Chapter 2 Memory

Alas~

Three years ago, if Sang Guiyu was asked what was the most terrible thing now, she would definitely say that not having a job was the most terrible.

Why would anyone like to do nothing? She's going crazy to sleep or watch TV all the time, and she's in her youth, so it's a waste of her time. This waste is like invisible moisture to the naked eye, surrounding her and suffocating her, facing the passage of good times like this and doing nothing, who has the strength not to be afraid.

Life is only a few decades.

It has been a few months since she left the Qihang Group, and every day she either eats or sleeps, and her bones are rotten. At first, it was because I hoped that I could get better quickly, and then I could continue to work, but I didn't know what to do again.

It really makes her feel at ease that she will definitely not be able to let her mother support herself, so she still has to find a job as soon as possible.

Another reason is that she can't stand her mother's nagging.

At first, when she didn't go to work, her mother would comfort her and ask her to rest well, saying that happiness was the most important thing. Later, she probably found out that this problem sounded terrible, but it didn't seem to have any effect on her, no adverse symptoms or reactions, no weight loss or sadness, and people who ate and slept seemed to have a tendency to gain weight recently.

If it weren't for the hospital's diagnosis in black and white, she wouldn't have suspected that her daughter deliberately lied to be a rice worm.

Please, this is insulting her personality, although she doesn't look diligent, she doesn't have the face to gnaw at the old.

Fortunately, although he was diagnosed as a sick person, he did not feel sick at all, and he was very energetic and had a good appetite, except for no money. It's because I don't feel anything that I always suspect that I'm a poor person who has been misdiagnosed.

Sang Guiyu began to check online to see what kind of work was suitable for him.

Now her requirements for work are very simple, close to home and enough to pay enough to support two people.

My mother is already in her fifties, and her body often feels uncomfortable, and she often runs to the hospital recently, only to find that physical health is really important, if you don't have health, even if you have money and career, you don't have the heart to enjoy it, or it is better to spend more time with your family.

At first, I didn't hear anything from submitting my resume according to my preferences, and after a few days I didn't react and began to be anxious, is this civilization developing so fast, only a few months, she has been eliminated by society, and no one wants her.

When Sang's mother got off work, she saw that her daughter was still in front of the computer, and before she changed her shoes, she blamed: "Why are you still playing! Every day in front of the computer, you see your eyes ......" As she spoke, she opened the refrigerator, looked through what dishes were available, and planned what dishes she was going to buy tomorrow morning.

"I'm not playing, I'm looking for a job. The dish has been washed. ”

She doesn't have much cooking skills, so she is responsible for selecting and washing vegetables when she has time, and she is ready to wait for her mother to cook them.

Hearing that her daughter said that she was looking for a job, Sang Mu didn't have anything to say, it's good to find a job, and she needs to support it. In these years, I want money to live, and I can't buy vegetables for a dime, and where can I get money if I don't work.

Sang Guiyu turned off the computer, got up and stretched, it was really uncomfortable to sit for a long time. I went back to the room and rested my eyes on the table, rubbed my sore eyes, and looked at the fleshy in the small turtle pot on the windowsill that was fat and cute in the sun, and I was in a better mood. Go to the kitchen and get your hands on it.

She likes to cut vegetables, cut into various shapes according to her preferences, she can have a sense of artistic creativity here, people who don't understand art always like to see their artistic results, but they are always disgusted by their mother, because the cut is ugly.

Indeed, she is not good at it. I like to do it, but it seems that my hands are a little crippled.

After eating dinner and cleaning up, Sang Mu began to patrol around, "What kind of mess is there in your bed, and you don't know how to wash your clothes at home all day." ”

"I've washed it, just harvested it. "It's good that she's smart and washed it in the morning, otherwise I'd have talked about her again.

"I've washed it, I don't know how to fold it, so it's spread out like this! ”

"Oh, I'll put it away right away...... Sang Guiyu immediately smiled, stood in front of the bed and folded his clothes, and saw his mother holding a mop, "Mom, what are you doing? ”

"Look at the ground you mopped, woo," Sang Mu pointed to the three corners in a row, "dragging is the same as not dragging it." ”

"Oh. What else could she say?

After a few more days, she received phone calls asking for interviews one after another, but most of them were not what she wanted, and some companies she had not invested in called her to ask her.

It's the kind of thing she likes that no one pays attention to her and she doesn't think about, such as the kind of insurance* who sells insurance and asks her every day if she wants to go to an interview. She didn't discriminate against that kind of work, but she knew very well that her personality was not suitable for sales at all, and she really couldn't convince others to buy insurance.

In response to several acceptable working conditions, Sang Guiyu arranged an interview plan for himself, for a whole week, in the morning and afternoon, every day, and then there were too many to squeeze in, and sometimes he asked about the situation on the phone and then made a choice.

Some jobs are actually okay, but considering the distance, I have to give up and choose a job in a nearby town, and the salary is not high, but not high does not mean that there are no requirements.

After reading the resume she filled out, the HR manager looked up and said with a sincere smile, "Do you have a boyfriend now?"

