576, old ruts
In his memory, everything was sweet, always reminding him of the lush scenery outside the window of his classroom in the outer Chinese college, hula la in the winter when everything was silent, but because the sky was similar or different, he finally embarked on his own path.
There are those who have been imprisoned by humility and poverty in their youth, and the cruel social reality has carved people's hearts, forced them to make all kinds of choices, and finally lost themselves in the gray steel forest.
He will always remember the time when he stood on tiptoe and looked up at happiness. He refused to let go of even a word from her.
As long as you have met it, whether it was reckless or clumsy at the time, that person will always exist in your memory. All the stories run, spin, and grow like weeds. Who said that youth is a bright sorrow.
And who do you remember about that most innocent time?
"Li Erhe, you are my lifelong support. ”
"Please don't leave me!"
"Li Erhe, your temper is so cheap!"
"Second Li, you're annoying!"
"Second child, I know your heart. ”
"There is no one in this world who cares about me except you. “
Everything is vivid.
He still remembers his and hers' last words, "Not a weakness." Weakness is enough to be annoying, but it can also be pitiful. You are a strong person, I don't pity you, Li Erhe, have a good time. ”
He didn't have to look at all of her face, but just by looking at her eyes, nose, or mouth, he could guess what she was trying to say.
He said ruthlessly, "I already have a son and a daughter. ”
He never mentioned that he and she used to have a son and a daughter.
He couldn't control himself at the moment, he wanted to punish her, even if the water in his eyes couldn't hold it at the moment, but he still needed a decent face.
He muttered, "I'm leaving, just be happy." ”
It's like Hanako being chased and bitten by a dog, and she can't wait to run away.
"Look, Erhe, you're still like this, you're still like this, you've never really cared about me!" she shouted a little louder.
Li He turned his back, "You don't know me. ”
"Then I congratulate you, you are very happy. "But you shouldn't have come to me again, why did you come to me?" ”
Li He laughed miserably, "Yes. ”
A misunderstanding is a misunderstanding, and he doesn't care.
"I'm sorry, I just hope you're okay. This is Li He's truth from the heart, as long as she is good, there is nothing he is not happy about.
He didn't want her to compromise under patriarchy.
It is always said that men and women are equal in society now, but in fact, after the betrayal of the woman, this kind of thing will never be equal.
The physiological structure of men and women is different, and the growth environment promotes different educational cultures, in short, each has its own mission, and if you play well, you can be considered a complete person, if you don't play well, gender traits will bring you a devastating identity.
He admires Westerners in this regard, and in terms of the relationship between the two sides, there are few examples of love turning into hatred, and he just hopes that they will be well. How heavy the inferiority complex is, how great the hatred is.
Revenge on each other because of love and hatred, that is not true love for each other at all, but selfish desires, but their own efforts have not been rewarded accordingly and do not want to see the other party leave their own happiness, at the beginning of how much they loved each other, and we could not predict that we could not always be together, why did we refuse to let go of each other when fate was exhausted, in fact, the stalemate relationship is the most painful and the most abrasive.
It is always said that time is precious, in fact, a woman's time is more precious, the best time in a woman's life between 20 and 30 years old, these are the youth that no amount of money can be exchanged for, cherish the time she spends by his side, the future is unpredictable, the present is the best time.
If resentment is spoken, there is always an element of deception at the beginning, but hatred will only make him more unable to let go and become more narrow-minded. He doesn't want to hate, and he doesn't want to recall, he just hopes that the person who used to be good to him will live happily, and the person who treated him badly will have its own arrangement in God, and it is not worth his obsession and jealousy at all.
"I'm fine, thank you for your concern. She was smiling the whole time.
"Hmm. "He suddenly didn't want to go on, he didn't want to tell his story, he didn't want to show off, he just wanted to like her well, he just wanted her to be happy, although the last person standing next to her was not him...
May she always be well.
He couldn't make up for what he owed her in her previous life.
"You'll always be like that. She got angry, "If you're not satisfied, it's this kind of little temperament, I can't spoil you like this forever, you have to learn to grow up slowly." ”
The words fell, and tears came out.
"I'm sorry. Li He couldn't bear to look at her. "I'll go, take care of myself." ”
He's already a dad of children.
He didn't want to go back to the old ways of life.
"You already have a family of your own. She said, "If you're happy." ”
"What about you?" he finally asked. But he is an ordinary person, and ordinary people can only be soft, and there is no real strength to support his hard heart, so he can find a way to settle himself.
She smiled and said, "Look." ”
"It's time to find someone to take care of you. After saying this, he walked away without looking back.
He was afraid that she would see her cry.
Just a few steps out, Ding Shiping's car had already passed. said that he would go back first, but he still didn't dare to go, after all, he had already learned from the past.
Ding Shiping got out of the car and opened the car door for him, looked at Li He with tears streaming down his face, and then glanced at the girl.
After Li He got into the car, he turned his head and looked at her figure getting farther and farther away, and finally cried. If you die, you will die, but it is true that you can eat less.
He and her world are gone, he doesn't know himself, he can't maintain an orderly family, only walking around is more comfortable.
Ding Shiping didn't say a word, just beat him on the back.
Li He whimpered, "Please help me deliver a check to her tomorrow." ”
"I see. Ding Shiping was not willing to go against Li He's mind at all. He probably guessed something, he had never seen Li He like this.
But after crying, he also finished crying, and when he got home, Li He drank again, he always couldn't sleep, and as soon as he lay down, a shadow was about to pop up in his brain.
That shadow was always harassing him, so he might as well endure it.
Although he is the richest man, what is the pomp and circumstance?
He knows where his pomp and circumstance came from: on TV, on the Internet, those media people say, and after a few words with the big winner, the media begins to blow a few words seriously, showing that he has a style.
He pondered that there should be no rich or poor in the world.
But if the poor climb the rich and climb to a high place, it is worse than anything.
Li He drank and vomited, vomited and drank.
Ding Shiping boiled him a bowl of porridge and followed his backsliding, "Go to sleep." ”
"Let's ring the bell of hope
How much prayer in the heart
So that everyone does not see failure
Success is always there
Let the earth forget to turn
The four seasons are less summer, autumn and winter
The universe can't close the skylight
So that the sun does not rush to the west
Let joy replace sorrow....." Li Hegang hummed a few words, and couldn't take it anymore.
Ding Shiping had no choice but to work with the security guard to find a way to drag him into the bedroom, "Listen to me, just sleep." ”
Unconsciously, I was infected, followed by sadness and heartache.
ps: Uncles, every chapter is working hard from the bottom of my heart, don't prick the heart of the old hat. There is a genuine subscription, and the old hat is more explosive.