Chapter 185: The Best Arrangement
"Didn't you go to Jiangcheng to do business?" An Yixia asked.
Li Zun denied, "Of course, there is also this purpose, the main land, I have longed for a long time, I want to go too much, I want to set foot on that land too much." If I can find you while doing things, that's great. ”
Li Zun's eyes were full of forbearance, and An Yixia couldn't understand the emotions in his eyes.
"Girl, my father has lost his mother, and he has not been happy all these years. I thought that if I could trace my mother's shadow, I would be satisfied. ”
"Li Zun, I don't know what to say, I never thought that such a thing would happen to me. ”
An Yixia paused and took a deep breath, "I didn't know about my mother's study abroad before, and no one at home ever mentioned it to me. It was Ms. Gao and her daughter who had an accident and asked me for help to tell me something about my mother, and I learned that she had studied abroad. In fact, there is nothing surprising to think about it, my grandfather was a high-level intellectual, and he would send my mother to study abroad, so it is not surprising that he has such advanced ideas. But this matter, from beginning to end, my family kept it a secret from me. ”
"Why didn't you think about it when you hid it from you?" Li Zun said.
An Yixia pulled her mouth and bit her lip lightly, "I didn't even know about this before, how could I ask why?" I didn't know that it wasn't long before Ms. Gao told me that my mother had children with other men abroad. My grandfather thought she was embarrassed, so he arranged a marriage for her in a hurry, and took a fancy to his student, who was my father. ”
At that time, if Gu Qing had not given birth out of wedlock abroad. Born in a high-intellectual family, she was one of the few international students at that time, and the person who could marry her was either rich or expensive.
But my grandfather chose my father, who had nothing at that time, because I was afraid that Gu Qing would do the "ugly thing" himself, which made my grandfather angry and hated that iron could not become steel, but he was afraid that he would lose face when it was spread, so he hurriedly married and chose someone that his grandfather could control.
Therefore, over the years, my father's indifferent attitude towards his mother Gu Qing can also make sense.
When he got married, his father may have secretly rejoiced. But even his stepmother Gao Yuerong knew about it, and it was obvious that his father also knew about it, so his father had mixed feelings for his mother.
An Yixia shook her head, "I don't want to know so much about the past, she has always had a low sense of presence in my world." ”
An Yixia has a little headache, what happened more than 20 years ago can still affect today, she really doesn't want to care.
Li Zun looked at An Yixia anxious to escape and was very disappointed.
"Why do you have such an attitude towards your biological mother?" Li Zun asked, "Don't you want her?
An Yixia frowned, wanting to explain, but finally shut up.
An Yixia wanted to leave, but Li Zun stood in front of her, "If my words make you unhappy, I apologize for it." ”
"I'm sorry, I want to be alone, can you take me to your apartment now?"
"Since you're my own sister, why should I let you venture out alone? ”
Li Zun stood in front of her, his face serious and determined.
An Yixia looked at Li Zun, "You...... Why are you like this? You just promised me to say hello to your father and send you to the apartment, why do you regret it now? ”
"Girl, you should know that I have never hurt you, I have always been for your good, respecting your choices and practices. But today, I'm going to stick to my arrangement. You are alone, you are coming to this city for the first time, you don't understand the language, you don't know the place, and no one helps you, how can you let me rest assured that you are living alone now?"
"But I don't want to bother you here, here, I'm going to be very tormented inside, and I don't want to be involved in anyone's life right now, and I don't want to be involved in anyone's family. ”
An Yixia is firm and resolute.
"If you don't want to be here, then I'll have to go out with you. You are alone, how can I feel at ease?" Li Zun whispered, "Since I met you, I have been making concessions, unlimited concessions, as long as you want, I will try my best to satisfy." ”
Li Zun's words were lonely and helpless.
An Yixia looked at him and frowned.
"I'm sorry, but I didn't mean to embarrass you. ”
Li Zun waved his hand, "I've already lost her, and I don't want to lose you again." Girl, you have to be good, don't waste my life for you so many times. ”
An Yixia opened her mouth, then nodded.
Eric walked over, his face solemn, and his eyes fell on An Yixia, "How is it, can we discuss?"
An Yixia was silent, and Li Zun said, "I accompany her to live outside, her body is in a special period now, and it is too dangerous to live alone outside." ”
Eric asked An-Isha, "What is the reason why you don't want to live at home? Your mother, she used to be a member of this family, and this home is also your home." Children, don't see outside, treat it as your own home. ”
An Yixia twisted her eyebrows and looked up at the wall.
The bright smile that fills the wall with pleasure, that kind of smile, is too infectious.
An Yixia looked wet, that peerless woman was her mother?
She is too unfamiliar and unfamiliar with the word mother.
