1074, just a few words
She has no culture, barely went to elementary school, only knows ABC in English, and as for English ability, she has no English ability at all.
In Australia, all external communication is pinned on Mu Yan, and she can only do small things like buying groceries in the supermarket.
Now, Mu Yan is gone, she is a woman, helpless, and has to drag a child, you can imagine how difficult it is.
Li He said, "Then you can cook here, and when your mood eases a little, you can go back to China with us, so that you can take care of each other in the future." ”
Mu Yan and him, even if they are old colleagues and partners, they are also the best and most close friends, no matter from what point of view, he has the responsibility and obligation to take care of Mu Yan's family, and it is his duty.
"Thank you, but don't bother, you can go back by yourself if you have something, I know how to take the car, how to buy a ticket to go back. Yang Ling smiled, she didn't want to trouble anyone, as if she wanted to maintain the last decency, this was the stubbornness in her bones, she didn't want others to sympathize with them if they were weak or they were orphans and widows.
This has nothing to do with proximity.
"It's okay, we're not in a hurry," Li He said with a wry smile, "I still hope you want to open a little, after all, people can't be resurrected after death." ”
Three days after Mu Yan's funeral, he dared to be so comforted.
"He didn't even have a piece of bone ashes left, so he buried it here, you say, how can I explain it to his parents this time!" Thinking of the old man, Yang Ling continued to cry again.
Li He said, "If you want, I can arrange for someone to pick up the old man now, and if the old man is willing, I will also bring the old man over to see it in the future." ”
There's no way around it.
Before he rushed over with Meng Jianguo, Yang Ling and Mu Yan's friends were forced to let Mu Yan sleep here directly because the ashes were not suitable to carry back to China.
Burial is practiced.
Even if Li He finds a way to bring it back to China now, it is very unlucky to open the coffin.
"No, thank you" Yang Ling cried again.
When Li He waited for her mood to stabilize, he went out with Meng Jianguo, and unconsciously lit a cigarette in an irritable mood!
"Lao Tzu doesn't believe in evil!" he angrily threw the cigarette he had just lit to the ground again, and reluctantly stepped on it.
"What are you doing?" Meng Jianguo was startled by Li He's vicious voice and sudden movements.
Mr. Li just remembered that he was quitting smoking. Qi Hua interjected at the right time, anyway, he hadn't encountered this kind of thing once or twice, and he had long been accustomed to it.
"That's it?" was not a joke, but why did Meng Jianguo and the others feel so funny?
Li He sighed and said, "Then what do you think? Hey, you don't know, it's really difficult to quit smoking, don't look at me like that, if you have the ability, quit smoking and show me." ”
He wanted to use cigarettes to relieve his emotions, but he became irritable again!
It's so hard to quit smoking!
The pain of quitting smoking is not physical pain, but mental self-torture. After being pressed by a boulder for a long time, and after making various unsuccessful attempts, this pressure can be imagined!
He still really didn't want to learn to smoke and be disgusted in his last life, and then quit smoking!
After that pain once, I definitely don't want to try again!
In fact, now he understands that saying a thousand ways and ten thousand, any method is fake, and quitting smoking still needs to rely on self-discipline!
"To be honest, I'm ready to quit smoking. Meng Jianguo said with a smile, "Don't look at me, I have quit smoking a long time ago." Every time I see the station, there is an old man who picks up cigarettes and smokes, and I feel uncomfortable. You think I'm sympathetic?
No, I'm hateful, because I'm the same kind as them.
To put it mildly, if one day, I have nothing and poverty, I may be like them.
In my heart, there is only the desire for a cigarette, where will I care about what face is not faced.
Not to mention any fighting spirit and the like. ”
"Yes, you cow. Li He gave a thumbs up and said to Hu Dayi, "Let's learn from him and work together to quit smoking." ”
"Don't count me, I really can't quit smoking, and I just rely on this cigarette to catch my breath every day. Hu Dayi waved his hand and refused, "If you really quit, I have to be depressed." ”
Liu Yibo, who had never spoken much on the side, suddenly sighed and said, "I finally know now why he came to Australia." ”
"Depression. Meng Jianguo couldn't think of which tendon was wrong with Liu Yibo, so he asked this kind of question that everyone knows.
"What about the deep?" Liu Yibo then asked.
"What do you think is engaged in writing work?" Meng Jianguo didn't understand what Liu Yibo meant.
"Actually, the environment at home and abroad is still different. Liu Yibo no longer sold Guanzi, and then said, "In China, if you tell people that you have depression, how many people can believe you? Those who know you think you are joking, and those who don't know you think you are mentally ill."
Moreover, sometimes it is easy to become an outlier for others when talking and doing things, and it is definitely not comfortable to continue to live in this environment..."
Meng Jianguo interrupted with a smile, "You don't have contact with people abroad?" Of course, there are fewer Australians, but you also have to contact them..."
"That's why education should be modernized, world-oriented, and future-oriented, at least the Chinese's vision is almost in line with that of development." Hu Dayi quipped, "Even people like you don't know what depression is, and the lack of psychological knowledge is terrible, let alone other people!"
In developed countries, I dare not say that most people can understand people with mental illness, but at least some people can understand and probably respect a little, which is very difficult in China. ”
"It's true. Li He thought so.
He also thought that this may be the reason why some people choose to go abroad.
Of course, if there is an opportunity to go abroad, for whatever reason, most people will still choose to go abroad, even if China's economy is booming at this time, and the Chinese are about to step into the 21st world hand in hand.
If you can't get out, it's not that you don't want to go out, but you're actually trapped.
Choose?
There was no choice.
Only the elite are eligible to choose.
Everyone then talked about the pair of orphans and widows, Meng Jianguo blamed himself, "Lao Mu and I both stayed in school to teach after graduating in 80, then you are still students, and he and I are already living in a single dormitory building, and we are the best."
Even later, when both of us left school, we worked together, and I spent the most time with him, but, hey, he really told me that he had depression, and I really laughed at him at the time, and then he stopped mentioning it. ”
After saying that, he patted his head again in annoyance.
Everyone comforted him again, on the surface he was not to blame for this matter, but he was not the only one who was ignorant.
"Unconsciously, I've known each other for 17 years," Meng Jianguo sighed, hesitated, and continued, "I know him very well, he is a very responsible person, I don't believe that he would leave so suddenly, without making arrangements for his daughter-in-law and son." ”
Li He asked, "What do you mean?"
"At least leave a few words or something, right?" Meng Jianguo said.
"I've read the notebook. Li He continued, "The last page is what he left before he died, is it a will?
"The diary we are reading now is just one of his books, he is a book bag, he used to remember a thousand words and 800 words every day when he had something to do, he has known him for 17 years, he has only been delayed for one day, or the day his wife gave birth, he has no time to write," Meng Jianguo saw that everyone didn't understand, so he said eagerly, "Suddenly I want to leave, how can I leave one or two lines?"
"The only possibility is that he stayed somewhere else. Li He suddenly realized.
Meng Jianguo, "Maybe, there is really a suicide note, but Yang Ling didn't take it out." ”
"Are you suspicious of Miss Yang...."Qi Hua showed a look of surprise.
"Shut your foul mouth. Li He said angrily.
Qi Hua saw that everyone's eyes were looking towards him, and he suspected that he had said something that he shouldn't have said, but he still finished speaking!
Well, his expression, maybe it tells everyone, what he will say.
ps: Cheeky begging for a ticket, thank you
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