"Nope. She knew what she wanted to ask, and hurriedly added: "Don't worry, I just graduated not long ago, thinking about working for a few years first, and I have no plans to get married recently." ”

The most feared thing about the company's personnel is the young women of the school age who are not pregnant.

"Well, I don't plan to get married lately. Actually, it's better for girls to have children early, it's not suitable after the age of thirty, the baby is not healthy, and the mother is recovering slowly......"

Sang Guiyu didn't understand the intentions of this middle-aged personnel manager who looked like she was about to be fifty years old, so she hoped that she would have a baby soon? But what does this have to do with her, theoretically she doesn't want to find someone who is better never to have a baby? But she didn't ask, just smiled and watched the personnel manager talk about health and life goals, and occasionally nodded to show that she was listening.

"We say it based on the trust between people, your conditions are very good, you have work experience, to be honest, I really want to keep your ......"

Yes, I am also very sincere, I will definitely not have children in the near future, Sang Guiyu nodded with his eyes to show his firm sincerity.

"But you know it's not for me to decide......"

So there is a head above the personnel manager? She didn't quite understand the organizational structure of this company, Sang Guiyu then nodded.

"I also have to ask the leader, after all, the company will also consider that if you want to have a child, you have to find someone to take over your work......"

So she didn't hear the words she just said that she hadn't been born in recent years? Sang Guiyu was a little disgusted with her smile, but she still nodded reluctantly, in fact, it made sense.

"I really haven't thought about having children in the last few years. Sang Guiyu emphasized again.

"Okay, I'll talk to the leader, you go back first and wait for the notice. ”

Women, why bother women.

Walking out of the administrative building, Sang Guiyu knew that she had no chance of playing, and before she came, she thought that it would be more than enough to enter this company as a clerk on her terms, but in the current situation, it is yellow.

Sure enough, I didn't wait for her notice after that.

Fortunately, soon there was a good-looking company that notified the interview, hundreds of employees, various welfare subsidies, and operated an e-commerce company with well-known toiletries, at least she knew that this toiletries had been used, and it seemed to be true.

Early in the morning, I sat in the car for more than an hour and got off at a very remote station, which from the outside should be a two-story office building converted from a factory building, such a location and environment made Sang Guiyu very disappointed.

Walked in hard, no one paid attention to her, a clean aunt said that they were all in the morning meeting, and waited for a long time before someone received them, asked about the information, said that the person in the post had been recruited, and asked if they were willing to do personnel.

In her opinion, there are a lot of overlapping work content in positions such as personnel and administrative assistants, so she doesn't mind changing, agrees, completes a small assessment of the form, and then chats with a manager's character about the work philosophy and attitude, and finds that her ideas are very much in line with the manager's taste, and she is going to stay immediately.

However, because of the different positions, her work experience has nothing to do with the current personnel at all, and can only be counted as inexperienced, so it is very low. Accommodation is a benefit for regular employees who have completed the internship period, and most of the dormitories are occupied by men, and it is better not to live in the dormitory if the ladies are not safe, so there is no for her.

This is to force her into cheap labor step by step.

If there is no position, why not notify in time, yesterday I was still contacting her to say that I wanted to go to the appointment on time, and today the position is full, this action is too fast. If the dormitory can be solved and the salary is good, Lu Yuan can also consider it, but there are no conditions to attract her.

Although she has been looking for a job for a while and has not succeeded, it would be more aggrieved if she was promised this. But Sang Guiyu didn't give up decisively at all, because she had already interviewed many people.

The reason for the rejection is nothing more than not married, no children, no driver's license, etc.

I don't know if it's an honor or not, it's the first time that so many people care about her life's events.

Sang Guiyu stepped on the way home in frustration, and before he got downstairs, Wang Momo called.

"Xiaoyu, how are you looking for a job?"

"No one wants me yet, ah~ah~ What should I do, Momo. ”

"Don't worry, there will always be someone who knows the goods, do you want to come out on the weekend to relax, I will invite you to a big meal. ”

"Big meal, forget it, I'm afraid I'll eat you. "Actually, I don't want her to break the bank.

Wang Momo thought that Sang Guiyu's small body dared to claim to eat her, it was simply arrogant, and laughed at her mercilessly: "You still want to eat me down like that, come on, you, remember to go out early and see you in the old place." ”

Go and go, and then go and look for a job after eating. She can only cheer herself up like this.

On this day, Sang Guiyu participated in an interview, and when she arrived, she found that this company was only fifteen minutes away from home, and the façade could be regarded as magnificent compared to the previous ones, and the most important thing was that she liked to interview her boss very much.

Because the boss was recruited, the boss happened to be there, so he saved the personnel level, communicated directly with her, and chatted with some basic information.

Obviously, he didn't think about it at all, all he said was his vision of the job and his expectations for this position, Sang Guiyu was excited when he heard it, and he couldn't help but worry that he would suddenly remember this stubble.

The boss was very blunt, and he wanted an assistant who spoke English fluently, and he worked part-time as a translator while he was working with foreigners.

Sang Guiyu's face was full of excitement, and repeatedly showed that she was competent, and the boss was also very happy, saying that she didn't know what the specific entry process was, and asked her to talk to personnel about the rest, and left in a hurry after writing the word "agree" directly on her resume, saying that she was in a hurry to sort out things and prepare for a business trip.

