134. Isn't it just a dream
Xun Zhen hadn't eaten properly in days.
Since Song Xiannian's sister had an accident, he has not cooked seriously, and the old boy who used to prepare three afternoon tea desserts for her every day is now unwilling to even take the time to prepare his own simple meals.
During this time, the most they ate was takeout, what Meituan ordered, Rong Heng packed back, and the nutritious meals she packed for him.
It's rare that Chen Huai brought her favorite roast duck, steamed pork ribs, and sauerkraut fish today, and she was in a much better mood all of a sudden.
The two of them sat on the balcony familiarly, the small coffee table was full of all kinds of dishes, one person had a can of beer, just a sip of wine, a mouthful of fragrant meat, and ate slowly.
Chen Huai glanced at Xun Zhen's face, which looked unusually dull even when he was eating food, and sighed, "Xun Zhen, you said that you can't be so dull and boring."
You should be excited when it's time to be excited, and you should laugh passionately when it's time to laugh. You always have a desireless face, will Song Xiannian find it boring to fall in love with you?"
Xun Zhen was stunned for a moment.
Song Xiannian should have felt bored, otherwise he wouldn't have been so cold to her so quickly.
He was probably disappointed in her, obviously before they were together, his thoughtfulness and gentleness didn't seem to be pretending. Maybe he didn't think that he would really fall in love together, and that feeling would be so dull, so his attitude changed.
What's ridiculous is that a month ago, he also posted such a sincere video in the circle of friends, vowing to love her for a lifetime, take care of her for a lifetime, and not let her suffer any grievances.
She believed that he was absolutely sincere when he swore it, and his current behavior was definitely not intended to hurt her, but she was still wronged and hurt.
It wasn't the problem with either of them, she thought, but that neither of them was suitable for each other.
She was too bland and boring, and he was too young and immature.
Thinking of all this, Xun Zhen smiled self-deprecatingly, and said lightly, "I'm almost thirty years old, should I still take the route of a young and beautiful girl?
Chen Huai suddenly denied, "How is it possible! If strong women are like you, I don't think any strong woman can harvest a beautiful love and family." Xun Zhen, I have been in a relationship with you for so many years, and there are some words that I will not beat around the bush.
I know that you have had a conflict with Song in the past few years, even if it is not in a state of cold war, but it is almost the same. Have you ever wondered why you are so responsible for this?"
Xun Zhen asked incredulously, "Chen Huai, do you want to say it, because I am too dull and boring, and Song Xian only had a cold war with me in the past years." β
Chen Huai shook his head, "You listen to me tell you slowly."
You also know that Song Qiannian's sister and nephew are missing during this time, and they may be more than lucky, and they may have been killed. But what did you do for him, who knew about it?"
Xun Zhen was stunned and replied truthfully, "I have accompanied him." Every day after work, I went to his room to accompany him. Isn't that enough?"
Chen Huai sneered and asked, "Then how are you accompanying him?"
Xun Zhen frowned, "How else can I accompany him?" In the same space, we sat on the side, he did his thing, and I did my thing. β
Chen Huai showed an expression of "I knew it would be like this".
He said seriously, "Xun Zhen, you don't call it companionship at all. β
Xun Zhen retorted, "I sit next to him, he doesn't talk to me, and I don't want to waste time, of course, I accompany him while working." β
Chen Huai sighed, "Why are you so stupid and unteachable? True companionship doesn't do anything, and accompanies wholeheartedly." Even if he doesn't talk to you, you have to sit next to him and watch quietly what he does.
Think about it, at that time, Song was anxious and distracted because of his family, but your girlfriend, who had the closest relationship with him, sat on the sidelines and concentrated on work without distractions, what would he think of you?
He will feel that you don't care about his family, or even don't care about him, and he will subconsciously crown you with the words cold-blooded and ruthless. β
The answer to this question, even if Chen Huai doesn't say it, Xun Zhen already knows the answer.
Song Xiannian and Rong Heng said that she was cold-blooded and ruthless, and she still remembers it clearly.
She whispered, "Just because of that, he thinks I'm cold-blooded and ruthless." Don't you think he's a little naΓ―ve?"
"Xun Zhen, Xun Zhen, this is not a question of whether Song Xi was young or not. It's human nature, but any normal person will not behave as well as you.
I know that you have grown up alone since you were a child, and your family has not given you much care, so that you do not know how to express your love for a person.
I also understand that you can still be so calm now, not because you don't care about Song and his family at all, but because you know that even if you are as decadent and blind as Song Qiannian, it will not play any positive role in the whole thing, so you can work and live calmly.
But you must know that the person who can understand you is me, not Song Qiannian. He has only known you for a short time, and he doesn't know you that well, so if you're not careful, he will interpret your calmness as cold-blooded and ruthless. β
Xun Zhen has nothing to refute.
She asked directly, "Since you know me so well, what do you think I should do?" I think my cold-blooded and ruthless image has been deeply rooted in Song Qiannian's heart, and he is now cold to me.
Before you came, I thought that if he didn't go back to work tomorrow, we would break up immediately. β
Chen Huai shook his head and analyzed, "It's not enough to break up." But you have to express your heart to Song Xiannian. He doesn't know what you're thinking, you're going to say it. β
Xun Zhen smiled bitterly, "I said it." I went to him after work today and made the whole thing clear. But he didn't say anything. β
Chen Huai wondered, "He really doesn't have any action?"
Xun Zhen nodded, "Maybe he doesn't like me as much as he thinks." Chen Huai, don't be such a mother-in-law, although I am in love for the first time and I don't have much experience, but I am not a fool, what to do and what not to do, I know in my heart.
It's not that I haven't worked hard and haven't kept it, but if he really didn't take me to heart, I would naturally be able to break up in style, isn't it just a dream, what if I wake up, at most I will start again. β
She won't live because of love. In her life, there are too many sad things, one more is not too much, anyway, she is experienced enough to deal with it, can't she get through it?
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