Chapter 647: What's the Meaning of Being Alive?
Ji Xiaoyun was indeed very thirsty, so she took the boiling water she handed over and drank it.
After that, she spoke, "Sister-in-law Su, tell me, is it a boy or a girl?
"Young grandma, I ......" Sister-in-law Su didn't know how to answer at all, and when she looked at Ji Xiaoyun, she didn't dare to look up.
Her non-answer made Ji Xiaoyun's heart tighten, and she felt a bad premonition, and looked at her with her eyebrows, "Sister-in-law Su, why don't you speak?" Did something happen?"
"Young grandma, you rest first, child, child, I'll come when I go......"
Sister-in-law Su didn't know how to speak, so she could only flee. In this matter, it's better to let Feng Liji talk about it himself.
Ji Xiaoyun realized that something must have happened, and it was about the child, she didn't care about the pain of the wound, pulled out the needle, and grabbed Sister-in-law Su, "Tell me, what about the child?"
"Young grandma, I'm sorry, I don't know how to tell you. ”
Ji Xiaoyun treats her like a relative, she really can't open her mouth, if she doesn't press it, or she really doesn't want to say anything.
"Say whatever you want. Ji Xiaoyun endured the pain and kept herself calm.
"Young grandma, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you, but seeing you in such pain, I know that long pain is better than short pain, and I should tell you. ”
Sister-in-law Su was reluctant to open this mouth again, and under Ji Xiaoyun's repeated questioning, she had to say.
Ji Xiaoyun's good-looking forehead frowned, with coldness, she asked, "Sister-in-law Su, say it quickly?"
"Young grandmother, when the child is still in the womb. Because of the lack of oxygen, there are no vital signs, so when they are born, they have already died. ”
After Sister-in-law Su finished speaking, she cried.
When Ji Xiaoyun heard this, she felt like her heart had been hit by electricity at this moment, and her whole person was weak and fell into despair.
"Oh, my baby is gone, my baby is gone......" she slowly stood up and walked out.
After what happened last time, Sister-in-law Su didn't dare not follow, she helped Ji Xiaoyun, very worried, "Young grandma, where are you going? You are still in confinement, you can't run around." ”
Ji Xiaoyun didn't want to listen to her at all, and an unprecedented despair spread in her heart.
The child is gone, what is the point of her living?
Wind Away betrayed her, and the child in her womb didn't survive because of him.
If that's the case, why is she still alive?
It's good to be dead, you don't know anything, so you won't have so much trouble.
She went to the nursery like crazy, caught a nurse and asked, "Tell me, where is my child? You're all lying to me, aren't you? How could my child die?"
When the doctor saw that it was Ji Xiaoyun, he was stunned at first, saw that her hands were still bleeding, and he was a little worried, so he called the nurse to help her back to the ward.
But Ji Xiaoyun didn't pay attention to it at all, and shook off the nurse's hand, "Tell me, what about the child?"
Her voice was almost close to growling.
"This lady, I'm really sorry, the child was already gone when he came, please mourn, you are still young, there is a chance. ”
The doctor comforted him a few words and left with a helpless sigh.
A few days ago, there was a man who did the same.
It seems that none of them can accept this fact.
Ji Xiaoyun watched the doctor leave, she didn't need the nurse to help her, the whole person stayed in place in a daze, she felt that she was about to die.
There is no strength in his body, and his heart is like a knife.
She stood in the corridor in a daze, looking at the newborns, and then at the couples holding their newborn children, very happy.
And what about her?
Alone, no one cares whether she lives or dies.
Baby, I'm sorry, Mommy didn't protect you well, so you left the world before you were born, you waited for Mommy, Mommy went to accompany you soon.
Sister-in-law Su has been by her side, and she can't say a word.
She is a person from the past, and she knows that her child is gone, what kind of mood is it.
At this time, she couldn't listen to anything she said except to accompany her here.
After a long time, a breeze blew, and Sister-in-law Su remembered that she couldn't blow the wind, so she spoke, "Young grandma, let's go back to the ward, you are still in confinement, you can't blow the wind, otherwise you will fall ill in the future." The young master will be here soon, if he sees you like this, he will be distressed. ”
"Distressed?
Ji Xiaoyun's shoulders shook and sneered.
Her smile was just a single one, and all the expressions on her face looked desperate and hateful, and she said, "Sister-in-law Su, tell me, how many days have I been in a coma in the hospital?"
"Three days!" Sister-in-law Su replied honestly.
"Where did he go?"
Ji Xiaoyun felt that she was crazy, when was it, she still had a little hope.
Lose your marbles!
It's really insane!
A man who treats you like this, you still have hope?
Ji Xiaoyun, Ji Xiaoyun, do you really have no man to ask for it?
Do you want this dirty man?
"Young grandma, the young master has something to do, and he said that he would come to see you later. "Sister-in-law Su knows that there are some things that can't be said nonsense.
"I see. ”
Ji Xiaoyun knew that this would be the result.
The child is gone, where does Feng Liji care, he will only roll on the bed with that woman.
Her head was already a mess of mush, and she couldn't calm down to think about things for a while.
If I had been sober, I might not have been so miserable.
"Don't be sad, you and the young master are still young, and there are opportunities. If you're in good health, let's go back to the ward first. ”
Sister-in-law Su hugged Ji Xiaoyun back to the ward, but she suddenly said that she wanted to go to the bathroom, so Sister-in-law Su didn't say anything and led her to the bathroom. She was waiting outside for Ji Xiaoyun to come out.
After coming out, Ji Xiaoyun didn't say anything, and obediently went back to the ward.
After she lay down, she looked up at Sister-in-law Su and said, "I'm hungry, can you get me something to eat?"
"Okay, I'll go right away. Sister-in-law Su answered, and she immediately took out the phone and called back to the villa.
It was Feng Liji who just answered the phone, and Sister-in-law Su hung up the phone after explaining the situation to him.
Ji Xiaoyun felt that Sister-in-law Su's call was particularly ironic, Feng Liji had already done this to her, and it really didn't make sense to make a phone call.
smiled bitterly, "You go out first, I want to be alone and quiet." ”
She doesn't want to see the wind and leaves, and she doesn't want to see it for the rest of her life.
"Okay, then I'll go out first, I'll be outside. Sister-in-law Su knew that Ji Xiaoyun was in a bad mood, so she didn't say anything more.
Exited the room and gently closed the door.
The moment Ji Xiaoyun saw the door of the ward closed, her desperate tears welled up again.