Chapter 746: Lost in Thought
She didn't mean to be like this, she just didn't want their relationship to become particularly fast, to progress very fast, and it also made her a little irritable.
She didn't know if Lu Yan could understand her feelings, but she didn't want Lu Yan to misunderstand him because of this matter.
She opened her mouth several times, but she didn't know what to say: "I ......"
"Well, you don't have to worry about these things anymore, I'm just kidding you. Lu Yan touched Chen Xue's head dotingly, he just wanted to scare Chen Xue, but he didn't expect to scare her like this.
If he wanted to do something to Chen Xue, he would have done it a long time ago, and he wouldn't have delayed it until now.
What she wanted was Chen Xue's dedication and willingness to give it to him, not a casual joke like now, and he didn't care too much about it.
Although hearing this really made his mood very unbeautiful, but what can be done, it is impossible to force Chen Xue to do things he doesn't like, and he doesn't like to force others.
Chen Xue glanced at Lu Yan in embarrassment, and seeing that Lu Yan was not so angry, she slowly breathed a sigh of relief: "I know that there is some discomfort in your heart, but I am not ready now, you ......"
She bit her lip, but she didn't know what to say next, anyway, it was useless to say so much, her behavior had already hurt Lu Yan, but Lu Yan didn't show these actions so obviously.
Lu Yan shook his head indifferently, he held Chen Xue's hand with one free hand: "I said that you should not think about it so much, what is there to think about? What I care about is your people, not other things, and we are not in a hurry about these things, there are still so many things to deal with in front of us now, how can we have time to think about so much." ”
Even in the future, he will ask Chen Xue first, instead of making a decision privately, this is something that requires the consent of both parties to do it, although he doesn't mind doing it so early, but it is absolutely impossible now.
Chen Xue heard what Lu Yan said, she nodded, she knew that Lu Yan was comforting her, and she also had some regrets in her heart, but there was no way to do it again, because she couldn't step out of this hurdle in her heart.
"Didn't you just say you're hungry? I'll be ready here right away, wait for me in a while. Lu Yan said to Chen Xue slowly, he didn't think this matter was a big deal, on the contrary, he felt that it was a very small matter, and there was no need to take some things so badly.
Life is meant to be forward-looking, and if you keep looking at life so badly, then what happiness is there to talk about.
Chen Xue pursed her lips and didn't speak, she also knew that Lu Yan was diverting attention between them, but now she was focused on what she said just now.
knew that it was a very hurtful thing to say this, but she still said it, and I have to say that her head reaction was getting slower and slower.
When Lu Yan finished saying this, he didn't hear Chen Xue's reply, and he didn't say another word, but concentrated on what he was doing.
The two of them were silent, as if the air was frozen, and no one took the lead in breaking the dull atmosphere, Lu Yan frowned, he didn't like this kind of atmosphere.
And this is a very small matter, there is no need to take this matter so seriously, but Chen Xue feels that this matter is a big deal.
"Chen Xue, don't think about it so much, I really don't mind what you just said, and some things have to come naturally, it's too early for us now, and I won't be so anxious. After Lu Yan finished the last dish, he said to Chen Xue earnestly.
If he didn't say it to Chen Xue, Chen Xue would definitely be entangled again, this was the last thing he wanted to see, it was a very small thing, why should he imagine it so bad and serious?
If it was something else, he thought it was understandable, but he had the absolute right to speak on this matter, but Chen Xue regarded this matter as particularly bad, but in fact, things were far from being as bad as they imagined.
Chen Xue raised her head and glanced at Lu Yan, she opened her mouth again and again, but in the end she didn't say anything, but nodded her head.
Lu Yan looked at Chen Xue helplessly, what did Chen Xue think about things so badly?
"It's useless to talk to you so much now, let's go eat first and fill our stomachs before we talk about other things, not to mention that there are many things to do next. Lu Yan didn't mention this matter again, but turned the topic to other places.
He came here today to give Chen Xue a surprise, he didn't want to ruin this surprise, and staying here for one night, they had a lot of things to do, and it was also to make up for his previous snub to Chen Xue, he also knew that some of the things he did in the Public Security Department were very bad, Chen Xue didn't say it on the surface, but he minded it very much in his heart.
There are some things that he doesn't have to wait for Chen Xue to say before he knows, he also has his own eyes and can tell right from wrong, is Chen Xue angry or minding?
Chen Xue blinked and looked at Lu Yan in disbelief: "Is there any other activity next?"
She thought that they would take a walk outside after eating and would almost be able to come back to rest, but when she heard Lu Yan say this, she actually had some expectations in her heart.
