Xun Zhen pushed away the Song Dynasty.

Song Xinnian was stunned for a moment, his eyes were a little hurt.

Xun Zhen really couldn't bear to see him show such an expression, so he made an excuse and said, "I ate a lot of delicious dishes at night, I think it's better to brush your teeth first." ”

Song Xinnian smiled, "I don't mind. ”

With that, he kissed her again.

Xun Zhen couldn't help but think in his heart, Song Qiannian is really a veritable little milk dog attribute, he likes to be sticky and lick people.

Of course, in the end, Xun Zhen and Song Xinian didn't talk about anything, because Song Qiannian patronized her.

When Song left in the past year, he still looked unfinished.

But seeing Xun Zhen's expression was a little sleepy, he had to suppress the desire in his heart and reluctantly left.

——

All day today, Lin Yishu was in the hospital for further examination. After getting a more detailed examination report, the attending doctor gave him a complete treatment plan, surgery first, followed by radiotherapy.

When liver cancer was discovered three years ago, it was still in its early stages.

But this time, the liver cancer recurred and even metastasized to the lungs. So he needed to have part of his liver removed, then part of his lungs, and finally chemotherapy.

This is the best treatment plan so far, and the attending doctor hopes that Lin Yishu will be admitted to the hospital for treatment immediately.

But Lin Yishu was still hesitating, he asked the doctor, "After this treatment, how long can I guarantee that there will be no recurrence?"

The doctor couldn't give Lin Yishu a definite answer, "No one can say for sure." But conservative estimates suggest that there will be at least ten or eight years. ”

Lin Yishu smiled faintly.

The last time he had treatment, the doctor told him that it would take him ten years and eight years, but after three years, the cancer returned.

Seeing that Lin Yishu didn't speak, the doctor analyzed, "Generally, as long as the patient who has completed the treatment follows the doctor's instructions, eats reasonably, and insists on daily exercise, his body can still be the same as a normal ordinary person."

With all due respect, Mr. Lin, after you were cured from treatment three years ago, did you not always adhere to good lifestyle habits? Liver cancer patients should avoid staying up late with irregular work and rest, smoking and drinking.

You are a white-collar executive, and when you are busy with work, you should have committed a big taboo many times, right?"

Lin Yishu does not refute. His silence was a tacit acquiescence.

But at this moment he has no regrets.

What's the point of living only cautiously and conformistically?

He had a natural desire for freedom and could not change his lifestyle because of an illness.

Did he stop working, drinking, and not being paid in order to live for a few more years?

Even this treatment, he didn't really want to accept it.

He still remembers how uncomfortable the response to chemotherapy was.

The pain went into the bones, carved into the veins. He didn't want to suffer like that again.

What's more, this time, it's not just his liver that has problems, but even his lungs.

If he can't never relapse, why should he go for treatment and endure that pain.

He thought about it again and again, and finally said indifferently, "I still want to think about the hospitalization." ”

When the doctor heard this, he immediately persuaded, "Mr. Lin, what else are you thinking about? This kind of disease can't wait for a moment, of course, it is early treatment and early recovery." Besides, you don't have to worry about it so much. ”

Lin Yishu replied bluntly, "I'm afraid of pain." ”

The doctor was speechless for a while, but quickly persuaded again, "This is the stage of treatment, as long as you endure it, you will be able to carry it soon." ”

Lin Yishu still shook his head, "It hurts so much, just thinking back on my previous experience, I already feel that I can't bear that kind of pain." ”

During chemotherapy, he would lose his hair.

He would throw up and be in pain.

The doctor gave him anti-vomiting medicine, and although he didn't vomit, he would be constipated, or he would have stomach problems all day and all night.

That kind of life is worse than death, he doesn't want to go through it again.

The doctor looked at Lin Yishu silently, for a long time, and finally he persuaded him, "Mr. Lin, as the saying goes, it is better to die than to live, I advise you to think seriously and be admitted to the hospital as soon as possible."

And with the rapid development of medical technology, maybe in the future we can find advanced medical technology that completely conquers cancer without causing pain to patients.

"Doctor, don't persuade me. Whether to do treatment or not, I will think about it. But I don't like to put my future on the ethereal. ”

After saying this, Lin Yishu resolutely left the doctor's office.

The doctor looked at Lin Yishu's back and sighed regretfully. He is so young, but his will to survive is not as good as those seventy or eighty-year-old people, and this kind of person he has encountered for so long is the first time he has encountered such a person.

Isn't it good to be alive? Why can't you bear that little pain?

After coming out of the hospital, Lin Yishu called Xun Zhen, "Let's have dinner together tonight." ”

Since Chen Rui successfully matched, and Aoxing officially negotiated cooperation with Jessica and Damon, Xun Zhen has been so busy with things during this time that he has been dizzy. But when Lin Yishu was so busy, he was not in the company for three days, and Xun Zhen already had some complaints about him.

She coldly refused, "Director, I think everyone in the planning department should work late tonight, if you can wait, I don't mind having a supper with you." ”

Lin Yishu didn't mind Xun Zhen's bad tone, he said, "I give you permission not to work overtime tonight. Life is short, so don't waste all your time at work. ”

Waste?

Hearing this word from Lin Yishu's mouth really surprised Xun Zhen.

In her cognition, Lin Yishu in the past was a workaholic who was even more devilish than her.

But during this period of time, Lin Yishu was so abnormal, he often asked for leave without saying anything, and even his attitude towards work was so casual.

She said lightly, "Director, if you do this, you are not afraid that Mr. Dong will trouble you?"

Lin Yishu asked frankly, "Xun Zhen, tell me directly, do you want to replace me?"

Xun Zhen was stunned for a moment. She had always thought that way. But since falling in love with Song Xiannian, this idea has faded all of a sudden.

Now that Lin Yishu asked, she still replied cautiously, "I still have a big gap compared to you, the director, how dare I want to replace you?"

Lin Yishu smiled meaningfully, and said, "What if I told you that I would resign next month." ”

Xun Zhen subconsciously asked, "Why?"

It stands to reason that Dong Jugao values Lin's book so much, and his ability is obvious to everyone, so there is no reason for him to think about resigning at this time.

Lin Yishu said indifferently, "No, why." I just don't want to work anymore. I feel like I can do something more interesting besides my job. ”

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