This is no less than standing on the street one day, a person pulling her and pointing to a stranger and saying, that is your dearest person, you have to love him and respect him.
It's not that she doesn't love her mother, after all, life is given by her mother, but she doesn't know what kind of mood she should use to face all this she learned at this moment.
She looked at Li Zun again, she and this Western man of unknown origin turned out to be half-brothers and sisters?
How do you look at it, how it doesn't look like.
An Yixia's eyes were full of doubts, and even if the evidence was conclusive, she still didn't believe it.
"This is not my home, I have a home, in Jiangcheng. An Yixia buried his head.
Eric said: "Now that you can't help yourself, since you have come here, you can accept our arrangement with peace of mind, at least we will not harm you." Ken has already informed me of your situation, and after you give birth to the child safely, and when you have adapted to this place, you will go out and live alone. You're here, whether you call it home or not, and I'm going to treat you like my own child. You are Gu Qing's daughter, in my heart, you are my daughter. If you weren't here, I wouldn't have to make any arrangements for you. ”
An Yixia was silent, and Li Zun whispered, "Father is for your good, and in his eyes, you and I are both his children." Mother lived happily here back then, and if you live here, you will be like a family......"
"Your family, the interpersonal relationship is too complicated, I can't handle it. ”
An Yixia shook his head, "I'm simple-minded, and now I'm even more reluctant to spend more energy on dealing with anyone." I'm sorry Li Zun, I ......"
"Girl, if you don't want to deal with it, then don't care. If you don't want to stay here permanently, treat yourself as a guest. Our concern is your safety. Could it be that after all this, do you still feel that the world is peaceful and bright everywhere? You have been walking around Langju Gaocheng for a long time today, and you have seen a few oriental faces? Here, the oriental woman is very eye-catching. When you go in and out alone, it's a danger, and you think you can handle it, but we all worry about it. ”
Li Zun's words fell, and Eric answered, "What Ken said also makes sense, safety is the first." The second is that there is no one to take care of your food and clothing, where is the convenience? You are not more than usual now, you live at home, and we will send someone to arrange everything. You value this child very much, and you don't want any accidents to happen to your child, do you?"
"I'll be careful. ”
"In order to keep the child safe, you have already come from Jiangcheng to capture Gaocheng. Since it's all for the children, why don't you put everything down and live at home?" Li Zun asked rhetorically.
An Yixia hesitated, living here, she would be physically and mentally uncomfortable.
It's all strangers, strange surroundings.
"I don't want to be stared at by strangers and let strangers look at anything. ”
Li Zun said: "If you don't want to, who will force you?" ”
An Yixia buried his head, "Uncle Eric, in addition to my mother, there are three other ladies, such a few confidantes, will they really accept me?" I have no intention of getting involved in anything with you, but a few ladies don't believe it. In the afternoon, I had already met all three ladies. ”
Li Zun's face was serious, and he immediately asked, "Are they embarrassed for you?"
"No, I'm worried that I won't be able to live peacefully with them. I've watched too many court dramas, and I'm like a conspiracy, I'm sorry. ”
"Don't worry, I'll keep them from bothering you in the future. In this way, I will arrange for you to be the furthest from the living area of all of us, and to arrange for one or two servants to take care of your daily life. Usually you don't have to live in sync with us, you live yours, how about it?"
"Why bother, if I agree, I don't feel good in my own heart. An Yixia buried his head and said distressedly.
Li Zun said: "Why bother, it's not all for your safety, if you are willing to force yourself and keep pace with our lives, that's fine." Arrange for you to live a little farther away, usually in the garden and other times, you are active in your area. Father also said that he will keep the ladies away from you, and he will not bother you one by one as he did this afternoon. Now relieved?"
An Yixia didn't speak, and Li Zun approached An Yixia.
"It's not satisfying to make repeated compromises for your sake? It's the same as if you were living in my apartment, you're still you. Li Zun said.
An Yixia's face was embarrassed, "I know, I'm just a little reluctant to go, I just accept your goodness like this, why should I accept your goodness?"
Li Zun looked at An Yixia, and then turned to his father, "Then it's decided, I'll immediately let people arrange rooms and people." ”
"You go ahead and arrange it. "Father and son have come to an agreement.
An Yixia frowned and grabbed Li Zun, "Hey, how can you do this?" I didn't promise you. ”
"You have always been conflicted and hesitant, and I agreed to this for you. You just need to know that I won't hurt you. Li Zun pulled An Yixia out of the room and said goodbye to his father briefly.
An Yixia took a deep breath and followed him listlessly.
"Do you think I'm going to hurt you?" asked her.
An Yixia shook her head, Li Zun nodded with satisfaction, and just wanted to speak, but she said: "I don't know, my judgment of people has always been inaccurate. ”