107 Confess the past
You're dead, you're alive again!"
These six words were like thunder, blowing up Xia Xi on the outside and tender on the inside, but after these six words were spoken, Jiang Huai seemed to have found an outlet for his emotions and said the troubles that had plagued him for several months.
"If it were once or twice, I might think that I had a problem, but after so many times, I felt that it was a kind of foreknowledge. Jiang Huai looked at Xia Xi, his long eyelashes drooped slightly, and the light and shadow cast a few shadows on his face, "I once saw a very long river, shining, and it seemed to be floating in the sea of stars. As soon as you step in, the waves drown you, but soon you appear in another place and step in again. ”
"This time, you've crossed the river. ”
Xia Xi listened in shock, she never knew that Jiang Huai had so many suppressed thoughts in her heart.
I didn't know he was so worried.
There is a sentence in high school political philosophy textbooks that one cannot step into the same river twice.
Time flows like a river, never stopping, objectively speaking, people cannot go back to the past.
But Xia Xi was shocked, but he didn't think much about it, just thought that Jiang Huai happened to dream about this, and accidentally glimpsed something.
"Jiang Huai, I think you're just tired. Xia Xi touched his forehead and pressed his shoulder to let him relax, but no matter what Xia Xi did, Jiang Huai didn't move.
"I'm not tired. Jiang Huai said, he looked at Xia Xi, there was a little dim light in his eyes, "Actually, I have not only seen this, I have also seen another world." ”
"Another completely different world. ”
Xia Xi's heart beat clearly and quickly, she began to tremble uncontrollably, the tense muscles in her back began to sweat non-stop, and the whole person was trapped by Jiang Huai's words.
Such an unreasonable thing as wearing a book has happened to her, and it is not incomprehensible for Jiang Huai to dream at all.
But Natsuki is really afraid that this matter will be exposed.
She also had someone who told her plainly that you stole everything!
Just when Xia Xi's mind was full of chaotic thoughts, Jiang Huai spoke again, this time he directly hugged Xia Xi in his arms, feeling Xia Xi's thin but warm body, and also sensing her silent fear, "The world I see is without me! You are with Qi Xiu!"
Really!
What Jiang Huai saw was the so-called past life, that is, the original plot in the book.
Xia Xi was shocked in her heart, she heard Jiang Huai add a sentence, "You are afraid." ”
Xia Xi was really scared, she didn't expect Jiang Huai to actually "see" this.
"Hmm. Xia Xi leaned on Jiang Huai's shoulder and hummed softly, "What else did you see?"
"I also saw ......"
Squeak –
As soon as Jiang Huai opened his mouth, the moving vehicle suddenly braked suddenly, and the two people who were hugging each other did not hold steady, leaned forward suddenly, and almost fell off the seat.
The baffle was slowly lowered, Xiao Liu quickly glanced back, and then turned his head without squinting, but his voice was a little shaky, "Sister Xia Xi, Teacher Jiang, ahead...... A cat appeared in front. ”
A cat?
Xia Xi stabilized his mind, raised his head from Jiang Huai's body, and looked at the front of the car.
Through the car window, Natsuki saw a cat sitting on the front lid of the car, licking its front paws nobly and elegantly.
This is a beautiful Maine.
The white fur glowed softly in the dim streetlight, and noticing the two people looking over, it looked up and tilted its head to look at them.
Being looked at by such a pair of lake-blue eyes, Xia Xi's heart instantly softened.
"What a beautiful cat, but why is it here!" Natsuki leaned forward, staring at it through the window.
Xiao Liu's voice was a little frightened, "I don't know either......! It came out of nowhere!"
Sudden appearance?
Natsuki looked around, then opened the door and went down.
This is the only way to go to the film and television city, some of them are desolate and remote, and there are obviously no cats around here.
The cat was covered in snow-white fur and meticulously groomed, as if it had just crawled out of a clean and tidy cat bed.
Out of place with your surroundings.
Natsuki slowly approached it, but it still didn't move, looking at Natsuki with its blue eyes.
Cats are very defensive animals, and they tend to be wary of strangers and will flee.
But when Natsuki got closer, it glanced at Natsuki as if she had made a decision, and then jumped out of the car and into Natsuki's arms.
Natsuki caught it in a hurry, a little overwhelmed.
