535 STOP 2 STOP-2: The Final Struggle of New Purgatory City

-Hideka's subconscious-

04：22 AM

"Don't!" Hideka wanted to shout but couldn't.

"How is this possible? All of a sudden, all of a sudden?" Xiuxiang's face turned red, maybe it was a temporary lack of oxygen, maybe it was a moment of regret.

"How could I make such a mistake?!" her heart was full of remorse, but it might have been too late.

"He's hurt, he's definitely hurt. Xiuxiang thought in her heart, "All this, I can't help but say that I caused it, isn't it?"

"What the hell did I do? Or did I do what I could have done, but I didn't do it......?" her heart went up and down, and she couldn't help but think about it, and she couldn't ignore it, and the moment she flew up, how could a person's mind think about so many things, Xiuxiang didn't understand, and she didn't want to understand.

"The last struggle! What I'm doing is just the last struggle!" Hideka thought, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but overflow with a wry smile.

"I am sad because of my own failures, I am bitter because of endless remorse, I am sad because I didn't seize the opportunity and let everything slip through my fingers, and I am worried about the unpredictable consequences. ”

Hideka felt that everything was too strange.

The strangeness of the present needs to be modified with a word that is extremely strong to reflect its true degree - such as unusually strange, very strange, extremely strange, and so on......

This is mainly because, to sum up, there are a few oddities:

1. Xiuxiang felt that her body had stopped in mid-air, but her mind had entered the realm of freedom.

2. Xiuxiang felt as if she was asleep and awake, saying that she was awake, but her thoughts were a little involuntary and a little lazy, thinking on the one hand and sleeping on the other.

3. Xiuxiang's sense of time is gradually being lost, she feels that the current time is still in motion, and it is also a movement in motion, and it is difficult to judge what state she is in now.

4. Deep down in her heart, the seeds of doubt have sprouted, she feels that this place is extremely real, so real that even every ice cream is real, and on the other hand, she feels that everything here is false, so false that even she is a biggest deception.

5. Xiuxiang feels that she is somewhere else, and here, and here, and there, in every place, and not in any place.

It's that weird.

"Maybe it's because we don't have the earth to rely on. When people are detached from the earth, they are prone to be unrealistic and distracted. Xiuxiang realized that she had flown out and flew into the sky.

A person who has no strength is thrown out, just like a plastic bag involuntarily in a hurricane, even if it looks as beautiful as a balloon, after all, the bag is empty, and in the end, even if it rises to the highest altitude, it will only disappear sooner or later, it will be torn to pieces, and finally die in the garbage dump...... There are many, many more metaphors like this......

Pessimism, indeed, is very inactive......

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Xiuxiang has this pessimistic mood in her heart, which is intensifying every minute and second...... And this emotion has created an atmosphere, and it is not only in the gestation stage, it has been fermented and expanded, and it is constantly occupying more territory in her mind, she does not know how to contain it, she can only let it eat away at her still sound mind and consciousness, maybe it will not be long before those sunny places will become dark corners.

In the face of life and death, Xiuxiang is also afraid.

She is very ordinary, and she is by no means righteous and awe-inspiring.

She can say big things, but she can't hide what she is bold.

Now, it can't be worse, because Hideka thinks it's already the worst situation.

Xiuxiang doesn't know how to build a positive mindset.

In the face of this life-and-death situation, she doesn't know how to be optimistic, how to be regardless of gains and losses, and don't care about trade-offs.

It's not easy for her as a little woman.

Xiuxiang is rising, Feiyu is falling, and the distance between them is getting bigger and bigger.

"I finally have to face it alone, and I have to face these things by myself. ”

Xiuxiang can think of what will happen next, either the giant will split himself in half with a knife, or the giant will clean up his words and then pay attention to himself, in short, the monk can't run away from the temple.

This ascent time is short and long, Xiuxiang suspects that she can use the technique of time and space stillness, and she has used it in the wrong place, her posture is so unbeautiful, her face is so hideous, and pausing at this time is tantamount to exposing her ugly photos.

"Look, can I be uglier?" Hideka felt that her head was heavy, and the blood flowed backwards, and all this blood poured into her head, adding to her burden.

She felt sad and blamed herself for flying headfirst up.

"That's good! Xiuxiang encouraged herself in her heart.

Time stood still for a long, long time, although it may only be a few seconds, but Hideka felt the bitter taste.