Chapter 169: Controllable and Uncontrollable
From the time Gu Jun ran to An Xi's side, the three of them had been paying attention to his figure.
Although they couldn't hear the topic of Gu Jun and An Xi's exchange clearly, they could see that their situation was definitely unhappy.
The three of you look at me and I look at you a little stunned.
After more than half a month of contact, there have been some speculations about the relationship between Gu Jun and An Xi.
Especially knowing that An Xi played Wu Zhizhen was because of Gu Jun's strong recommendation.
From the situation above friendship when I first joined the group, it seems to be a bit inferior to ordinary friends now.
Yu Haolei, who took a hard puff of cigarette, said: "I always feel that something is wrong. Last year, I was in a movie directed by Chen Kaige, when Gu Jun and An Xi had just met, and they were so close that they almost slept in a room.
Now they are completely different from the two people I knew a year ago, one is working hard to release, and the other is desperately collecting, it's so weird. ”
Wang Jingchun added: "It's really wrong. Anxi's temperament is getting colder and colder now, and I always have an illusion that she is Wu Zhizhen. This is the performance of entering the play, there is nothing wrong with this, she understands the feeling of entering the play, and she can detect it from her attitude towards Gu Jun.
This should be a sense of distance that she deliberately created, and she now wants to reflect her attitude towards Gu Jun and Wu Zhizhen's attitude towards Zhang Zili.
Since she is confident in mastering this balance between herself and her role, she is confident that she will change this state at the right time.
What makes me feel strange is Gu Jun, his performance this afternoon is indeed into the play, but after the play, he gave me a very strange feeling, and I always felt that he was a little different from before. He seems to have been affected by 'Zhang Zili', and I'm afraid that after the shooting, he won't be able to strip off Zhang Zili's character attributes. ”
"You're still afraid of the end of the shooting, I'm afraid of the explosion during the shooting now. Bring me a cigarette and I'll try what it tastes like. ”
Diao Yinan, who never smoked, stretched out his hand to Wang Jingchun, who was a little stunned, confirmed that Diao Yinan was not joking, took out the blue box of Changbai Mountain from his pocket, and divided it.
Diao Yinan took a deep breath like Wang Jingchun did before, and before he could slowly spit it out, he was choked by the spicy smell of smoke and coughed.
Wang Jingchun, who was the mastermind behind the scenes, hurriedly patted Diao Yinan on the back: "I still think you can smoke, you used to control it, you really don't smoke together, why bother." ”
Diao Yinan, who recovered after a while, turned red, and threw the broken cigarette into the trash can not far away.
Half looking up to the sky, after a long time, he said melancholy: "There are some things you don't know, Gu Jun and An Xi are a couple." Gu Jun lived in Anxi House on the first day he came to Harbin. Later, Anxi wouldn't let him in. ”
Yu Haolei said: "Are you worried that An Xi will fall out with Gu Jun? No, even if they really get into the play, it's okay, right? With the passage of time, the strengthening of their own attributes and the weakening of their character attributes will naturally come out." ”
"I'm not worried about Anxi, I'm worried about Gu Jun. Diao Yinan said melancholy: "Yu Haolei, you graduated from Nortel, Jingchun graduated from the play, and Anxi also graduated from the play, you have received four years of professional training in school and know a lot of acting theories and skills."
Several of you have come out of the Tao around 2,000 years ago, and you have at least ten years of polishing, and your knowledge has turned into rich experience, you know how to mobilize emotions the fastest, believe in the role, liberate the character's nature, and know how to establish a balance between yourself and the role even if you enter the play.
But Gu Jun is completely wild, he doesn't know how to enter the play by relying on his own abundant emotions, so he can only really enter the role if he truly identifies with the role. This is Gu Jun's problem now, he doesn't understand where the balance between himself and the role is?"
"Is there any way to do it?"
"Yes. After a long time, Diao Yinan spoke: "Two ways, first, to break Gu Jun's unformed sense of faith, this is equivalent to ruining the trick." Second, give everything to Gu Jun and believe in him. ”
Diao Yinan, who shook his head, left.
Wang Jingchun and Yu Haolei glanced at each other, and they could see each other's meaningful eyes, and the two of them, who knew that some things were not up to them, followed Diao Yinan's figure.
That night, Diao Yinan, who couldn't sleep for a long time, went to Gu Jun's room.
A few people knew about it, but no third person knew what conversation there had been between Diao Yinan and Gu Jun.
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The filming continued the next day and went well.
Everything seems to be harmonious, but it's just as it seems.
It was April 12th.
The day is night, and the location is Harbin Playground.
Today's Gu Jun is still dressed as usual, with a torn jacket, gray towel, messy hairstyle, and two mustaches.
And Anxi's outfit is different from before, her dress is very ordinary, that is, a woolen coat and scarf.
The clothes are ordinary and can be found everywhere, but the color scheme is carefully chosen.
The woolen coat is camel-colored, and camel is khaki, which is often used as a metaphor for love.
The scarf is bright red, and the most common meaning of red is passion, like fire.
Anxi's dress is no longer a hint, but an explicit. Of course, this is director Diao Yinan's clear statement to fans.
The application of color is Diao Yinan's most used artistic expression in "Fireworks in the Day".
Now Gu Jun and An Xi are in a cable car, and there are two people in the cable car, photographer Dong Jinsong and director Diao Yinan.
There is an impasse in the current situation, mainly between Gu Jun and Diao Yinan.
The filming progress of "Fireworks in the Day" has passed most of the time, and in the plot, the captain Xiao Wang has been sacrificed.
Liang Zhijun also really died, and at the same time, took the secret away.
With the question of why Liang Zhijun killed those three people and whether these three things had anything to do with Wu Zhizhen, Zhang Zili traced down the secrets that Wu Zhizhen carried.
Tonight he chose the cable car at the playground because he could see the "Fireworks in the Day" nightclub.
Wu Zhizhen's past is hidden there.
Zhang Zili wants to dig out the secret in Wu Zhizhen's heart when she is at her most vulnerable.
Everything was his plan, including his desire to possess her, and only then she must have been the most lax and defenseless.
The shoot had actually been going on for more than an hour, several shots had been completed, and only the last shot was disputed.
In the public version, there is a boat scene, Zhang Zili said 'you have to take the initiative', and then there was a kiss with Wu Zhizhen, and the next shot was in the early morning of the next day.
But there's a real passion scene in the script.
The point of contention is scale.
Diao Yinan insisted on filming, and when he knew the real relationship between Gu Jun and An Xi before, he had a very radical idea.
He only told Gu Jun that there was such a scene to be filmed before, and it wasn't until just now that he really announced his plan.
He wanted to shoot with a real kun.
This is unacceptable to Gu Jun, even if Diao Yinan gives him the case, he can leave the shooting scene and leave only a female photographer.
Even if Diao Yinan uses the relationship between them to avoid this, even if he uses the so-called artistic expression to persuade Gu Jun.
No, no, no, this is Gu Jun's bottom line, he doesn't listen to the reason. Any.
Facing Diao Yinan, Gu Jun's heart was conflicted, and he had a very dark idea in his heart, he was looking forward to really having Wu Zhizhen here.
This comes from the influence of Zhang Zili's role on him. It was the deformed pathology of his heart that was raging.
It's just an idea, no matter what, it can't overwhelm Gu Jun's own bottom line, because he is Gu Jun.
Two months after the filming of the movie, Gu Jun intervened in daily shooting for the first time as an investor, and it was undoubted.
After the dispute, the two sides reached a consensus that Gu Jun could appear in the film if it was not fungal, and he would cover Anxi with his body.
Compared to the current weather, Anxi is really talking about little, but this outfit is not over the line for summer.
Gu Jun and An Xi faced each other, and the distance between the two was so close that they could almost feel each other's temperature.
An Xi lowered his head, Gu Jun turned his face slightly sideways, and took all of An Xi's face into his eyes, and the neon color of the cable car illuminated the two of them, alternating various colors.
Dong Jinsong stood on the seat, and the camera accurately shone on the faces of the two, and included the slightest expression on the faces of Zhang Zili and Wu Zhizhen into the camera.
The three of them are ready, and the only one who is free is Diao Yinan.
Shouted 'Scene 96, Mirror 6, First Time.' At the same time, activate the other two characters.
Zhang Zili said in a soothing tone: "It's much better for you to take the initiative to tell me now than to tell others later." ”
"What do you mean?"