Jiang Huai...... and it ......"
"Sister Xia Xi, it really came out of nowhere, Lao Chen was driving the car, and it suddenly jumped out. Xiao Liu was so frightened that he didn't dare to approach, "The speed of the car is so fast...... It can't be so safe here...... "Xiao Liu didn't know when he came out, and at this time he was standing behind Xia Xi, looking at the cat in Xia Xi's arms with some fear.
The cat that was scared by Xiao Liu Ji was leaning on Xia Xi's arms at this time, and its big fluffy tail was lazily flicking on Xia Xi's arm, looking comfortable and natural, not at all.
Natsuki reached out and scratched its chin, but it didn't have much, but made a comfortable sound.
"Jiang Huai......" Xia Xi looked at Jiang Huai involuntarily.
The cat in Xia Xi's arms saw Jiang Huai coming, moved his body in Xia Xi's arms, and pointed his big fluffy tail at Jiang Huai, leaving him with a noble, elegant and hairy big tail.
The strange appearance of this cat is also strangely close to her.
Everything is full of discord.
"Let's take it back first. Jiang Huai glanced around, there were construction sites and green plants near this section of the road, and there would be no such a clean cat.
Although I don't want to admit it, the appearance of this cat is not in line with the core values of socialism at all.
"But ......," Xiao Liu still wanted to refute.
"He probably came out of here. Jiang Huai pointed to the tall street tree on the side of the road, "It is possible that it has been squatting here and suddenly fell." Let's take it back first. ”
Jiang Huai opened his mouth like this, and Xiao Liu reluctantly accepted this theory.
After all, this theory is the most scientific, so it is better than the theory of ghosts and gods.
So this mysterious cat was finally brought back by Natsuki.
When Jiang Huai clapped the hand and said to take it back, the cat turned around again and glanced at Jiang Huai.
The cat's small movements Xiao Liu and the driver Lao Chen didn't notice it, and only Xia Xi and Jiang Huai noticed this series of small actions.
This cat is a little too smart, as if it can understand human speech.
Back in the car, Xiao Liu also looked at the kitten a few times with palpitations, and saw that it was obedient and obedient like an ordinary cat, so he put down his heart a little and raised the baffle of the car again.
This time the back seat is no longer a two-person world.
This cat is inexplicably hostile to Jiang Huai, but it is not outright hostile, but the kind that looks at it and is tentative.
It jumped down from Xia Xi's arms, leaned over slightly with its tail on its feet and sniffed Jiang Huai a few times, and then rushed back to Xia Xi's arms to nest well, and when he looked at Jiang Huai, his tail also fell.
"Little thing has no conscience, who brought you in!" The gentle daughter-in-law who originally belonged to him was robbed by a cat, Jiang Huai's careful eyes instantly attacked, and his eyebrows were cold to the kitten's eyes.
"What are you angry with it!" Natsuki hugged the cat, eager to bury herself in the cat's fluffy hair, holding it in one hand and stroking happily with the other.
Jiang Huai: ......
It's just a cat, can't be angry!
There is no one to replace the sick when you are angry!
After doing a little mental construction, Jiang Huai decided to ignore the cat and pick up the topic just now, but found that this topic was like a missing mouth, as soon as he spoke, he brushed up and leaked, and the other protagonist of the dialogue was completely addicted to the cat and couldn't extricate himself.
"Natsuki!"
"Huh?"
"Let's talk about this cat!" Jiang Huai looked at the cat lying on Xia Xi's lap and meowing, gritting his teeth.
Xia Xi wasn't really addicted to petting cats and couldn't extricate herself, but she really didn't know where to start talking to Jiang Huai about that topic just now, and this panic of telling her big secret also made her at a loss.
It's not a matter of trust or distrust, it's just her deepest instinct to protect herself.
"Ah, what can happen to this cat. It's weird, but it's still not dangerous. Xia Xi played with the cat's big tail, his eyes were a little dodgy, and he didn't dare to look at Jiang Huai.
"You're scared. Jiang Huai's tone was very affirmative, and he repeated what he had just said.
If it had been placed before, Jiang Huai would definitely give Xia Xi a period of time to adapt and wait for her to speak, but ......
"Natsuhi, I know you're scared to ask, but I still want to ask. Jiang Huai looked at her, "I know it's selfish to ask this." ”
"But ......"
