Is it so complicated to die? Isn't it good to be a hundred? Han Mingjin closed his eyes and tilted his head to feel the moment when his consciousness space collapsed. It doesn't matter if you die twice, and now you have to completely destroy your consciousness. But it doesn't matter, it's going to be over soon. What bullshit past and present lives, vanished.

"Hehe, it's not time yet. Han Mingjin suddenly opened his eyes, how could there be a trace of collapse and vibration at this time, but in an instant, Han Mingjin found that it was not that nothing really happened, but that the area around him was fine. And those memories that were summoned by themselves just now are still holding there waiting for the end of the world. Han Mingjin didn't need to understand what was going on, just ask. Because standing in the same area as himself is the Han Mingjin who "can't die".

"You are not my memory. Who are you?" It was also because of these abnormalities that Han Mingjin suddenly recalled that the one who had been dominating the dialogue between the memory and Han Mingjin just now was this Han Mingjin who "couldn't die". Because he was in a hurry to let someone go back for him, Han Mingjin didn't care. Only now do I realize how special this memory is.

Han Mingjin, who "won't die", pulled a weird smile at the corner of his mouth: "Who am I, you will know in the future." But now, you're going back. Han Mingjin sneered: "You said you would go back, you think I would listen to you?" Han Mingjin, who was "not going to die", nodded to say something, suddenly frowned, and waved his hand to withdraw the sound insulation protection of the two: "There is no time." But I'm sure you won't come back after you go out again. ”

didn't wait for Han Mingjin to refute. Han Mingjin, who "won't die", suddenly retreated to the side of the many memory bodies who were hugging there and waiting for the end. Angrily pointed at Han Mingjin: "I didn't expect you to really collapse the consciousness space! You are too ruthless." We don't have a life, but we do have real memories. You just erase us like this, how can you ......"

Han Mingjin, who "won't die", looked unwilling, which resonated with other memories. At the beginning, they advocated that Han Mingjin collapse the space, but since they didn't want to go back, they would just disappear. But in order to explain the situation to them, Han Mingjin gave them some sense of autonomy. No matter who it is, no matter what it is, with the consciousness of autonomy, the instinct to survive and exist is innate.

When the space of consciousness really collapses. They regretted it and were afraid. It's just that they have no choice but to subconsciously hug each other and wait for death. However, Han Mingjin, who "won't die", rebuke the real Han Mingjin caused them to be strongly unwilling. Looking at these memories that slowly stood up, Han Mingjin, who "won't die", looked at the space that continued to collapse. Suddenly, he raised his hand and stopped the collapse of the space. And begin to recover slowly.

It's just that Han Mingjin, who "won't die", finished all this, but slowly disappeared: "I used all my memory information to delay the collapse of the space, but if he is still here, he will still destroy everything in the end." If you still want to keep your own existence, push him into the vortex and let him go back. Otherwise......"

Otherwise, nothing was finished, and the voice slowly disappeared. Many memories looked at each other and walked towards Han Mingjin with a determined face. Han Mingjin was stunned all the time, but looking at the memory body that approached him with bad intentions, Han Mingjin sneered and shook his head: "I don't have any numbers in my heart, I don't know who it is...... Forehead. How so?"

Han Mingjin recruited them. Naturally, they have the ability to dissipate them. Just like the first, second, or even third memory. Just wave your hand and turn it into a point of light. Here, in his own conscious space, he is the master. And these are just his memories. Subordinate to him. But at this moment, waving his hand to make them dissipate, Han Mingjin found that he couldn't do it. Seeing those memories getting closer and closer to him, he finally used all his strength to push him into the whirlpool behind him.

"I'll wipe your sister!!" A dirty word was the last trace of Han Mingjin's consciousness left in his consciousness. When he fell into the whirlpool, the whirlpool slowly grew smaller and eventually disappeared. And the collapsed space slowly recovered. A ray of sunlight appears, illuminating the entire gray space. The memories looked at each other, smiled and turned into points of light, and ran towards the light. Eventually, the light grew brighter and louder, and it exploded with a thud. Billions of points of light fill all the gaps in the collapse of the consciousness space.

The space of consciousness was restored to its original state, as if nothing had happened. Until it is half-ringing. A sigh came: "Toss." Anyway, it's the reincarnation of fate. Maybe when you're the saddest, you can't end it even if you want to. Maybe when you are the happiest and don't want to end, you will ......" The echo eventually dissipated, leaving only the gray atmosphere of the beginning.

Han Mingjin, who was lying on the hospital bed, suddenly sat up and startled the nurse on the side. Han Mingjin casually took off the infusion tube and oxygen mask, and got out of bed weakly looking for something. It's just that the wrist that has not healed has not healed, but at this time, blood bursts out again. "Famous Xi!" "Don't ...... Please don't move...... Yes. ”

Several nurses tried to hold him, but he pushed him away. I saw him run to the window and open the window, muttering something while turning over: "I still don't believe it." If you want to die?!! you can't die...... Hmmm!" Han Mingjin turned around in annoyance and found that he didn't know if it was the reason to prevent him from looking for death again, and the special care ward at this time was actually on the first floor.

"Damn!" Han Mingjin rummaged around for something, and the nurse was too scared to speak at this time. Han Mingjin searched for a long time but couldn't find it, and looked up at the two of them: "Are there any knives and scissors or anything like that?" or sleeping pills...... Is there anything that will kill you if you eat it or if you eat too much, give it to ...... quickly."

