saw her grandson lying unharmed, and when she turned around, she saw that the person in front of her had seen, "Is it you?" if she remembered correctly. "I thought it was. "It scared her a lot.

"Mom, what are you doing?" Pei Muhang's voice made Pei Mu's voice make Pei Mu find that there were still him and Lu Feng in the house, it turned out that they had been there all along, but the place where they were sitting could not be seen from the door.

"Stinky boy, I thought you ran away somewhere, leaving my good grandson alone. Pei Mu breathed a sigh of relief, put down the bag in her hand, walked to Lu Qi's bed, touched his forehead, and reached out to touch his back, a little damp, so she took out a wide dress from the bag and prepared to change it for him......

Pei's mother put all her heart on her little grandson, and she didn't have the distraction to talk to Sang Guiyu, let alone feel how hurtful her words and deeds just now were.

Maybe she usually understands that Pei's mother feels sorry for Lu Qi and can't take care of other people's feelings, but she can't help but feel sad about being ignored like this, from what she said to her yesterday, to the scolding just now, the pull on her, and the current ignorance. It would be too self-deceptive to say that his parents would like her as a future daughter-in-law.

Looking at Pei's mother's grace and luxury, Pei Muhang's abundance is handsome, Lu Feng is proud and outstanding, plus the clothes of the rich and noble people are already high-end, and they have been influenced by art and beauty since childhood.

On the other hand, not to mention her appearance, she was clumsy enough to dress up, and she only put on a T-shirt and jeans at random when she went out in a hurry, and her hair was scattered. The first impression is not good, who is still interested in seeing if she has connotation, but she doesn't want to give her son a daughter-in-law and doesn't want to give it a chance.

"Are you okay?" Pei Muhang pulled her to his side, "Looking unenergetic, didn't you get up too early?"

"No, I'm fine, I'm just worried about him. ”

Before the cause was found, Lu Qi's body temperature rose again, which frightened Pei's mother even more, while Pei Muqi and Lu Feng's parents looked more calm.

The doctors and nurses were busy coming in and out, and the single room was too crowded, so Pei Muhang and Sang Guiyu waited outside.

The symptoms of such repeated fever and night sweats made her afraid, and when she was found suspicious by the hospital in the past, she checked the symptoms on the Internet, and she also had recurrent fever and night sweats, and she was suspicious and suspicious when she was not diagnosed, and she couldn't sleep at night, she always felt hot, she was feverish, and she scared herself all night.

Later, I bought an infrared forehead thermometer and kept measuring, but I was afraid that I would have a low-grade fever when I measured it, and I suspected that the measurement was inaccurate when I measured the normal temperature, so that the air around me was filled with the smell of electronics.

Looking back now, I can't help but feel that I am too funny, and it is rare to be greedy for life and afraid to die so much.

However, she has never asked herself to regard death as home, and she is reluctant to die at all because of her bonds. She still has her mother, who has suffered so much, raised her so much, and given her so much love, this debt has to be repaid. Only a healthy body is qualified to repay this love debt.

Looking at Lu Feng walking back and forth, although his expression was still as cold as usual, his pursed lips, frowning brows, and the cold light in his eyes all revealed his worries, no parent is not worried about his children. If he knew that Lu Qi might have suffered this because of her, would he tear her apart.

Pei Muhang once mentioned that Lu Feng has a complex background and a gloomy personality, so she had better stay away.

In fact, Pei Muhang saw Sang Guiyu's affectionate appreciation of Lu Feng's wife, which made him unhappy, in order to let Sang Guiyu's attention focus on him, Lu Feng didn't look at the women next to him, so what he said was the truth.

After a day in the hospital like this, Sang Guiyu didn't know how he spent it. She went home and lay on the bed, looking at the medical information with a little light ink, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time suddenly exploded and cried.

Crying and crying, she began to sob, and the discharge summary said that she should maintain a good mood, she can't be too sad, even if she is sad, it can't last long.

Thinking of Dr. Fang's words, she began to force herself to laugh, but she felt heartache and tears.

When Sang's mother returned, she saw her daughter lying motionless on a pile of checklists. "Why do you want to take these things out in a good way? Do you want to go through the review?"

