He Waner couldn't stand the unbearable of following the boss to the back kitchen to kill live rabbits, so the job was handed over to Ke Zhifang.

A few minutes later, he came back and said, "The youngest one is four catties, one catty makes a white chop rabbit, and three catties makes a sharp pepper rabbit, is it enough?"

He Guaner's head was like pounding garlic: "Enough is enough." ”

Immediately stunned: "Why are you anti-customer again? I said that I will pay the bill today, and you have to play tricks again to rush to give money, I am really going to be angry." ”

Ke Zhifang smiled: "Okay, I listen to you." ”

His voice is calm and quiet, and his voice has a texture that can make most people feel good, especially when he laughs a little, which always makes people think of the words warm and jade.

In fact, He Guaner sometimes feels that Mo Chunshan also has a jade-like texture - it's just that he is cold, born with a cold arrogance, even if you have a different kind of good impression of him, you will stop because of that kind of indifference and alienation.

It's just that, I don't know when, the shell of indifference and alienation was quietly broken, and before she knew it, she had already stepped forward and stretched out her hand, wanting to touch his temperature.

Thinking of Mo Chunshan, she lost her mind for a moment, or Ke Zhifang asked her what drink she wanted to drink before she woke up.

She settled down and asked the question she was concerned about: "Dr. Ke, what is the case you said earlier that is consistent with my situation?"

Ke Zhifang smiled bitterly: "You haven't had any effect with me for four years, and the child has only been treated four times, how can the effect be so fast?"

He Wan'er was a little disappointed, and Ke Zhifang's words changed: "It's a long time coming." Don't be afraid, with me here. ”

The speaker has a heart, but the listener is shocked.

When He Wan'er heard his name, a stirring spirit - this was the first time that Ke Zhifang called her name directly.

Before this, when he was not so familiar, he called him Miss He, and later changed to Qinghe, but he never called out the word Wan'er.

Some of the distances she deliberately wanted to keep before seemed to be invisibly forcibly narrowed by him.

Also, the words "the coming days are long" also made her realize other meanings.

He Wan'er didn't know how to answer his words, and Ke Zhifang looked at her quietly, as if waiting for a flower to bloom.

It happened that the waiter came out with side dishes and drinks, and said that the rabbit meat would be ready in two minutes, so that the guest officer could not be impatient.

He Wan'er hurriedly opened the drink and drank it, but he could still feel Ke Zhifang's gaze staying on her.

After a while, the waiter brought the rabbit meat to the table, He Guaner raised the chopsticks, and wanted to greet Ke Zhifang, but she always felt that the embarrassment just now had not passed, and she didn't know how to speak.

But Ke Zhifang picked up the minced coriander in the table seasoning bowl, put some into the plate of the white cut rabbit, and joked: "The rabbit is so cute, of course it must be accompanied by coriander." ”

After being hungry for most of the day, He Wan'er had already cooed, and in front of her favorite food, it didn't take long for her to forget what she had heard and thought before the meal, and she focused on eating.

Ke Zhifang's appetite is also good, four catties of rabbit meat was eaten cleanly, and a snack was added at the end.

He Wan'er finally got what he wanted and settled the account, and then stroked his stomach with satisfaction and sighed: "This dish can make me never leave Gyeongju for the rest of my life." ”

"Just one dish?" Ke Zhifang laughed, "Then, what about one more person?"

The satisfaction brought by the food disappeared in an instant, and He Wan'er knew that it was finally time for her to face this problem head-on.

She took a deep breath, straightened up, and said to him, "We've eaten too much, let's go to the river across from us and eat it." ”

As early as Ke Zhifang's day and a half temptation and half a statement, He Guaner would think about a question - after being single for eight years, if the other party is Ke Zhifang who understands her and can help her overcome psychological obstacles, will she move forward or rest on her laurels?

This problem once bothered her very much, and even subconsciously avoided thinking about it, always feeling that this was a problem that she couldn't solve, and it was wrong to choose.

Now, something is changing.

Something she once thought of as a beast of the flood, because of someone's appearance, no longer discouraged her.

On the contrary, that face with extremely clear eyebrows will remind her from time to time.

She even thinks that if she is the one who can dream normally, maybe he has appeared in her dreams many times.

Some thoughts were quietly sprouting, and she even felt that she was enjoying the process.

Now that you've made a decision, don't mislead others and yourself.

He Guan'er took a breath and said, "Doctor Ke, I actually understand what you just said. ”

Ke Zhifang paused, looked back at her, his eyes shining like stars: "Really understand?"

She nodded and looked up at him, "But I'd rather not understand." ”

Ke Zhifang's expression remained unchanged, but after looking at each other for more than ten seconds, he sighed and said, "Are you rejecting me?"

