Chapter XXIII

After Xu Hang heard my answer, he shook his head helplessly: "I knew that you would answer like this, not ordinary ruthless." Can't you give me some fantasies?"

I replied, "Do you need it?" But even if you need it, do you use it? Are we really going to be together? Actually, when you ask, you already know the answer, but it's just self-deception. ”

After Xu Hang heard what I said, he didn't react for a long time, I didn't know what he was thinking, and I didn't care what he was thinking. Maybe he's thinking about what I'm saying, or how to round out what I'm saying. It didn't take long for Xu Hang to look at me and said slowly, "Shanshan, if there is a next life, can you be with me?"

"In the next life, who knows about such distant things?" said that I didn't have Xu Hang, and I was ready to leave.

Xu Hang saw that I was leaving, but he plucked up the courage to hold me in his arms from behind, and then whispered in my ear: "Shanshan, you must be happy! If Mu Xuan bullies you, you must tell me, and I will help you." ”

I gently got out of Xu Hang's arms, then turned around and looked up at Xu Hang and said, "No, I'll solve my own affairs, if he bullies me, it's a big deal that I'm bullying back." After that, I left to find Mu Xuan.

When I came down, I saw Mu Xuan sitting on the steps with a bottle of water in his hand, and when he saw me coming out, he stepped forward and hugged me. I don't know what's wrong?Could it be that there is something wrong with this great god?But feeling Mu Xuan's embrace, I feel a little more nervous about losing it.

"Sanshan, I'm jealous. Mu Xuan hugged me for a while, then looked at me and said.

"Ahh Because he's that sunny, unlike me, always cold. Do you remember the day Xu Hang said that he wanted you to be his girlfriend? At that time, I knew that I cared about you so much that I didn't like you talking to any boy, but I didn't want to remove your wings. What you said to me that night shocked me and I didn't know how to answer you, and I realized that I could not care about anything, I only wanted you to be happy every day, and I didn't want to see your tears. Just today when you let me come out on my own, my heart hurts, and I feel like I'm going to lose you. ”

When Mu Xuan said this, I saw that his hands were trembling. Mu Xuan really cares about me very much, and he cares so much that he has lost himself. At this time, I should be happy, family reasons cause Mu Xuan to be very insecure, Mu Xuan can tell me these shows that Mu Xuan has found a sense of security in me.

"Mu Xuan, I won't leave you. I want to have a home with you. I threw myself back into Mu Xuan's arms and said slowly in his arms.

"Family, yes, we can build our own home, a home for just the two of us. Mu Xuan said excitedly.

I think this may be the beginning of Mu Xuan's regain of his sense of security. Actually, Mu Xuan and I didn't see anyone, Xu Hang was watching us from above, we didn't know what kind of decision Xu Hang made, but we knew that for a long time after that, Xu Hang didn't go with us, a bit like parting ways. But I know that it is just Xu Hang healing himself again, a healing of feelings.

When I returned to the hospital with Mu Xuan, I saw that Gao Hong had finished the infusion, and Yingying and the others were only helping Gao Hong pack her things. After I walked over, Gao Hong felt embarrassed, but she didn't know how to say anything to me, so she didn't speak. We went out of the hospital and talked to Mu Xuan, and I told Mu Xuan that we would go back first, and then I took a taxi back to the dormitory with Yingying and them.

In the next few days, Gao Hong woke up very early and didn't walk with me to school, and I don't know exactly how to get there. Yingying and Xiaojie were very worried when they saw me and Gao Hong like this, I told them that it was okay, Gao Hong would naturally understand it, everything needs time. It just so happens that everyone has a good time consolidating their knowledge, otherwise if they don't do well in the next exam, the teacher will reprimand them.

During this period of time, Xu Hang did not go to and from school with Mu Xuan, and Gao Hong did not go with us, and Mu Xuan and I also planned to call this opportunity to think about how to proceed with the next study. Basic knowledge can sometimes play a big role, Mu Xuan and I began to travel to major libraries, sometimes in the library for a day, the discussion is in full swing.

Bad messages began to circulate in the school, and Zhang Tou also approached us, but the result was that we said she didn't have to worry, everything would pass. Maybe she saw that it was useless to look for us, so she let us develop freely.

After a tepid month, we ushered in a small long holiday, October 1st. This is the last holiday, after this holiday I have to wait for the New Year, when Mu Xuan sent me to the bus station, I asked Mu Xuan how Xu Hang was, Mu Xuan told me that it was still the same, except for classes and sleeping, you can see Xu Hang all day long, and you can't see him at other times.

I also told him about Gao Hong's situation, which is basically similar to Xu Hang. We were worried, but we didn't know what to do. "Alright, don't worry, let's trust them. Hurry up and get in the car, do you have any motion sickness medicine?"

Because my aunt came today, I quickly snatched the bag and said, "Bring it, bring it." You said that you are so worried that you are not afraid of growing old quickly?" I quickly took out the motion sickness medicine.

Mu Xuan scratched my nose and said, "Okay, I know." The car is coming, be careful on your way, and call me when you get home. ”

"Okay, I got it. After that, I got in the car. In the car, I waved my hand to Mu Xuan, meaning that you should go back quickly. Mu Xuan seemed to understand what I meant, and then nodded at me.

The car drove away, and I watched Mu Xuan get smaller and smaller, and I didn't turn around until it was gone. The thought of seeing my elderly parents right away suddenly made me feel like all my worries were gone. Just a few days ago, I had already called home and said that I would go back today, and my parents were very happy when they heard it, and my father said that he would go back to the station to pick me up.

When I came to school, I took the bus directly, and this time I could take my father's motorcycle again. When I wasn't riding on my dad's motorcycle, I would talk to my dad about what was going on at school, and he would tell me about what was going on at home. Usually, my father would not talk to me about this, but the way to school became the time for us to communicate. I just don't know what Dad will tell me this time?