I'm a trash.

As I typed down the above line, my heart tugged at me.

But when I lie in bed at night and look at my life since I was a child, I find that there is really no better adjective than to describe myself as a waste.

Since I was a child, my academic performance has been average, and I am neither good nor bad in the class, no teacher will remember me, and no one will look at me with admiration.

That's it, if I'm a little more cheerful and lively, even if I have more friends.

But no, I've always been lonely, and I barely have any friends around. Even if I reluctantly communicate with others, all I get in exchange is white eyes and ridicule, because I don't deserve to talk to them.

My biggest hobby is reading, and since I was a child, I have read bosom friends, readers, and story clubs, and the stories on them have been chewed on and watched over and over again. These magazines are very low, right, it's not that I don't want to read famous books, but there is no way, my family is too poor, I can't afford to buy books, I can only go to other people's houses, or when a classmate holds a magazine in his hand, I will be "begged" to come, and I read it hungrily, that is my spiritual food, and it is the pillar that accompanies me to grow up, otherwise I would have died in the long river of loneliness.

Later, I graduated, of course, I didn't get into any university, I came out early to work, washing cars, security guards, selling shoes, serving dishes, and almost everything, but none of them succeeded...... The car wash scratched the owner's cushion, and the grandmother didn't know him for selling shoes, and he fell a bowl on the first day of serving the plate......

For a long time, I kept asking myself what I could do, and if I was going to continue to live a mediocre life like this, for the rest of my life?

Fortunately, I can write books.

Fortunately, I can also write books.

I can't do anything, but I can still write books.

Since 2011, as soon as I wrote it, I wrote it for seven years.

Thank you so much for being with me through so many difficult years, and thank you for liking my story and making my life a little more worthwhile.

After seven years of writing, I can finally afford to buy a house - although it is a house in a small fifth-tier city, it is not worth a few dollars.

After seven years of writing, I was finally able to afford a car - although it wasn't a good car, it wasn't worth a few bucks.

But I finally straightened my back, because I earned it myself, and I didn't have to pay a penny from my elderly parents!

And I can finally shout out loud: I'm not a piece of waste!

And these are all given to me by you, you sitting in front of the computer, holding your mobile phone.

Except for the parents who gave birth to me and raised me, you are the ones who have given me the greatest kindness.

Thank you, thank you very much.

It was you who gave me the courage to live, and it was you who made me stand in this world again.

I want to write a book, and I want to continue to tell you stories.

If I could, I would like to write for the rest of my life.

Please support me if you can.

As you know, because of the subject matter, my novels have not been able to sell any copyrights, so I can only rely on everyone to accumulate a dime, so that I can exchange firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea at home, as well as support two old people and two children......

So this time, I still need you.

If you still like this story, please try to support the genuine version of the Black Rock Reading Network, and I will definitely present you with a wonderful story.

Zhang Long, Zhao Hu, Nijo...... and the mystery of the protagonist's life experience, which will not disappoint everyone.

Thank you all and bow to everyone!

Tomorrow is the first day on the shelves, no nonsense, four chapters will be updated. There is a chapter at 11:30 a.m., followed by a chapter at 3 p.m., 6 p.m., and 8 p.m.

Please come and see it by all means.

Okay, now let's talk about the recharge tutorial, with the attention of the Apple APP, you must recharge in the browser, and then read the book in the APP, because Apple charges a handling fee, which will be a little more expensive than elsewhere.

And if you still don't understand something, you can add the QQ of Black Rock customer service to ask: 2814551419

And my QQ: 453006775

The following are the detailed steps and precautions for recharging in Black Rock, and there is a link to the recharge tutorial in the small yellow box: