Chapter 1: Prologue
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"Wood, if you want me to say, you can divide it with her, and you can't do this. "On a roadside barbecue stall, there was oil smoke, and on the seat behind the barbecue, two people were sitting on it eating barbecue.
"Mouse, I know what you mean. But after all, we've been together for three years at the university, and it's already the fourth year even now......" At this point, the man suddenly stopped talking, picked up the cold beer on the table and poured it into his mouth.
"Hey, seriously. Qingqing is not sorry for you though. You didn't feel sorry for her either. But you're not in touch anymore. Tell me, was the last time you contacted her a month ago or half a year ago?"
Hearing the mouse's words, Li Mu fell into deep thought.
In his sophomore year, he met Huang Qingqing and fell in love. Until the senior year, the relationship between the two was tepid. After graduating from college, Huang Qingqing and Li Mu separated because of work. One in the south and one in the north.
At first, the two kept in touch every day, but it slowly turned into a contact every few days, and then they are in contact with fate now. Li Mu himself knew very well that his relationship with Huang Qingqing had come to an end.
On the contrary, Huang Qingqing is also very aware of this relationship, but neither of them proposed to break up first. After all, this is his college days with her.
"Wood, you listen to me. Give us a call and ask. If she still has a relationship with you, you go to her. Anyway, it's not going well for you to work right now. ”
"If the relationship between the two of you really gets to the point of fading into white water, it's going to be cut off. So hello to her. Hello everyone, get together and disperse. There's no need to stalemate with each other for a breakup. The mouse said. The mouse's real name is Zhang Feng, because he was thin and weak in college. And a little timid. Nicknamed Mouse.
Li Mu heard the mouse's words and thought for a moment. His relationship with Huang Qingqing has really reached the stage of breaking up. It's just that both of them still have a trace of hesitation. No one wants to break up.
Stimulated by alcohol, Li Mu listened to the mouse's advice and dialed the familiar and unfamiliar phone. After waiting for dozens of seconds, a female voice came from the other end of the phone.
"Hey, what's wrong?" the voice was flat, like a friend. There is no joy of receiving a call from your boyfriend in a relationship.
"Qingqing, I want to ask, where do you think our relationship has gone?" Li Mu was also very bland, both of them were like this.
"Actually, we all get it. Why do you ask this question all of a sudden?"
"It's okay, let's break up. There is no need to affect the two of us because of these two simple words. Li Mu's voice did not have a trace of waves.
"Good. The tone of the voice on the phone didn't fluctuate emotionally because of the breakup.
"It's good to get together and disperse, and we will still be friends in the future. The other end of the phone hung up. The relationship between the two is also completely over.
Li Mu held the phone and didn't speak, and when the mouse looked at Li Mu's appearance, he knew that Huang Qingqing agreed to break up. Didn't bother Li Mu either.
"Come and drink. Li Mu poured a glass of wine and touched the mouse. Then drink it all. Although the relationship has come to an end, after all, we have been together for four years. Suddenly separated, Li Mu was still a little reluctant in his heart.
"Mouse, all these years. I've never heard of a girl you like. You're not ugly. Is there something wrong with your orientation?" Li Mu suddenly changed the subject. It's not too much to entangle on Huang Qingqing's body.
"Wood, there's no problem with my orientation. You know what? I'm very open-minded. The love of our generation. ”
"It depends on whether the parents have money or not, and if the parents have money, you don't have to worry about the RV, and you can always go on a trip with her who you like. Buy her a bag, buy clothes. ”
"And my parents don't have money, so all we need to solve at the moment is food, clothing and settlement. Life only bullies the poor. Love too. ”
"And you, like me, are poor. There is no need to let untouchable love affect our food, clothing and settlement. The rat suddenly changed and was as frivolous as ever. fell into sorrow.
"......" Li Mu was speechless for a while. The rat was right.
If he had money, his father's lung cancer could also be detected early, not to mention cured. But at least for a few more years. Spend more time with the family. Don't stay up until you are terminally ill before entering the hospital. Then he left his family in just three months.
Suppose there is money in the family. He can go to Huang Qingqing at any time to contact his feelings.
"Wood, times are different now. My dad married my mom with a radio. Now let's not talk about getting married. Except for the Qingming Festival, all other festivals have become festivals to give gifts to girls. ”
"And they only think about whether we gave them a gift or not. The state of our economy is not taken into account at all. They will only ask for gifts, red envelopes. Then take a screenshot to show affection and secretly compare. I don't dare to say all of them, but most of them are. ”
"I don't deny that a gift is a manifestation of the heart. But we don't have the capital to buy gifts for them. So there is no need to fall in love. It's not good for them or for us. Li Mu didn't expect that the rat would see it so thoroughly.
"I don't see it, rat, you can see it so clearly. Li Mu laughed. It's just a little bitter to laugh. Because the rat is talking about what he is now. Live like a dog.
The company carefully coped with the boss. After work, he cheated on his mother. I'm doing well. Even during breaks, I can only stay at home watching TV and playing games. Not eligible to travel.
I believe that most people are like this, not only rats and Li Mu.
The two drank for a long time that night.
In the end, Li Mu didn't even know how he got home.
Look at your little snail. Li Mu climbed onto the bed with his last consciousness.
After a long time, a sudden pain woke up Li Mu in his sleep.
Li Mu kept beating his calves with both hands. The muscles on the calf can be seen with the naked eye. Constant twitching. And the pain in the heart made Li Mu grit his teeth.
Obviously, it's a calf cramp. Li Mu had tried this taste before. But this time it was the longest. Ten minutes. For ten minutes, Li Mu almost felt like he was leaving this beautiful world.
"Please value your hard-earned gifts. After the pain, such a sentence suddenly popped up in Li Mu's mind.
Li Mu was stimulated by the pain, and he was already sleepy, this was not an auditory hallucination. It's real.