Natsuki tilted his head to look at him, feeling the worry in his heart from his slight trembling subtle movements.
What is he worried about?
Are you worried about the reality of this world?
Still worried that she would leave.
Natsuki looked at him, the two looked at each other, and many thoughts flashed through her mind in an instant.
At that moment, she wanted to hide it, but she quickly dismissed the idea.
"Let's go back. You haven't eaten dinner yet. Natsuki relented.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have pushed you like that. Jiang Huai sighed, with a little self-blame.
Xia Xi didn't know what Jiang Huai had seen, but Jiang Huai's reaction was too big.
For a moment, both of them were a little silent.
All that remains is the occasional purring of cats.
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In those dreams that Jiang Huai saw, he was a passerby at the beginning, watching everything develop, the two people were like ordinary intersecting lines, and the only intersection between the two people was when they were children, and then they gradually drifted apart.
Then he became one of the participants, and the development trajectory of the two people gradually became a mess, intertwined and inseparable.
Jiang Huaisheng was born in the new era, and he also received a foreign education when he was young, so he didn't believe in this kind of mysterious thing.
But now he suddenly changed the channel, and the nightmare that had been following him like a demon at any time.
With confusion comes the desire to answer.
And then this desire grows and grows.
Just like Pandora in the mythical story who opened the magic box, Jiang Huai couldn't suppress his desire to know everything.
Whether it's curiosity or possessiveness, in the dark, Jiang Huai just thinks this is very important, quite important!
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Half an hour later, the two returned to the hotel with the cat in their arms.
Jiang Huai opened a new room with Xiao Zhang's documents but did not check in, but went directly to Xia Xi's room with his luggage.
He just wanted to talk to Natsuki now.
"Jiang Huai, do you want to take a shower first. Natsuki bent down and handed the cat to the other assistants who didn't know it, and asked them to take the cat to the veterinarian for a check-up, and then buy some cat supplies by the way.
"No, for a while. Jiang Huai said.
The assistants slipped away with the cat in their arms in the attitude that the light bulb was the original sin, and closed the door for them before leaving.
"Would you like to eat something first?"
"I asked Xiao Zhang to order the food, and it was delivered in about an hour. ”
This time, Xia Xi couldn't think of any other reason, and it would be embarrassing to ask something else.
In the end, Xia Xi sat down helplessly and sat opposite Jiang Huai.
"Sit here!" Jiang Huai patted the empty seat beside him and motioned for Xia Xi to sit down.
Natsuki sat down obediently.
"Jiang Huai, have you seen rebirth?" Xia Xi asked.
Rebirth?
Jiang Huai thought back to the messy things he had seen, and found that it was a routine, which was basically a matter of one person dying and then living on another person.
"I've heard of it. Jiang Huai nodded.
He has been working alone since he was a teenager, and there is no other teenager in the second year of secondary school, where the young men gather to play games, stay up late, and cheat on exams, which is a common thing in innocence, is far from his youth.
But it does not delay him to know these elements from the mouths of others.
"That's good. Xia Xi said, she didn't look at Jiang Huai, but lowered her eyes and looked at the transparent glass she was holding in her hand, the cup was transparent, there was warm water inside, the walls of the cup were filled with water vapor, and Xia Xi could see her delicate fingers through the water and glass, this was a pair of hands that had not done heavy work.
"Jiang Huai, although what I said in a while may be strange, it really happened!" Xia Xi said, his tone was gentle and slow, but he gave Jiang Huai a critical blow on the head.
"Actually, I'm not Natsuki, or I'm not the original Natsuki. ”
Jiang Huai didn't speak. Just looked at her, but there were doubts and puzzles in his eyes, and there was a little exploration.
"I'm not even from the same world as you. One night I saw her life, and the next day I showed up here. Natsuki was still hiding something, for example, it was a book.
"So what were you like before. ”
Before?
"To be honest, I can't remember exactly, but the conditions are not as good as they are now, so I've been working at the bottom! Natsuki lowered her head, put down the cup, and began to clasp her fingers.
"No!" Jiang Huai spoke this time, but he interrupted her out of the voice, and his tone went from uncertainty to certainty at the beginning, using only two words.
Natsuki looked up at him in shock.
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