Chapter 538: Confiding in each other
The sound of crickets outside the window kept ringing. In the middle of the cool autumn night, the temperature is already much colder than summer.
The moon, which was hiding behind the dark clouds, poked its head out like a peek-a-boo. The dark night sky gradually became brighter at this time.
Song Qianqian was lying in Lu Zihao's arms, panting heavily, there were still beads of sweat on her forehead, and there were red marks everywhere on her fair skin.
She was sore all over, and every time she was "cleaned up" by Lu Zihao, her body was like being run over by a car once.
Leaning on Lu Zihao's arms, listening to his strong heartbeat, and feeling his hot body temperature.
She didn't know how to express her feelings at this moment, she only knew that she was really happy and happy that Lu Zihao could come back.
"What are you thinking?"
Lu Zihao turned his head to look at her, looking at her tired appearance, looking at her sweaty appearance.
Look at her body again, there are traces left by him after his "brutality" everywhere.
He felt a little self-blame in his heart, for some reason, every time he was married to Song Qianqian, he always couldn't control his rudeness. He reminded himself to exercise restraint and move gently, but every time he touched her body, he couldn't control his actions.
He wanted her, desperately, from the bottom of his heart.
"Didn't think about anything. You ......"
Song Qianqian's next sentence originally wanted to ask about Cui Yaming's situation, but as soon as they thought of being in the hospital, they broke up unhappily because of this topic, so in the end, they swallowed this question back into their stomachs.
Looking at Song Qianqian, who wanted to speak and stopped, Lu Zihao hugged her tightly, picked up the tissue on the side and gently wiped the sweat on her forehead: "I don't know about Cui Yaming's situation, after you left that day, I also left not long after." ”
Song Qianqian's body stiffened, how did Lu Zihao know that she wanted to ask this? Or did he have special abilities, or did he have clairvoyant eyes? How could he see through what she was thinking so easily?
"How did you know I wanted to ask this question?"
Song Qianqian's heart was a little worried, she was afraid that the two of them would be unhappy again because of this topic.
"Shallow, I know you too well, I can guess what you are thinking with one look and one movement. I know you're worried about Cui Yaming, but the overabundance of kindness is also a disease. ”
How could Lu Zihao not guess what she was thinking, no matter when, Song Qianqian couldn't change the problem of kindness.
"I ...... Zihao, you're not angry, are you?"
Song Qianqian raised his head, his timid eyes were full of worry.
She was afraid that Lu Zihao would be angry again, she hadn't seen him for a few days, and she really missed him.
She wants to be happy, and the family is still happy as before.
"Silly girl, how could I be mad at you. ”
Lu Zihao shook his head impatiently, looking at Song Qianqian's worried look, he also had an indescribable feeling in his heart.
"But that day in the hospital, I saw that you were angry, and you didn't come home for days, I thought ...... I thought you didn't want us anymore. ”
Song Qianqian's voice was a little choked, she looked at Lu Zihao, at this man she loved miserably, at this man she couldn't live without in her life.
She loves him, and she wants to live happily ever after with him, but God always jokes with her like that.
Five years have passed, and they have finally reunited with their family, but now they are ten years old, and so many things have happened.
She's not jealous, and she's not a generous person. But even if that's the case, what can she do?
A lot has happened and changed a lot in the past five years. Besides, besides, Cui Yaming and Lu Zihao's marriage was carried out in a state of complete amnesia in Lu Zihao, even if she didn't want to admit it, it was still an indisputable fact.
It's not that she's not angry, and she's not generous enough to share a husband with another woman. But she thought about it, even if she was angry, what was the use, Lu Zihao and Cui Yaming got married, it was indeed a fact. Besides, how difficult it is for her and Lu Zihao to be together again. She doesn't want to waste her time and energy anymore blaming each other and what's right and who's wrong.
Now she just wants to live well with Lu Zihao, and she also wants her family to live a good life.
"Silly girl, why do you think so? Don't you still understand my heart for you? I, Lu Zihao, will only have you and Song Qianqian in this life. Sihao is my son, and we are a family that cannot be separated or separated. ”
Lu Zihao's heart hurt, and he looked at Song Qianqian's eyes full of distress.
"Zihao, I'...... I thought you were angry with me in the hospital, and I've been wondering for the past few days that you're not coming back, is it because I said the wrong thing, is it because I'm angry that you don't want me and my son anymore. ”
Song Qianqian said, and the grievances in his heart in the past few days turned into tears, which flowed down one by one.
