Chapter 20: Why didn't Dad come to see me?
"Yin Yin, I'm sorry. ”
His voice floated in vain, like a dream in this heavy moment. After speaking, Xu Zhangxi frowned, feeling that the air was emptied, and his chest was stuffy.
Anything was pale and powerless, and he didn't dare to mention everything about her, her father's death, her injuries, and her future life. None of this is suitable for saying, all he can do is to share her heart here.
About ten years ago, Yin Yin's mother died, and Xu Zhangxi accompanied her.
Yin Yin's mother, Ms. Lin Jingxian, and Xu Zhangxi's mother, Ms. Yuan Yonghua, were classmates and friends, Yin Yin's mother was an associate professor at the School of Medicine of F University, and studied tumors in the school, and Xu Zhangxi's mother is now a doctoral supervisor of F University.
Lin Jingxian died without warning, having suffered a cardiac arrest in the laboratory on Friday night. That's what the autopsy examiner said, and so was the cause of death announced by Yin.
Yin Yin always felt that it was a conspiracy, but she couldn't find a flaw. She thought that her mother would come back one day.
That year, Yin Yin didn't know how to cry immediately, she obediently didn't speak, like a stupid child who was so frightened that she lost any reaction.
Xu Zhangxi accompanied her all night long, holding her hand to comfort her one by one. It was also a long time before Yin Yin cried in the middle of the night, and the tears that he couldn't stop falling on Xu Zhangxi's heart, he couldn't wipe it anymore, and the more he wiped it, the more uncomfortable it became. At the end, I only felt bitter in my heart.
The two were talking under a small lamp, "What is cardiac arrest?"
"I'm so tired and want to rest. ”
"People are tired, where to go?"
"Go where you want to go. ”
"Are they lying to me? I always feel that my mother is still there, she is not gone, she is still ......"
Yin Yin choked up and couldn't go on, tears were surging in her eyes, biting her hand in her mouth and refusing to be heard crying.
Since then, every time Yin Yin shed tears, Xu Zhangxi remembered her crying that night. She loves to cry too much, she was a little crying bag when she was a child, but she often cried secretly, and coincidentally she was bumped into by him every time.
Now that her father is gone, he is still by her side.
Yin Yin cried, and as soon as Xu Zhangxi opened her mouth, she cried again.
She was dizzy all day, uncomfortable like seasickness, nauseous and vomiting, and her body was burning. At night, she was resting alone in the ward, her heart suddenly throbbed violently, Yin Yin "wow" for no reason, and then called "Dad" uncontrollably, and then cried.
When I saw TV in the morning, Yin Yin's performance was as usual. Because of this, the careless Jiang Chao will forget what an abnormal thing this must be. In fact, it's no wonder Jiang Chao, she will know sooner or later.
"Yin Yin, don't cry. ”
Xu Zhangxi's voice was low and soft, "It's me who is wrong, if you want to hate you, you hate the third brother." ”
"Don't cry, okay?"
Yin Yin's sideburns were wet, and his eyes were already swollen from crying, bulging like a peach pit. Xu Zhangxi was afraid that he would touch Yin Yin's pain as soon as he stretched out his hand, but he still took a few tissues to wipe away the crystal tears.
"I'm not leaving, where will you go in the future, and where will the third brother follow. ”
Xu Zhangxi muttered to himself, as if reciting scriptures, he took all the fault on himself, but Yin Yin didn't know what he did wrong, and the more he said about her, the more sad she became.
"Yin Yin ......"
"I'm sorry, do you say it's good to talk? Don't hold it in your heart, it'll be stuffy. It's the third brother bastard, and the third brother will never leave you again. ”
Yin Yin lowered his eyes, his eyes unfocused. Her eyes didn't know where to look, her mind didn't know where she was, and she didn't know how many words Xu Zhangxi had heard. He held her hand again, "Yin Yin, can you say something?"
She didn't want to speak, she was uncomfortable, she had a fire in her heart. knew that her father's death was not normal, but she didn't even know who the enemy was, and she didn't know which one she should hate.
Yin Yin looks hard-hearted, but in fact, she can't help people to grind, especially the person who grinds her is Xu Zhangxi. He knew her death hole too well, he knew her heart too well, and he wanted to open her heart easily.
The reason for this is not only because he is smart, but also because the two of them have many similarities in some way. The two of them have grown up together since childhood, childhood sweethearts, and each other's character is clear.
Xu Zhangxi is a few years older than Yin Yin, and she is a child who has not grown up in front of him. Children are transparent in front of adults, and Yin Yin is undisguised in front of Xu Zhangxi.
Yin Yin can't do without Xu Zhangxi, and it is impossible not to talk to him forever.
Yin Yin is both sad and angry and grateful for the arrangement in the dark of fate. Xu Zhangxi appeared when she was at her most vulnerable, and she was the brightest light in the darkest moments of her life. Thinking about it, Yin Yin became sad again, she cried so much that she couldn't catch her breath, and said intermittently: "Three...... Elder brother...... I...... Where's Daddy? ...... Why didn't he come to see me?"
Xu Zhangxi's nose was sour, he lowered his head and kissed her hair, Yin Yin closed his eyes, and tears slipped from the corners of his eyes and disappeared.