Chapter 603: Not easy
"I understand, I hope you can understand, I hope you can think clearly, but these are things that we can't think of, and we can't understand. It's just that there may be such opportunities in the future, and there may be such expectations, but unfortunately I don't want such expectations to be in vain.
If you say these things in the future, I won't care about it, but now that you are saying these things, then I can't let you make such a choice, after all, we live because we have such power, and secondly, it's not that others should be able to think that you should be able to arrange it, but if you can't arrange these things, it doesn't mean that others can't arrange them, right?"
He also knows very well in his heart why these things happened to him, not because of the trouble caused by those kids, who brought him such a big mistake at this moment, and he knows it very well, if it weren't for these things, then maybe it wouldn't be like this again in the future, and people haven't pursued it in life, can it work? After all, it's not the same as before, now he understands very deeply, that is, after all, he must have his own ideas, after all, he must have what he understands, so he can understand this, so he can do this, if he can't understand this, it can't be done, it can't be done, stupid will always make people look down on him, and he also understands that one is that he has to arrange it after all, because he knows that he has no benefit from arranging it now, and there is no person who has a pursuit of himself, and he has to have a little hope to live, and he feels that it is not suitable for this kind of person to pursue without a little pursuitγ
"I know, I can really understand what you said, I really understand everything, but understanding is understanding, you have to think about what we lack now, these things that are missing make me a little unbearable, tell me that now you should know, you should also understand that what we get now is different from what we have before, I also imagined, I also understood, what you said may be right, but is it really right?
Maybe he will be wrong, have you ever thought about it, but you should understand, you should understand what he thinks, what he imagines is what we should think about, and all this must have our will, okay, we don't have our will, we don't understand our will, so do you think others can still look up to us?
Can others still take us seriously, can they still feel that we are really doing well, we do have our own character, and we have our own reasons for doing things. β
He thought about it, he also thought about it carefully, thought about it, it is really difficult to live, but he wants to abandon everything but can't do it, because if he abandons everything, everything will abandon him, he has this life to abandon, then this life will all turn his back on him, but now it is not good to think like before, it is indeed one thing to think about it, but now he doesn't understand, he doesn't understand, does he still have such a chance? But it shouldn't be, after all, people have a chance to live, so don't go to those who don't understand, don't go to those who can't think clearly, don't think about those words, he will never come true, if you think clearly, if you think about those words, maybe it can really come true, he thinks this is a mainstream idea in today's world.
If a person has these opportunities, then why doesn't he realize them? If he has these opportunities, why doesn't he think about them, and if they think about them, they will be completely happy, but now they don't have such thoughts, they don't have such qualifications now.
"I'm too poor, I don't have that much, and if I want to get that, then I have to make my future better, but I can't do that right now.
If life wants to crush me, then I am now overwhelmed, and I still remember the words I said before, and I still remember them in my heart, I want to understand all this, I want to arrange all this, but do you still give me this opportunity?
You still think that I am like your best friend, like your biggest backer, maybe not, I don't understand why I became the way I am now, or even my pursuit of life, why I have not been able to get a real liberated person, it is not easy to live, it is difficult for people to understand and arrange for people to live, but after all, it can't go on like this, if he goes down here, then he may not see the person he loves the most, he can't see the person he cherishes the most, people must have some pursuit to live, maybe he will miss it in his life, but if he misses it, then there is really no chanceThere is no hope for this.
So he wants to work hard, but he can't find the direction of his efforts, he doesn't know how to work hard, he is very helpless, he is like a fool, he is like a child, he is seeking the shelter of others, seeking his own nobles, and the people in his life who can help him.
But this person has never appeared, he does have a little disappointment, but in the disappointment there is a little hope, he hopes that this life will become better, he has not lost despair, he has not chosen to go on the last path, but what will such hope bring him, maybe it is still despair, but he is unwilling, he wants to become stronger, he wants the world to understand that there is such a person, he wants to succeed, but is it so easy to succeed?
If they simply succeed, then there are simply more successful people in this world, there will be nothing, and our bureau will not have any money, they can enjoy their good life to the fullest, they can travel in the future, they can go to various good places to play in the future, but now they have not survived to the end, they can't do this. β
He was so stupid that he couldn't tell all this, and couldn't even understand why his life had become the way it was, and wouldn't it be like this again?
He can't think clearly, he can't understand, he can't understand, but life will not give him such a chance again, if life always makes him unable to think, there is no way to understand his future, then he can't think clearly and can't understand, now he still has such a chance, now he still has such a hope, but hope will turn into despair in the end, and the real despair makes it difficult for him to pursue his own beautiful future.
"I don't understand what you're talking about all day, I don't really know what you're thinking, but I want to swim in the sky, I want to swim freely under the water, like a squid, swimming freely under the water, so that everyone knows me, so that everyone knows that I do exist in life, I do exist in this world. β
He imagined something, he knew what he was using, he understood something, he knew what he was thinking, if he could figure it out, then all of this was not considered a man, because what he could achieve was good and what he couldn't achieve, it would be a big problem, but he didn't want to think about it now, because he had done enough.
He has gained enough, lost enough, he can understand why he is the way he is in this life, he will eventually be in the loss, success will be lost in success, after all, not anyone will successfully choose success and success choose him, this is not something that no one can decide.
"I understand that what you are doing now is naturally what I pursue, what I pursue is the same as you imagined, what I pursue is the same as what you understand, then we are still people with a common language, I think it is useless for you to say that the others, but now we should understand why we get this, is it difficult to get others?
Maybe it's not that difficult, maybe it's going to be very simple, but it's a bit too early to say those nonsense words, and he also understands one point, that is, people have to have a little hope in life, they can't see hope, they can't see anything, then there is only despair, despair is really simple for them, they can get it casually, but disappointment is different, disappointment will make them understand that there may be more people in this world who care about them, more people who can let him understand that this world is a better place. β
Love can make a person warm, love can also make a person understand why there are such things in this world, but what does it have to do with them now, after all, they have no way and no concept, no reason to continue to think, these people are not easy to live, but behind the difficulty, there may be deeper things, these things are really what they should think about, should think about.
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"Okay, I know you're actually thinking about something that embarrass me, but whether it's embarrassing me or embarrassing yourself, it's our business for each other, and I've told you many times that I gave you all these things you get, but you have to give me a little explanation after all, and if you don't give me a little explanation, you plan to say this, do you think it's appropriate?
If not, then I would like to ask you to give me a real reason, a real sense of the clear thing, not as I hope you can understand as you do now. β