"I said you have to be proactive. ”
Wu Zhizhen's movements slowly approached Zhang Zili, staring at him, and they made a decision.
Two hours later, at the last moment when this one was broken down into nearly ten small shots, An Xi said in Gu Jun's ear in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "Tonight, wait for me." ”
Gu Jun, who heard this, was a little stunned, and just about to respond, An Xi had already pushed him away.
At this time, Diao Yinan clapped his palms: "Call it a day." ”
According to the plot in "Fireworks in the Day", tonight is a very important opportunity for Wu Zhizhen's psychological transformation.
Giving herself to Zhang Zili, she wants to start a new life.
In the real world, Anxi has a strong shadow of Wu Zhizhen, if she was ice before just now.
Now she has melted into water, although it is still cold, but it no longer has the edge of ice and has the softness of water.
This shows that her entry into the play is controllable.
The change of this attribute was quickly confirmed in her body, she was much more relaxed than before, and took the initiative to discuss the plot with Diao Yinan.
There's nothing to be embarrassed about, although the scene just now is a fruit play, she is wearing no less than in summer, the only difference is that she is wearing summer clothes in winter.
It may be tempting to end up in the footage, but on a practical scale, even the beach bikini is much bigger than it is now.
Water has a temperature, from zero degrees to 100 degrees Celsius boiling, which is completely different.
The role of Wu Zhizhen has been sublimated, and An Xi must also be sublimated, she wants to experience Wu Zhizhen's true feelings, and only Gu Jun can help her.
So, she said the phrase 'wait for me'.
Everything is very ordinary, except for Gu Jun.
If it was Gu Jun, he should be very happy, after all, after two months, he finally took Anxi back.
But there is still a feeling of pride in his heart, as if he has overcome a difficult goal, as if he has climbed a high mountain, as if he has completed a challenge. It was as if he was about to regain his glory.
All are happy, but the latter is one-sided and unequal.
He knew that it was Zhang Lizi's feelings about Wu Zhizhen that were influencing him, which stemmed from Gu Jun's efforts to identify with Zhang Zili's actions, sympathize with him, feel him and even become him, and then made an idea that conformed to Zhang Zili's logic now.
Gu Jun's entry into the play is uncontrollable.
Gu Jun didn't tell anyone about this feeling in his heart, he urgently needed a strong exercise to cause adrenaline secretion and make the brain forget the characters in his mind.
For example, roller coasters, such as bungee jumping, such as Anxi's date at night.
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It's almost early in the morning at three o'clock in the morning.
Gu Jun's room was lit up with soft lights, listening to the slight breathing sound belonging to An Xi beside him.
Gu Jun felt a little panicked, he couldn't remember how many times the two had fought against each other, and he didn't know how much sweat he had shed.
Gu Jun, who was also lying down, didn't feel sleepy, he had been lying like this for more than an hour, and in the quiet room, only the cigarette burning in Gu Jun's hand proved that this was not a static photo.
Gu Jun is a non-smoker, this cigarette is Anxi's, and Wu Zhizhen, who she plays, has a habit of smoking, so she carries a box with her in case of emergency.
This cigarette is harmless, it is an exclusive customized prop smoke, which will not produce nicotine and carbon monoxide, which may be the reason why the smoke cannot take away Gu Jun's worries.
The adrenaline he thought was not bringing him back into his world, just like he now had the self-blame and morbid pleasure of being rough with Anxi last night.
There were more and more cigarette butts in the ashtray, Gu Jun became more and more impatient, and he wanted to go to Diao Yinan and ask if there was any way to get out of this state.
On the night of a month ago, Diao Yinan once came to his room, said that he had started to enter the play, and explained the benefits and disadvantages to him.
In Gu Jun's heart, it is just to enter the play, and if others can come out, they will definitely be able to come out, even if he knows that some actors have caused bad consequences because they have entered the play too deeply.
But he thinks that those actors have more or less encountered problems before because of their psychology, and the character's emotions may just be the factor that triggers this.
In order to highlight the sublimeness of art, it cannot be pushed to 'go too deep into the play'.
Gu Jun is very confident in his character, and there is no possibility of depression at all.
is still very happy that he can enter the play, and Gu Jun scoffs at being immersed in the role and may not even be able to play.
There is no way that would happen to him.