She was scared, she was afraid that Lu Zihao would leave her again, and she didn't want to go through another five years alone.
After five years, she was not confident that she would do it all over again.
"Shallow, don't worry, I won't want you. I'm not angry with you, I'm angry with myself. Lu Zihao hugged Song Qianqian, his hands became tighter and tighter, "I'm angry that I can't even protect the woman I like, and I'm even more angry that I can't make the woman I like live a happy life." In the past few days, I have been dealing with the company's affairs abroad, and I have been working hard and rushing back non-stop, just afraid that you will be cranky. That day in the hospital, we were a little unhappy, but we didn't quarrel, we just disagreed. I have made it clear to Cui Yaming that I will not meet her again in the future. If you don't believe me, I can swear to you......"
Lu Zihao stretched out his right hand, and just wanted to swear to Song Qianqian, but was pulled down by Song Qianqian, "Zihao, don't say that, if you can stay by my side and the child, I will already be content, I am very happy, really." I believe what you say, really believe it. ”
"But I'm not happy, I don't want my woman to be sad because of another woman. I don't want you to suffer for me because of my own mistakes. Every time I see you pretending to be okay and forcing a smile, my heart is more uncomfortable than a knife. ”
Lu Zihao frowned, his expression became more and more painful, "Shallow, it's been five years, we have been separated for five whole years, I know how difficult it is for a woman to be alone with a child in these long five years." You don't have to say it, I can imagine how difficult and helpless your life was in those days. I was not by your side when you were most lonely and helpless, and I was in a foreign country when you needed care the most. I owe you so much, but even the rest of my life can't make up for the damage you've suffered. ”
"Zihao, don't say that. You haven't hurt me, let the past pass, let's not talk about it again! As long as from now on, our family loves each other together, so that I am satisfied. ”
Song Qianqian stretched out her hand to cover his mouth, she didn't want to hear Lu Zihao say so many sorry words. If I'm sorry, she also has shortcomings.
Lu Zihao was so seriously injured, but as his woman, not only did she not accompany him, but she even thought that he had left this world more than once.
The son she raised alone is bitter, but no matter how bitter it is, it is not as bitter as Lu Zihao. He was alone in a foreign country, and he suffered from amnesia.
In fact, in her heart, she is still very grateful to Cui Yaming for being by Lu Zihao's side during that time, not to mention what identity she is, at least her company can make Lu Zihao no longer so lonely.
"Shallow, I love you, love our family, from now on, I really don't want to see you push me to other women. You didn't know that you did that, and it made me feel that I was in your heart, and that I had no value in this family. ”
Lu Zihao sighed deeply, looked down at Song Qianqian in his arms, his eyes were extremely complicated.
"Okay, I got it. Zihao, I won't say those sad words in the future, but you also have to promise me not to leave me at home anymore, you have ignored me for several days, I am really afraid. ”
Song Qianqian showed a smile on her face, leaning on Lu Zihao's arms, and she finally felt a sense of relief in her heart.
It's great to be able to chat with Lu Zihao like this, it's a great feeling that they communicate like this and talk to each other in their hearts.
"Okay, shallow, I promise you, but you also have to promise me that for whatever reason, you can't push me to other women anymore. Otherwise, I'll make it impossible for you to get out of bed for three days. ”
Lu Zihao had the previous frivolity and impropriety on his face, and looked at Song Qianqian in his arms with a wicked smile.
Song Qianqian's face was flushed with shame, although she and Lu Zihao had had so many skin-to-skin kisses, she still couldn't change her love of being shy and blushing easily.
It's been a long time since I've seen Lu Zihao's expression, and she feels happy from the bottom of her heart.
"Shallow, why are you blushing again. Lu Zihao reached out and hooked her chin, so that her eyes met his own, this girl, after so long, why is she still so fond of blushing, a trace of cunning flashed in his eyes, and a good idea rose from the bottom of his heart.
One hand hooked Song Qianqian's chin, and the other hand wandered dishonestly on her.
It didn't matter, Song Qianqian's body became hot, she didn't understand, Lu Zihao's hand was not magical, why every time he touched it, her body was like a hot fire burning.
looked up at Lu Zihao, and his eyes suddenly collided with his fiery and evil smile.
In that moment, she understood what he meant.