181: Seriously
She wanted to continue to shrink back, but she couldn't, "What else do you want me to do? β
Mo Zun's face did not change much, and his unfathomable appearance was still easy to frighten people.
Rong Qian regretted it a little in his heart after saying this, but after thinking about it, to this point, he had forced her to this extent, and for her, he was her nightmare......
Rong Qian can't act as if nothing happened, he is still stupidly taken by him with steps, and to some extent tolerate all of him!
The obsidian-like eyes were stained with a layer of mist, and he gritted his teeth and his chest heaved, and then raised his head, his clear eyes were full of fragility.
"I should say it, I made it clear that day, Mo Zun, I'm tired......"
Sometimes looking back at what she has experienced, Rong Qian feels that she is a woman in her thirties and forties who has experienced a lot of vicissitudes of the world.
In fact, she was only in her twenties, the same age as flowers, and she didn't want to live as someone else's tool anymore.
"You rich people play all the things that other people expect, freedom, values, self-esteem...... Mo Zun, if you change your perspective, what kind of mentality will you have?" Rong Qian smiled first after speaking.
He is the high-ranking Nanjiang Venerable Lord, a man standing at the top of the pyramid.
How could he know the sufferings and joys of the common people?
Rong Qian was not standing here and entangled, she crossed him and walked quickly into the corridor, but before she could step up the steps, there was a sudden pull behind her.
Rong Qian staggered to his feet, his back hitting the cold wall.
With an arm pressed on his shoulder, he was very close to her, even if there was no light in the corridor, his breath was so obvious.
Rong Qian unconsciously held her breath, and even the cold hairs on her skin stood up, frightened by his actions.
Mo Zun didn't continue with the next move, he just controlled the pace she wanted to leave.
The distance between them was very close, Mo Zun's acuity was very strong, and he clearly felt her trembling, which was ...... to him
He closed his eyes, and only in the dark could he not see her alienation and indifference, and he wished to hide from his mind forever.
Mo Zun leaned closer, "What if, I say I'm serious?"
His voice was low, mixed with a hint of imperceptible humility, a gesture he could only lower.
Only in the small world where he encircled her.
Seriously? Is it serious that he wants to hide from her, or does he seriously want to continue with her?!
Rong Qian actually understood, and there was no unexpected joy and happiness, on the contrary, the sadness surging up was like a bird with a broken bow.
Rong Qian's eyes widened, but he couldn't see his face clearly, there was only a general outline, and with this general outline, she was looking at him.
"Serious what? You always do things seriously and purposefully...... For example, this marriage that was forced to you by Mrs. Li, I gave myself to you I am stupid, I just want to live a better life......" The latter words were indescribable, and the hot liquid slipped down the corners of his eyes, and he couldn't control it, "Mo Zun, in fact, I live a very humble life, and the humble don't dare to have any luxury, I can't impose this on you to blame you, everything is self-inflicted." β
"So now, I've jumped over that cycle, can you raise your hand and let me go?"
Mo Zun's heart tightened in vain, as if a hand was tightly pinching the place on his chest.
There has never been such a moment of gratitude at this time in the dark, each other can not see the change in each other's expressions, her poignant hoarse words rang in her ears, like a pinprick, Mo Zun experienced the feeling of heartache for the first time.
Like a salvo of 10,000 stitches, shoot on the softest part of the chest.
Mo Zun's dark eyes were filled with pain, and there was nowhere to excrete the depression, and the big fingers on her shoulders curled up slightly, and the nails seemed to be embedded in the wall. Reading.com
People often say that he is ruthless, ruthless and decisive, and people like him have no human emotions at all.
Actually, it's not that he didn't, but he didn't meet the person who made him emotionally turbulent.
When I reacted, it turned out that I didn't recognize the pain of being lonely all my life, and there was still this kind of pain......
Rong Qian still finished his words with inhibition, but even so, his cheeks were wet...... She wiped away the tears from her face and raised her hand to push the wall of flesh in front of her.
He was so powerful that she couldn't shake it at all if it wasn't for her own volition.
"Mo Zunβ" She called out his name in a deep voice, and the meaning she wanted to express was so obvious.
The soft wattle was on his arm, and she was so close to him.
Mo Zun thought of the contract she took the initiative to hand over on the wedding night, and the caution hidden in the depths of her pure eyes, she took the initiative to propose a one-year contract. It was he who broke the contract, and he forcibly asked for her...... She was forbearing, she just wanted to live a little betterββ!
It turns out that it is not the hypocrisy of vain......
Mo Zun couldn't imagine what kind of suffering she had experienced in the past three years, just hearing her say this, he was already eager to destroy everything to vent his anger.
He didn't dare to look directly into his heart, all this, her tragedy, was caused by him.
Rong Qian used his strength, Mo Zun took a step back, and she successfully escaped from his control.
Then he turned around and didn't stop and didn't go upstairs, the sound of eager footsteps, like something chasing behind him.
Mo Zun stood still, listening to her footsteps go away until they disappeared, and he didn't move.
He knew what floor she lived on, and at this point, he seemed to have no qualifications to go to her again......
Is there no qualification, Mo Zun raised his head and looked at the light that shot down from the entrance of the building.
He never knew what grief was, let alone heartache...... Hehe, if he could, he would want to go back to three years ago-
True, he regretted it.
He chose to settle first, so he gave up one thing that was most important to him!
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When Rong Qian returned home and closed the door, she seemed to have lost all her strength.
His back was against the door, and he slowly slid down.
Rong Qian told himself not to cry, it was like that in prison, crying would not solve anything, on the contrary, he showed his cowardice in front of outsiders, they would only step forward a few times, and there would be no sympathy.
But it hurts!
She wasn't meant to be like that...... In the past, she had never experienced prison life, she was a positive and sunny girl, strong and working hard to climb up.
Zhuo Yang once commented on her, "You stupid girl, you don't seem to know what worries are when you talk to you." β
It's not that she doesn't know her worries, she hides all her bad emotions in the depths of her heart, she has her own dreams, and she will work hard to achieve them...... So she is the best student in the teacher's mouth, and her mentor proudly boasts of the best disciple.
Rong Qian closed her eyes, she still remembered that when she walked in the sun, her mood was excited, and the surroundings were also dancing with a cheerful breath factor.
But now, she just wants to hide in the dark and not see anyone.
She wanted to get rid of those pains, get rid of those people...... But why can't she make her own choices?