He Wan'er was a little apologetic, lowered his head and apologized: "I'm sorry." ”

Ke Zhifang continued to walk forward: "Okay, you don't want to understand, but I understand. ”

He Wan'er became more and more apologetic, rushed forward in a few steps, stood shoulder to shoulder with him, and said, "I'm sorry, in fact, I should have made it clear the first time, not to run away all the time." ”

Ke Zhifang's voice was as warm as ever: "You don't have to be sorry for this matter, it's not your fault." Actually, my purpose is not pure, the reason why I have the idea of today is because I want to make a breakthrough in your treatment. You know, you've been treating me for four years and your condition hasn't changed much, so I'm frustrated. One day, it occurred to me that if I had a closer relationship, I would not be able to find a breakthrough in treating you. From that moment on, I would unconsciously want to draw our relationship closer, and over time, even I didn't know when the thought of wanting to be with you became so strong. ”

He Wan'er was dumbfounded, she didn't expect Ke Zhifang to say it so bluntly.

He continued: "I'm sorry if it makes you uncomfortable, but I shouldn't have been self-righteous and misjudged for thinking that we've reached that – that level. ”

He Guan'er understood what he meant, and once again involuntarily said, "I'm sorry." ”

Her third apology made Ke Zhifang laugh.

He chuckled, a little helpless: "Okay, it's in vain how many times I say it again, I'm afraid you will have to apologize for the fourth and fifth times." Well, instead of saying I'm sorry, let's talk about the reasons for rejecting me. ”

He paused for a few seconds, as if looking for the right words: "With all due respect, I've always felt like I'm a great fit for you." You have no memory and are afraid of intimacy, but I know your problems, so you don't have to explain your irrational behavior to me, and I have enough patience to wait and treat you. Again, what do you think of me?"

He Wan'er was silent, she agreed with Ke Zhifang's words - judging from the men she has come into contact with now, Ke Zhifang is indeed the most suitable one for her, and Ke Zhifang's inference is not unreasonable, under the condition of getting along day and night, the treatment that she has been in a state of stagnation may really take a big step forward.

However, she didn't want to establish an intimate relationship in exchange for a complete solution to her problem - because Ke Zhifang was not that person.

Ke Zhifang saw that she didn't answer, so he changed his question: "Or, do you think I am not suitable for you?"

He Wan'er was stunned, biting his lip, but still did not answer.

Do you want her to say, I'm sorry I like someone else? Not to mention that she is saying this now, it is a bit like rejecting Ke Zhifang's excuse, and she is not sincere at all, just saying that she has not let others know the meaning of Mo Chunshan's existence at present.

Ke Zhifang kept looking at He Wan'er and didn't wait for an answer.

He sighed: "I'm sorry, I'm annoying again, I just want to make this matter clear and let me know where I failed." You don't want to say it, just because I never mentioned it, okay?"

He Wan'er hurriedly lowered his head, and felt a little guilty: "I don't know, it's just that I don't have such a will now." ”

She lied, so she didn't dare to look at Ke Zhifang even more. Now, in fact, she has the willingness to take the initiative to contact a man, and she can also dream, although the content of the dream is the same, but the dream seems to be extending little by little.

One day, she will be able to see the dream clearly, understand the meaning of the dream, and then seek more possibilities.

Therefore, if there is no memory, there is no difference between her and ordinary people.

And even if she has no memory, she is still her, and this will not change.

Ke Zhifang naturally didn't know what she was thinking at this time, looked sideways, and smiled slightly: "I hope my words today will not cause you trouble." ”

In his kindness and open-mindedness, He Waner felt that he was even less worthy of his kindness.

She hadn't figured out how to speak so much less embarrassed, but she heard Ke Zhifang speak again: "In addition, Qinghe, I suggest that you don't need to make an appointment for treatment recently." ”

He Wan'er was stunned for a moment, and immediately raised his head: "What?"

Ke Zhifang seemed to guess her nervousness and surprise, and there was a shallow smile in his eyes: "Although I am a little unhappy to be rejected, it is not because of this reason that I will not give you treatment." ”

He Wan'er nodded, and his tone was firm: "I know, you won't be so stingy." ”

He smiled and explained, "I have two sides to my consideration. One is that I need time to study a case similar to yours, and if I treat you at the same time, I'm afraid that we will interfere with each other. On the other hand, your treatment may have reached a bottleneck, and no matter how hard we try on our side, we have to wait...... Slow down to move forward. Moreover, have you ever thought that the last time you had a dream change was actually something that happened after I went to the United States and the treatment was interrupted for half a month. Perhaps the treatment is not effective, but rather has the opposite effect. Or maybe it actually has an effect, but it takes time and space for that effect to come into play. ”

He Wan'er frowned and tried to digest the amount of information in this passage, Ke Zhifang waited quietly for a while, and gave her advice again: "So I think it's better to pause for a while and wait and see what happens, maybe there will be new gains." Maybe one day, you'll not need me at all. ”

He Wan'er nodded suddenly, and just wanted to say something, but heard him speak again: "But, if you need me, call me at any time." ”

The river breeze was biting, and the night wind lifted a wisp of his bangs, revealing a full forehead, showing a pair of eyes that were clear and dark.

He Wan'er looked him straight in the eye and replied softly, "Okay." ”