"I don't care, what does it matter to me what they think, and besides, I don't want to go, who of them can force me to go? ”

No matter what those people think, or what opinions those people have about him, he can't control these things, after all, he doesn't want to do it, and no one can force himself, so today he won't go if he doesn't go, and there is no room for regret.

"Okay, okay, it's not that I don't know, if something like this happens to you again, I will definitely try to avoid it, and besides, what do you think is a big deal about this matter, it's just a big deal, is this a big deal?"

Wang Wen felt that he was just a little brother, he was just doing it, there was not much of a deal at all, it seemed like he had committed some heinous crime in his mouth, and he was just reported for a small project, which may not require him to exert much effort at all, so what is the reason why this kid is so excited now? He feels that it is estimated that his love life has been a little different in the past two days.

"What happened to you these two days? Tell me, otherwise you can't be the way you are, so something big must have happened to you in the past two days, otherwise you can't be like this, and if your temper is not because of the problems in your love life, it won't have such a big impact on you, if you can be so angry at any time, then it's not your temper. ”

This kid's temper is almost the best among them, so with his temper being so angry now can only mean that he must have encountered something troublesome, and this matter must have made him very troubled, otherwise it would not be the way he is now, but even he rarely talks about it.

"Why? If it's just some small things, it's harmless at all, and it's not because of this matter, if I don't want to go because of this matter, then the reason is too weird, so you don't think so at all, I don't say it for this reason, it's such a simple thing, they have to call me to do something, I don't want to go, and they didn't say hello to me in advance, if they greeted me in advance, maybe I agreed, but they didn't even greet me in advance, do you think if I go is too much to give them face。 ”

He's arrogant now, so he decided that he couldn't go at all, otherwise it would encourage some people's correction anger, so he had to resist, and if they arranged a task for him casually next time, would he still have to take it?

It was completely unprincipled, so he decided that he would definitely not go today.

"Are you sure you won't go today, I heard that your girlfriend is also going, so if you can't at that time, you will miss a very exciting game, if he knows that you are also going to go on stage, but for many reasons, you will, don't you want to go on stage and sing him a love song or something, maybe you will give him a surprise when the time comes, a su

p

ise.。 ”

When he said it, he also had a faint look of inexplicability, so he felt that this kid would definitely go.

"Why didn't he tell me about such a big deal in the past two days? Why didn't he tell me about such a big thing? Besides, what kind of talent did he perform, did he go up and recite poetry?

Besides, it's not a big deal, right, it's just a show, can there be any big surprises? ”

He also felt very strange, the girl hadn't said this to himself at all in the past two days, and he should have said hello to himself in advance for such a big thing, and he didn't even say hello to himself, so at this moment he felt that something was not right in his heart, as if he had been betrayed by someone.

"Forget it, there's nothing to do, if you don't go, don't go, no one will stop you when you come out, he will probably just perform a small show at that time, and it won't be a big deal if you don't have to watch it then."

It doesn't matter if you watch it or not, if you don't go, maybe he'll be happy, in case he's scared, and then you see his performance, and then he's still shy, it's not good, so it's not a big deal if you don't go, don't go. ”

When he said it, he also looked at the ceiling with two eyes, and seemed to think that it didn't matter if you went or not, and it didn't have any impact on people at all, so after he said this, he could conclude that the kid in front of him would definitely not be able to help it, after all, what he knew about this guy, if he could hold back, then his name would not be Lu Xiaoman.

"Forget it, such a thing is just a trivial matter, if the two of us quarrel over these things in the future, I'm afraid it will be more than worth the loss, I'll go today, otherwise he will definitely hold a grudge against me."

If I don't see his show, if he asks me if I watch his show or asks how his show is performing, if I can't say it, I'm afraid it will be another disaster. ”

Lu Xiaoman thought silently in his heart, he felt that if he didn't go today, he would have dug a hole for himself, so he decided to go today, if he didn't go, if he grabbed such a small pigtail at that time, he would definitely have a hard time arguing at that time.

So if you don't go today, you'll get into trouble, but if you go, even if it's to prepare for trouble, even if it's like this, it's worry-free, so he decided to take such a trip.

"I can go today, but I'm definitely not going to show anymore, and I don't know what I'm going to participate in, so today I'm just watching my girlfriend's show.

I just watched what she was doing, and then I came back, and those other things had nothing to do with me, so don't let me participate in other shows, I wonder if you are a spy sent by them, you are my brother, why did you come with them to persuade me. ”

After all, for him, he has never been good at performing any talents, if he is really allowed to perform, he is afraid that he will not be able to perform, so he still wants to refuse, if he does not refuse, even if he is on stage at that time, I am afraid it will be very embarrassing, he feels that someone wants to fix him.