Maybe it's been a long time since I've been with Lu Yan, but now she especially wants to have such an atmosphere, and it's what she wants to hug, Lu Yan sometimes does things that are particularly dull, but sometimes things are particularly romantic and warm.
But no matter what, her heart cares about Lu Yan, and there is no need to prove this.
"Of course I have, otherwise what am I bringing you here for, just to have a dinner? I haven't taken you out for a walk for so long, I just have time today, I don't think you will refuse me!" Lu Yan said jokingly to Chen Xue.
Chen Xue had been clamoring to come out before, and now that he had this opportunity, he didn't believe that Chen Xue would let go of this rare opportunity, not to mention that this time it was a time for the two of them to be alone here, but it was very rare.
There are a lot of things to solve when I return to the Public Security Department, not to mention being alone, even the time they spend together is very small, and it is not easy for the two of them to be alone during this time.
Chen Xue had a light smile between her eyebrows, she was very touched by what Lu Yan had done for her, and she was also looking forward to it in her heart, she wanted to know what Lu Yan would prepare for her next?
Maybe in the eyes of others, this is just a very simple thing, but in Chen Xue's eyes, this is so happy and relaxed than other things, and it is unprecedented happiness.
"Of course I won't refuse, how could I refuse such a good opportunity, it's not easy to come out, and it's still the time of the two of us, so naturally I won't refuse. Chen Xue blinked playfully and said to Lu Yan heartily.
If she really refused, she would feel that this was a very uncost-effective thing, and she always wanted to stay with Lu Yan.
She was not afraid that other women would snatch Lu Yan, but she was afraid that Lu Yan would like her only for a while, not for a long time, which made her feel particularly worried.
Who will remember who will remember who once the novelty passes, which also makes her particularly distressed, so she also wants to firmly grasp Lu Yan's heart and not let him leave, once she relies on it, it becomes a habit, and this habit is difficult to break.
Lu Yan looked at Chen Xue's face in a daze, and his eyes flashed with complexity.
"What are you thinking? Hurry up and wash your hands and eat. In the end, Lu Yan still broke Chen Xue's deep thinking, he didn't know what Chen Xue was thinking, but filling his stomach was the most important thing.
What's more, he still has a lot of plans to complete with Chen Xue in the future, this is also a very rare opportunity, he doesn't want Chen Xue to reject him because of some things, this is also his careful preparation.
The preparation was a little hasty, but this was also his intention, I hope Chen Xue will not dislike it.
Chen Xue glanced at Lu Yan in surprise, she smiled awkwardly: "No, what kind of surprise do you want to prepare for me?" Now go to eat, I am really a little hungry when you say so." ”
In fact, she didn't think too much about things, she was just thinking about some things related to Lu Yan, although Lu Yan was not particularly concerned about these things, but they were very important to her.
Unconsciously, Lu Yan was already so important in her heart, she never found it, but today she felt it strongly.
"I knew you'd say that, let's eat. Lu Yan said heartily, he also expected Chen Xue to say this, there are some things that he is inconvenient to ask too much, when Chen Xue wants to say it, he is naturally willing to listen.
He will not force Chen Xue to say what he does not want to say, as long as Chen Xue is willing to speak, he is willing to listen and be a faithful listener.
A light smile rose at the corner of Chen Xue's mouth, smiled at Lu Yan, and walked directly in the direction of the restaurant, which made her a little surprised to see a table full of dishes on the table.
"Your cooking skills have improved a lot, and they look delicious. Chen Xue blinked playfully, and the smell of this fragrance made her appetite work.
In addition, I didn't eat much today, I was angry with Han Bingbing at noon, and I didn't eat much at all, and these conversations with Han Bingbing in the afternoon were not pleasant at all, and thinking of Han Bingbing made her very depressed.
She didn't understand why Han Bingbing had to be so persistent, to like someone who didn't like her.
"That's natural, these books are not less read!" Lu Yan said modestly, Chen Xue directly cast Lu Yan with a roll of the eyes, she just praised Lu Yan, but she didn't expect Lu Yan to take this sentence over by the way.
But it is undeniable that Lu Yan's dishes are indeed very delicious, and it is not easy to eat Lu Yan's dishes once, plus there is no extra time at all during this time.
Even rest has become a luxury, how could she still ask Lu Yan to do these things for her?
Chen Xue glanced at Lu Yan angrily, Lu Yan smiled arrogantly, she didn't debunk Lu Yan's smile, this was what he deserved, and it was really not easy for Lu Yan to cook for her.
can make a man cook, unless it is a beloved woman, or it has a particularly heavy weight in his heart, otherwise this man will never cook himself.