Even if that person is a fool, even if he doesn't have a sense of love and possessiveness, I'm still angry.

I gritted my teeth and stared at him, the fool began to be afraid again, and the senior sister showed a sad expression, and finally looked at me squarely.

I've forgotten how long it's been since I've looked at her, and I can't even look at her when I was fifteen.

My nose is very sore, but my heart is hot, and all my self-control in the face of my senior sister is useless.

I tried to calm myself down, and my sister told the fool a few times, and the fool obediently ran back to his room.

The senior sister walked towards me, her steps were very hard, and I could see that she was lost and panicked.

Then she sat across from me, and she looked like a big sister, long gone, and she wasn't even like that when we reunited a few years ago.

I said hoarsely: "Senior sister......" She didn't speak, she looked at me in a daze for a long time, and I showed a smile that was hard to see: "Come with me." ”

She couldn't laugh, maybe she didn't want to laugh at all, so she shook her head lightly: "Why are you doing this...... All that was before is gone. ”

I said I don't want to hear any reason, I owe you, I can't live a good life, you go back with me, and now no one can stop us.

She was silent for a long time, and I couldn't hide the words in my heart, and kept telling her: "I have two big families, and there is a lot of power, you can also see, those policemen...... No one can hinder us anymore, you go back with me, and we will get married immediately. ”

Senior sister looked at me with tired eyes, she was still very beautiful and young, but I felt that her eyes were very old, as if she had experienced too much and had seen through everything.

I sat down and tried to hug her, but she didn't refuse, so I hugged her. But I felt nothing like I was holding a stranger.

The senior sister whispered: "You have come to this point, is it all to find me?"

I was stunned for a moment and said yes, after graduation, I went back to our original place to struggle, step by step to today, at the beginning, I thought that I was strong enough to find you and marry you.

She took the initiative to hug me and wipe the sweat from my face, I had never seen her so gentle, but I was very uneasy in my heart, I hugged her tighter, she sighed: "You fool......"

It was a gentle tone, and my nose was even more sour, as if I had returned to the age of fifteen, and she was still the eighteen-year-old senior sister.

The two hugged each other like this, and neither said a word. I don't know if she cried, but once again I felt reassured, albeit briefly.

I said, marry me.

She was silent for a long time, her expression was lost, and finally she shook her head: "Thirteen years have passed, and the love has dispersed and the hatred has disappeared." The last time we met, I cried for a long time, and I was relieved at that time, the youthful love in the past, no matter how beautiful it is, is just a memory, after thirteen years, no matter how hard you ask, it's useless, do you understand?"

I understood what she meant, but I didn't want to give up, I looked at her hotly: "We can start all over again, just cultivate feelings between strangers, you come with me, I will depend on you for everything, and treat you well for the rest of my life." ”

She looked at me for a long time, and I tried to smile and show my convictions. But she looked away: "I am already married to someone else, and I will take care of him for the rest of my life." ”

She means that fool? I don't resent that fool now, I even feel a little refreshed: "His parents are not good things, you don't have to stay here anymore like that, what bullshit marriage, don't pay attention." ”

I don't care about that fool and his parents at all, I can kill the deputy mayor and his wife at any time, as for that fool, cry if you like, everyone is selfish, he is not eligible to get a senior sister.

But the senior sister's mind is obviously different from mine, she chuckled: "Actually, I didn't officially marry Zhuzi, he didn't understand anything, and he didn't force me to do anything, but he saved me, in fact, I was picked up by him, and his parents took a fancy to my appearance, and the matter was decided like this, everything was my own volition." ”

I was stunned in my heart, I said then you can repay the favor, you have served him for so long, it is enough, there is no need to take a lifetime.

She smiled again, smiling very gently: "Xiaoyu, I'm just tired, and the pillar can't do without me, he will be uncomfortable, I don't want anything, just spend the rest of my life quietly." ”

I clenched my fists slowly, what is this? I panicked, I was jealous of that fool, I said would you rather accompany a fool than go with me?

Her eyes were so soft that she couldn't speak, and there was a relieved smile in her tone: "Xiaoyu, you're tired too." In fact, you have seen through it, but you don't want to admit it or think about it in the past thirteen years. Back then, you were just greedy for my body, what kind of love does a hairy boy know? If that hadn't happened between us, I'm afraid we would have been strangers. ”

I was stunned and instinctively wanted to refute, but she stopped me with a gentle look: "You chase me not because of love, but because of guilt, I miss you not because of love, but because of hate, I am relieved now, you don't feel guilty anymore." ”

I opened my mouth wide in astonishment, but the senior sister was still smiling, and I saw the waves in her eyes.

For a moment, it was as if my faith had collapsed, and I stared blankly, the softest part of my heart was pricked with a needle, as if I laughed at myself like a self-deprecating smile, it turned out to be because of guilt.

I bowed my head and said nothing, the green years of fifteen, the bad and lustful big sister next door, the wind blowing on the roof, the lips that were deprived for the first time......

I thought that I was in love with that person, like a stubborn fool, who said affectionately that I love you, but in the end I forced myself to say that I love you, and I was proud: Look, I have loved her for thirteen years.

I laughed, laughed like a fool again, laughed and laughed and tears came out, tears came out of my body and my hormones were fucking out of balance, sweat came out, snot came out, I was really like a fool, I was embarrassed.

No more talking, everything is over. The senior sister walked to the bed, her back was wonderful in the moonlight.

I wiped away my tears and snot and forced myself to walk over, I walked over to her and stood, and I said you lean on my shoulder.

She leaned against her, and the night breeze blew her hair to my mouth.

It was a dark night outside, the dim street lamps could not dispel the darkness, there were no stars in the sky, and a crescent moon peeked out from behind the black clouds.

The senior sister pointed outside: "Look at how dark it is in front." ”

Time seemed to be forbidden at that moment, and after all the feelings dissipated, I could only look out in a daze: "Yes, it's so dark." ”

She smiled sideways, "Let's wait for dawn." ”

I was stunned, the sea, the golden sand, the waves, the rocks, and the cold figure, I said to Elijueluo, wait for the dawn, the senior sister said to me, wait for the dawn.

For a while, I nodded: "Okay, wait for dawn." ”

We stood by the window, looking out into the night, talking about the words of our youth.

I said I missed your thigh ice cream, and she said I was tickling at the time, but it was fun.

I said that my heart was beating faster when I remembered the feeling of you kissing me, and she covered her mouth and snickered and kissed me on the lips: "Is my heart still beating fast?"

I said listen to it yourself. She put her head to my heart and chuckled, "It's very steady and heavy." ”

......

Dongfang showed a touch of fish belly white, senior sister is already asleep, and when the dawn comes, I should go.

I carried her to the couch, she fell asleep, I brushed her hair and looked at her face, and it was a long time before I left.

There were still police officers waiting downstairs, and the captain was also sleeping in the car.

I went over to say hello, and he immediately came to his senses and laughed: "Young Master Wang, fortunately, the couple has been arrested, and I came back to see you, but it doesn't seem to be good to disturb you, so I'll wait." ”

He hesitated: "This villa is from corruption, so you have to ...... That stupid son and that woman, according to the procedure......"

I understood what he meant, and raised my hand to pat him on the shoulder: "Let's do business, don't embarrass them, just tell the woman for me by the way, and go back to see my daughter when I have time." ”

He nodded in surprise, and I strode away, feeling a little less in my heart, but a lot more refreshed, and a thirteen-year chase was over.