Chapter 23: Refusal

The camera used to participate in the photography class was borrowed from Fangzheng, and Sang Guiyu originally wanted to buy one for himself, but it was too expensive. Before returning the camera to Fangzheng, Sang Guiyu planned to copy all the photos into the computer.

After dinner, Sang Guiyu went back to the room after taking a walk with her mother, and she was in a hurry to see those photos.

Clicking on the photos one by one, staring at the photos in a daze with her eyes open, this is the first time she has something about him, which is completely hers. As long as she looks at the smile on the screen, she can feel a simple satisfaction, and she unconsciously smiles.

I don't know if it's possible between them...... She thought, just maybe, something memorable would happen......

Secretly reaching out and slowly groping forward for the screen, until she realized her stupidity, she couldn't help but laugh, what was she doing? want to touch him? She was alone here, she didn't need to sneak it at all.

It turns out that this kind of liking will make people unconsciously want to get close, to touch, and act spontaneously without thinking.

Pei Muhang took the initiative to come to her today, does it mean that he also likes to get along with her, and that he doesn't think she is boring if she can't speak. Thinking that she might still have a little charm in his eyes, Sang Guiyu was a little excited, turned around and got into the quilt, fantasizing that he would tell her that he liked her......

Just as she was about to agree, her mother's voice came from outside the door: "Xiaoyu, you have to go to bed early, you can't stay up late, don't always play with your mobile phone." ”

Mom's voice is too loud, like a machine gun, popping her dreamy bubbles one by one, since when did Mom warn her every night, afraid that she would stay up late. Mothers are like this, there are always endless instructions.

She is a very emotional person, and the string in her brain is extremely sensitive, and occasionally she will be made to cry by her mother's concern, and she feels that there are people in this world who care about her so tirelessly and are very happy, but at this moment this concern is like a spike, piercing into her heart at once.

In just a moment, her eyes were red, and her eyes were foggy, and she was afraid that she would be found out and forced to smile in response.

Waiting for the people at the door to leave, Sang Guiyu ran out of bed and took out the medical record book from the drawer, as well as two thick stacks of paper clamped together, a stack of white paper is a report sheet for regular inspections, and a stack of yellow paper is a hospital bill. She never deliberately tried to collect them, just put a few in every once in a while, and soon there were more.

Back in the beginning, I had to go to the hospital every two weeks to have my blood drawn, and the needle prick was secondary, and waiting for the result was the most painful thing. Sometimes it's not that I'm afraid of any disease, I'm afraid of life and death, or pain, but I hate the state of being in suspense. One moment hopeful, sometimes suspicious, and the other unknown...... Human nerves are fragile, and they can't get a moment of peace when they think about it.

Probably this is the truth that illness is born from the heart. If you encounter a problem, it is not serious, then it will be treated, and the key problem is uncertainty. No one categorically says that you are definitely sick or not, just speculation and possibility, just trying to treat or conservatively treat. Going in and out of the hospital for so long is a certainty that a disease is possible. She's so tired.

Fortunately, these unpleasant things happened before today, and they are slowly moving away from her, and life is gradually returning to peace. It's a pity that just as a crime will leave a criminal record, she is now also a person with a criminal record, a person who does nothing but will be discriminated against. A person who wants to do something but is limited in what she wants, she becomes an unfree person.

She has always tried to be an excellent person, and she never thought that there was someone she couldn't love, and because of this case, she didn't dare to approach him, shook her head, and let herself be a little more sober, what was there to complain about? Even if those things hadn't happened, she and him were still strangers.

Sang Guiyu leaned on the head of the bed with her eyes closed, thinking of the woman who had dinner with Pei Muhang last time, even if she was not sick, she was not as good as her in all aspects, and she was not worthy of him, and for the first time she felt that the gap between people was so huge.

Pei Muhang has been busy with work recently, and he has to take care of Fanny and Lu Qi, so he hasn't been in touch since the last time he went to a photography class with Sang Guiyu. Thinking about giving her a call, she should be at home after work at this time.

"Hey?" The phone was quickly picked up, and before Pei Muhang could say anything, Sang Guiyu's voice came from there.

"Xiaoyu, have you had dinner?"

"Well, I did. Then there was a long silence.

She didn't even think to ask him if he had eaten it.

"What did you eat at night?" The atmosphere was a little cold, and Pei Muhang had to find a topic by himself.

"Didn't eat anything. Sang Guiyu didn't want to say too much to him, the more involved he was, the more sadness he would bring. If nothing is destined for them to come to fruition, it would be wise to cut off contact as soon as possible.

"Don't you want to talk to me?" No matter how dull people are, they can hear her perfunctory.

"No, if nothing happens, I'm going to rest, good night. After saying what he wanted to say in one breath, Sang Guiyu immediately hung up the phone. Such a fast movement made Pei Muhang a little surprised, when did he become so avoidable like a snake and scorpion.

A little unwilling to be deflated, Pei Muhang dialed the phone again, learning from Sang Guiyu's appearance just now, and preemptively said everything at once: "I want to ask you how you are doing today? How are you eating at night? Are you free after work tomorrow, let's eat together? Don't worry about being too late and inconvenient, I will be responsible for sending you home." But I'm late after you work, can you come to the office to see me? ”

Sang Guiyu didn't know that he would also be like this. Why did she go to him, she is a woman, and women are too cheap to wait for men. Even if he is more expensive than her.

But now is the time to think about who to look for?

"I'm sorry, I may not be available. Good bye. "And then there's the beep.

Was he rejected again?, but "maybe" didn't mean maybe there might be a chance, he thought with a glimmer of hope.

Just like talking about business, you can't give up just because the opportunity is slim.

"Why do I think you're laughing a little scary. Gao Wuxiu came in with a stack of documents and found Pei Muhang staring at the phone in a daze.

"I thought it was time to get off work. Pei Muhang didn't express an opinion on his opinion, he had already extended it for two hours, but he didn't want to stay here any longer.

"That's the case in terms of time, but as a business leader, I think you should have the consciousness to do your best. ”

And then, just after death?

Gao Wuxiu has the pursuit of working hard to make money, but he doesn't.

If a person is desperate to make money for a better quality of life, then it is not a contradiction to give up the quality of life in the process of desperately.

He won't try to dissuade him, after all, only his subordinates work hard can give him time to breathe and do what he thinks.

It's just that he is not in the mood to stay here now, who makes him unable to calm his heart, and who makes him stop being addicted to work, he knows the answer, but he is also afraid of this answer.

I don't know, will she come to see him tomorrow?