That's why he wants to get it up, so he thinks it's his old immortal head teacher who did it, so if he really goes this time, I'm afraid his conspiracy will succeed, and he will definitely have to give himself small shoes to wear when the time comes, so he won't give the old guy this chance.

"Okay, okay, it doesn't matter to me whether you participate or not, it's your own business when the time comes, besides, what a big deal, you really take it as a great thing, so you don't have to worry about these in the future, I actually feel that it's nothing, it's just to participate in an event, if you really take it seriously, then it's really unacceptable, but if you don't take it seriously, maybe you can get some other things in the future, some other gains or something."

You measured it yourself, you used to be very confident, why is it like this now? ”

In the past, he felt that there was probably no more confident person in this world than this boy, a more confident person, so he had always trusted him very much, but at this moment, he suddenly found that this omnipotent person in his heart was also a little afraid of something.

That's why he felt a sense of collapse of faith, and at this moment he had a very heartbroken feeling.

"No matter what kind of impression I had in your mind before, but I really don't want to participate in this matter, after all, they rashly reported to me something that I didn't allow, and it wasn't what I liked, why did they report it to me, and they didn't even notify me after reporting, so they just let me participate, why should I. ”

He felt that the brother in front of him made him more and more incomprehensible, after all, he would directly explain all these things to himself in the past, but now he actually persuaded himself to persuade himself like others, but he didn't understand himself.

"Why can't you understand me, we are good brothers, we are good friends, you actually came to persuade me for others, instead of standing on a united front with me, I am so disappointed in you, besides, our relationship was not like this before, our relationship before did not have to worry about these things, besides, did you think I was such a person before? Am I that kind of person?

Even if I was on the stage, I would be afraid, am I such a restrained person, it is impossible, otherwise I would not have achieved what I am now. ”

He feels that he is very lonely now, even his best brother and even his best friend, he can't understand himself, so who can understand himself? Is there a lot of friends around, but there are really not many people who can really have the same heart with him, or can really think of going together.

"Actually, it's not that I can't understand you, I also know what kind of mood you are in, but they actually arranged it, so you are here now, then you should take on such a thing, after all, you haven't left you yet, if you really fall out with them, it will be a more difficult problem at that time, so do you want to keep looking for trouble. ”

After all, his academic performance in this school is now slowly rising, so even the school leaders' attention to him has begun to slowly rise, if he does such a thing now, I am afraid that everyone's impression of him will drop a lot in a moment.

Therefore, he doesn't want his good friend and his good brother to go astray and go astray, this result is not what he wants to see, nor what he wants to see.

"I don't care what they think of me, I don't care what they think of me, I can only manage myself, if they look like me, then let them tell me by themselves, it's not appropriate, let them tell me clearly, or else, then please shut up, then ask them to be a kind person, I don't want to go, it's just because of me.

I didn't want to go, it was just because they had suddenly given me such a task, why should I listen to their orders, why should I listen to their orders? ”

What he said is indeed quite in line with his character, after all, with his character, others have assigned him tasks casually, how can he bear it, and how can he bear such an insult with his temper, after all, he is now a person in a high position, and he is now a person with a special status.

If even so, he will be casually instructed, and even so, he will be arranged casually, then it will be a great shame for his identity.

"Forget it, I also know that you can't listen to me at all now, and you can't listen to my words at all, in fact, you should understand what you are doing now, you should understand how much impact this matter will have now, and I am afraid that I will be directly reported to the school by that guy to give you a punishment, and I will see what you should do when the time comes, can you do anything with the school leaders?

No, even if you cheat the school's leaders, what about the board of directors, will the board watch you just violate the rules of this school? ”

After all, he is still in this school, so he must be responsible for the school rules of this school, if he doesn't go and put this school rules in his eyes, I am afraid that he will be different in the eyes of others.

In fact, in the eyes of others, he has always been a very scumbag person, but he suddenly became a scholar, this is a shocking counterattack, in the eyes of others, it is actually the same as before, the original look that no one can look down on at all, but now he suddenly turned over.

This makes all people unacceptable, after all, a person who is much worse than them, now standing on their heads, how can they stand it?

"I don't care what they think, if they have the ability, then change what they are looking for with me here, what they are looking for with me, and besides, I don't do this, and it has nothing to do with them.

How to do this thing, I have a spectrum in my heart, I have a bottom in my heart, whether I can do it to the end, whether I should do it to the end, and what will become if I do it, I have a scale in my heart. ”

If this thing can really be done in his heart, then even if he tries his best to give a lot of things, he will do it hard, but if he feels that this thing cannot be done, then he will not be able to do it again, after all, in terms of his temper, no one can change his choice.

"Okay, okay, don't say that, let's say those things that are also hurtful, besides, there is no need for our brothers to say those nonsense words together, and in fact, I have always felt very guilty about you, after all, you are a brother to me, but I have been facing you with a hypocritical face for so long. ”

He still sighed silently and said.