Chapter 176: If You Are Bei Lingfeng, Who Will You Choose?(1) (Adding a change for the vigil's birthday, the second change)

Can't believe it, can't accept it!

In this world, there is a kind of love hidden in the heart, but it can't be spoken, it should be the most tormenting!

Just like this moment, the little white face who deeply understands this truth!

He thought: If it were, I would have told Ye Feifei, who had always been ignorant, the feelings in my heart a long time ago, so that the emotionally traumatized second goods would know what true love was, and let her understand that it was not worth remembering at all if she went with the wind, so ...... Is it possible to make tonight's embarrassing scene end relatively early, or can it make me realize all this tonight so quickly?

How nice would it be if you never woke up again?

We are so nostalgic for that illusion of nothingness that we are like an addictive drug, even if it is just for a little longer!

Because, when you wake up, the reality you have to face is so cruel!

Escaping, in the end, has become our first choice in the face of setbacks, how to describe that kind of despair?!

- Ye Feifei, I love you, I really love you, melt my blood, into my marrow, but I don't know how to tell you?!

- Because, when I fell in love with you, you were already with Shen scumbag! That guy, I hate him, he is my lifelong enemy, the one who stepped into the entertainment industry in S City, and the root of my face being red when I lose all my dignity!

- So, Ye Feifei, can you please tell me that you and that bastard Shen Sirui haven't been in touch since they broke up?!

- Or, take another 10,000 steps back, can you please tell me that you are not the third of Shen scumbag, no, no, you are not his junior!

- Even if it ...... Even if you and he were ...... No matter what it is, I don't mind, I don't care about your past, after all, he is really good at disguise, I didn't tell you earlier, I caused you to be deceived by him, this mistake, I am a man, I should have borne it, so, I am willing to bear it for you, but ...... But can you tell me that you've already cut him off before today!?!

- You say, Ye Feifei! You say, Ye Feifei!

At this point, he has collapsed completely: "Ah...... Yes...... Yes...... Yes...... Yes...... Ah......h

This roar, in this dark night where no one is around, is particularly heart-rending and deafening!

In fact, in this world, the most terrible and terrible thing for a person is to completely isolate himself from the outside world, hide in his own closed small world, refuse to listen to everything in the outside world, and then desperately try to drill the horns of the bull that have no meaning! In the end, not only will he not get an answer, but he will also lead himself into another unknown way.

The demons of the heart are born from this!

If this demon is generated, it will be a catastrophe!

However, in this dead night, the city is about to enter the next dawn, in the boundless confusion, where to find that glimmer of return?

Therefore, we all need salvation, but we who have always pretended to be strong, when the moment of confusion and confusion comes, where will we temporarily find the "salvation" that we desire in our hearts?

Therefore, this dark night has become darker and darker!

In this way, the little white face staggered all the way to an unknown bar, then ordered a bunch of wine, and began to pour it desperately!

- Now, I want to get drunk quickly, only in this way can I escape from this dark and suffocating world, because only drunken dreams and death are my liberation!

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By the time Bei Lingfeng arrived at this bar, Hua Yunliang had already drunk a puddle of water! On his side, there were still scattered vomit, and the table was in a mess, and as for himself, he was already too drunk to tell the difference between southeast and northwest!

However, when Bei Lingfeng received a text message from his subordinates, his people did not say why Hua Yunliang suddenly drank like this, nor did they say why Hua Yunliang appeared alone in this remote bar that was almost unfrequented!

For Bei Lingfeng, all this came too unexpectedly, and without warning!

At this moment, looking at Hua Yunliang, who was drunk and dreaming of death, full of nonsense, Bei Lingfeng only felt that there was a pair of scissors in his heart that was desperately twisting, and the pain of tearing penetrated deep into the soul and spread to the limbs and hundreds of remains, making the whole body have a piercing pain like falling into an ice cellar!

Thinking about the frustrating years when I didn't succeed, I once thought that the life created by countless hardships would be indestructible, as if I was surrounded by an iron wall, but it turned out to be ...... It's still just as sensitive, and it's fragile!

Suddenly, there was a choking pain that pierced Bei Lingfeng's throat, even in the most difficult and desperate time, he didn't see Hua Yunliang drink like this!

As he himself said, he was born to wander in the upper class of S City, and the necessary skill of drinking has long been firmly acquired by him, Bei Lingfeng still remembers that before his company successfully gained a foothold in S City, Hua Yunliang had already practiced a very good amount of wine with himself, because, in the business circle, wine is the same as cigarettes, it is the best means of communication, but alcohol is more dangerous than cigarettes, and only by ensuring that he has a large amount of thousands of glasses without getting drunk can he prevent himself from falling into the trap of being drunk at a critical moment!

However, time passes too fast, and they all forget that the skills they have cultivated over the years are not really that they can't get drunk, drunk or not, it just depends on whether you want to get drunk or not!

Bei Lingfeng's eyes were full of bitterness, there was no trace of brilliance in the hollow under his eyes, he walked towards Hua Yunliang, step by step, this short distance, as if it was centuries apart, made you on the other end of the line of sight so distant, but also so ethereal!

They were all drunk like this, but the man was still pouring violently, and Bei Lingfeng only snorted in a low voice, "Hua Yunliang, your uncle, if you want to die, can you die decently", and sat motionless on the stool next to him!

However, now he is in no hurry to stop it!

He thought, his best buddy, behind the pretense of profundity and indifference, has borne too much, too much, and too much, he thinks that he has understood Hua Yunliang enough, but now, in the face of this sudden everything, he feels the confusion and helplessness in his heart!

So, his buddies also need to listen, but they ...... But he never stopped to listen, even if it was only for an hour!

Is that kind of feeling, tormenting the soul, making the taste of guilt extremely profound! It's so uncomfortable!