"You still want to die, don't you?" Han Mingjin paused, turning his head to look at the door. Kim Tae-yeon stood there with a calm face, looking at him intently. Han Mingjin was silent for a while, narrowed his smiling eyes and nodded: "I still have to die, and I am going to die." Kim Taeyeon sighed, but there was no surprise to stop the pain and sadness. Some are just a numbing emotion.

Without waiting for Han Mingjin to react, Kim Taeyeon coughed lightly, lowered her head and said, "If you have to do this, we can't stop you." If you can stop it once, you can't stop it for a lifetime. Han Mingjin looked blankly at the back of Kim Taeyeon's turn: "You ......" Kim Taeyeon's footsteps stopped. turned his back to Han Mingjin: "Someone wants to see you." Afterwards...... You decide. ”

Han Mingjin hesitated. Slowly, accompanied by the nurse, he covered his wrists and followed Kim Tae-yeon. I came to a strange ward, but it was not the suite I was living in. At this time, all the young women were sitting there, watching Han Mingjin come over, but they really just watched, without joy or expression, and lowered their heads again in an instant.

Tiffany stood up slightly, trying to say something, but bit her lip and sat back down. Han Mingjin was stunned for a moment. There is a bad premonition. Because there are a few people in it, but Yuri is the only one missing. Looking at the closed ward door, Han Mingjin slowly pushed the nurse open, walked to the door and twisted the doorknob. I saw something being made up in front of the hospital bed. It's the back of a boy. When he turned his head, Han Mingjin was stunned, because this boy was Yuri's elder brother Kwon Hyuk Joon.

"He...... Brother Hejun, why are you ......" Kwon Hejun pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, turned his head to finish packing up the last few items, organized them into a bag and put them aside, beckoning Han Mingjin to sit down. Looking at Kwon Hyuk-jun's appearance, Han Mingjin hurriedly stepped forward: "What's wrong with Sister Yuri? You are here to ......" Kwon Hyuk-jun sat aside and chuckled: "I heard about you." Thank you for doing this for Yuri, it's just that you shouldn't take life so lightly. ”

Han Mingjin waved his hand impatiently: "Don't talk about me." What the hell happened to Sister Yuri? Where is she now?" Kwon Hyuk Joon paused. sighed softly: "After you passed out and rescued, she also fainted." It had been hiding it from us, but when Yuri woke up again, my parents and I were notified...... When I arrived, I found that there was nothing abnormal about Yuri's body. But the jīng god is on ......"

Han Mingjin's face changed, and he looked at Kwon Hyukjun with trembling lips, wanting to ask something, but subconsciously didn't dare to ask. However, Kwon Hyuk-jun was unconscious at this time, looked at the ground in a daze, and muttered, "She keeps calling your name." Hold the pillow and let you lean into his arms. One will cry and the other will laugh. After a while, ......"

The atmosphere was a little dull for a while, and Kwon Hyuk Jun looked at Han Mingjin, who was clutching his wrist tightly, and didn't care even if the blood had penetrated the gauze and flowed out, and gently patted him on the shoulder: "I used to always look at you unpleasantly. Even if Yuri doesn't happen to you, it's all aimed at you. But this time...... I don't have that kind of thought. ”

"Brother Hejun. I ......" Han Mingjin looked up at Kwon Hyuk-jun, his eyes red. But I don't know what to say. Kwon Hyuk-joon shook his head and smiled: "I don't know why you chose to commit suicide by jumping off the building." Even if he was rescued, he still cut his wrists again desperately. I've targeted you, but I don't look down on you. But I can't figure out why you are a suicide person. ”

Kwon Hyuk-jun stood up and carried the small bag on his back: "How good it is to be alive." Even if Yuri is like this now, the doctor told her to go home and stay for a few days. Let the family stay by her side more. Maybe it will help her recover. However, I know that if there is anyone or something that can really restore her, it should be you. But even so, I'm happy. We are a family, we haven't been together for a long time. Since her debut, she has rarely returned home. ”

After being silent for a while, Kwon Hyuk-jun took a breath: "Don't say anything." Pack up my things, I should go back to Gaoyang's house too. I didn't mean anything other than to tell you the truth. You choose to commit suicide, perhaps to avoid something, or not to cause harm to anyone. But if you really leave and die, it will still be burdensome, even sad. But no matter what, facing the problem and solving it, living is the only condition. ”

Bowing slightly to Han Mingjin, ignoring his behavior of bowing his head and not returning the salute at this time, Kwon Hyukjun turned his head and walked towards the door: "After you figure it out...... Come pick her up again. Although I hope that she can still fight with me and grab things like she used to, and let my parents judge and let the neighbors call them Mom Li, I know that she still wants to come back. Standing on stage, with sisters, singing, dancing, acting, going to school...... With you. ”

The door was gently shut, leaving only Han Mingjin, who bowed his head and was silent. Until halfway through, he tried to take a breath and straighten up, but in the end he didn't sit down. With a deep bent waist and a lowered head, he couldn't straighten up. Eventually, he rubbed his hair weakly, letting the blood stain his sleeves red from his wrists. If you can't bear it and want to escape, then die. But nowadays, even death hurts people. A dilemma of life and death...... That's it? (To be continued.) )