Sang Guiyu quietly wiped his face, and then said with a smile: "No, I'll just take a look." But the nasal voice was thick and the tone was strange, which made Sang Mu suspicious.

She stepped forward and pulled her face up, seeing the tears and red and swollen eyes. "Why are you crying? Sit me up. ”

"It's okay, it's just that I'm a little sad to think of what happened before, but I'm healthy now, and everything has passed, hahaha... She didn't want her mother to worry, so she pretended to be excited and got up, ready to cover it up with exaggerated movements and expressions, but the movement was too big, and a photo was raised and fell in front of her from nowhere, and she immediately wanted to hide it, but she was still seen by her sharp-eyed mother.

"Is this Xiao Pei?" Sang Mu picked up the photo and looked at it.

"Well, it's him. She was so nervous, and the date of their first kiss was written on the back of the photo, and she was afraid that her mother would turn it over and see it.

Fortunately, after recognizing that it was Pei Muhang, she put down the photo. Then he asked with a serious face: "So you cry because he knows that you have been sick and dislikes you?"

"No! he doesn't know yet. Sang Guiyu replied immediately, she didn't want her mother to misunderstand him.

"What's that? Don't tell me you're crying so hard because of this illness. "Three years have passed, the tears that should have been shed have already flowed, and it is too hypocritical to be sad after so long, Sang Mu doesn't believe her lies.

"I don't think I'm a good fit with him, and his family doesn't like me very much. Sang Guiyu didn't want to tell her mother about Lu Qi, so she could only pick the questions she thought were okay to talk about.

"Alas, you guys are too bad, I didn't agree with it at the beginning, rich people are like this, it's better to be square, and the conditions are not bad. "She has lived for more than 50 years, and she has never seen anything, I don't know how much TV she has watched for this kind of rich mother-in-law and poor daughter-in-law, and being a daughter-in-law must have to suffer. She doesn't expect her daughter to enjoy glory and wealth by getting married, she just wants her to find someone who loves her to live her life in peace. "And his father is a doctor in this field, so he is still more acceptable to you conceptually. Sang's mother is mainly worried that outsiders will dislike her for being sick.

"yes. She also hopes to find an ordinary and ordinary stable life, but the person she likes is not.

Sang Mu saw her frustration and sat down on the edge of the bed, "Looking for a friend is to see what you like, but you are not young, and if you want to get married, you have to consider whether the other party is suitable for life." Although Xiao Peiren is good, he is too good and deep, you are so introverted and simple, you can't control him at all. "Even if he gets married in the future, if he goes to find the third and fourth children, she will have to cry.

Love is only the beginning of marriage, there will definitely be various problems and contradictions in the future, partners are also opponents, and they can only last a long time if they contain each other, if the opponent is too shrewd, one party will always fall behind, and it will become unbalanced.

"Mom, you're thinking too much. Sang Guiyu knew her mother's worries, but she was not in the mood to discuss her relationship with him, the distance between them had always existed, but she stupidly thought that if she really loved each other, any problem could be crossed, and she was carried away by sweet love, so she ignored it.

"Is this what I think too much about? Then why are you crying, why do so many men in this world have to want him!"

"Mom, I don't want to find a handsome and rich husband, I also want to live an ordinary life, and then I can be by your side. ”

"Silly boy, you have your own life after you become a family, how can you always be with me. Sang Mu rubbed her fingers, which were a little deformed by rheumatism.

"What's wrong, does it hurt?" Sang Guiyu pulled Sang Mu's hand, because he had been working all year round, and his fingers were rough. She has to work harder to make money now, so that her mother can retire at home early.

"It's okay, it's just a little numb, it's going to rain. "It's an old problem, and the symptoms are even more pronounced when the weather changes.

"Well, let's go wash up and get some rest. Sang Guiyu pulled Sang Mu up, pushed her to the bathroom, and the two of them brushed their teeth together.

Sang Guiyu spent a long time weighing and thinking, she didn't know if Lu Qi had the same problem as her, but the current situation was not optimistic, she didn't want to tell Pei Muhang about her illness, and she didn't want to see fear in his eyes.

It was normal for the world to be afraid because they didn't understand, but she didn't want to see his fear, and the estrangement that once only reflected her figure in the eyes would definitely make her unacceptable. If she could, she would only like to leave those good memories in his heart.