The two of them seemed to be very happy, so happy that they forgot the point, and they didn't even say anything about the salary, working hours, etc., when Sang Guiyu happily showed the words on the resume to the personnel manager, the manager asked, only to find that the salary and benefits were not discussed.

Sang Guiyu doesn't care, anyway, the leader has already spoken, so he must leave her.

After communicating with the personnel manager, she happily went out and met a man who had just walked in the hall, a little familiar, but she couldn't remember his name for a while.

Fang Zheng came to his uncle on the orders of his mother.

He almost bumped into a person downstairs in his uncle's company, and he had a good memory, and he immediately remembered that she was the woman who cried in the cake shop opposite the hospital a few months ago.

Today she smiled brightly, which was completely different from the heartbroken appearance that day, which made Fang Zheng wonder what happy things she had encountered. So he said hello first: "Long time no see, Miss Sang." ”

They only had one side, and he still remembered her, which made Sang Guiyu very surprised, "Hello, do you remember me?"

"Of course, you're special. Fang Zheng continued: "You seem to be very happy today?"

She knew what he was talking about, and she must have been ugly when she cried unreservedly in front of him that day. I had to smile awkwardly, and couldn't help but share my joy: "Well, I'm very happy, I got a job." ”

"Are you here? Congratulations. "It seems that they should have a chance to meet again in the future.

"Thank you. Thank you last time. ”

The two men spoke again and then separated.

Fangzheng's uncle is the owner of this company, and this time he came to be his driver, and by the way, he brought something from his uncle's house to his mother.

"Uncle, is your company hiring again?" Fang Zheng drove the car and chatted casually.

"What? You kid want to come?"

"I just met an acquaintance at the door, surnamed Sang, who said that he was coming to be your assistant. ”

"Oh, it's her. When did you start caring about women? He remembered that his nephew was dissolute and not nosy.

"Friends......"

It's just that Fang Zheng didn't expect to hear that Sang Guiyu later resigned. She was obviously very happy that day, why did she take the initiative to give up this job.

I don't know if it was out of curiosity or pity, but he asked his uncle for her contact information.

Sang Guiyu was surprised by his sudden invitation, and out of politeness, he agreed to go to the appointment and meet at a tea shop in the town.

After sitting down, the two greeted each other, and Fang Zheng asked the question in his heart: "Have you found a job?" Seeing that she had doubts, she said: "I'm just curious, I heard you say that I found a job that day, and I didn't see you report later." ”

Sang Guiyu first shook his head, then looked at the ice drink in his hand, and said with a wry smile: "You are still unemployed at home, do you work there?"

"No, I happened to go to find someone that day, it was the boss who interviewed you, he was my second uncle. ”

"Oh. ”

Fang Zheng didn't say anything anymore, her words were short, and she didn't seem to be willing to mention work again, but that day she saw that she liked that job very much, since she didn't have a job but didn't go, and she was so lost after not going, she was really strange.

Sang Guiyu rubbed the wall of the cup, feeling the coolness of the ice drink slowly passing through the glass to her hand, and the weather seemed to be getting hotter and hotter.

The person in front of her, who only has a few faces, is not a friend, but she really wants to tell him her troubles, she has been wronged too much recently, and she doesn't want her family to worry, so she can only hold it all the time.

Their unfamiliar relationship made her want to vomit quickly, anyway, she didn't know each other, and she might never see each other again after saying it, and everyone thought that what happened today didn't happen.

When they met for the first time, he comforted her kindly, and now he dumped the garbage in his heart to him, is it considered a revenge, just take him as kind, Sang Guiyu thought a little evilly, who told him to appear in front of her three times and twice.

"Founder. "I was just about to complain to him, but I called his name, and I felt so sad.

"What's wrong?"

"I haven't been to work for a few months, it's my mother who is raising me, do you think I'm a failure?"

"Uh...... Is parenting a failure? Then I'm a failure. I usually live at home and eat at home, and I have never paid living expenses to my parents. Suddenly it occurred to him that he had never thought of giving money to his parents, was it very unfilial.

Fang Zheng smiled embarrassedly, he is the kind of person who likes to start a business, after graduation, he makes his own small company to make a living, the company is very small and has no special financial department, the money is for his Ms. Song part-time management, although Ms. Song's cooking skills are not complimentary, but she is very smart about the economy. With capable people in control, he doesn't care about finances, and he doesn't even know how much he earns.

"You're like that, you can't tell you're also a vagrant. ”

"What jobless vagrant, I have a job, but since you don't like to be idle at home, why don't you find a job? Fang Zheng raised his eyebrows and blinked, looking very good at doing things.

"The treatment is very good, it's just that I can't go. Sang Guiyu sighed, and then said: "Didn't we meet the first time we met near the hospital? ”

"Hasn't that been months? You're still not well? Fang Zheng looked up and down, not thinking that she looked out of place.

"No, it's fine. "She didn't want to say too much.

Okay, you can't get into the company, he didn't believe it, "You don't have to hide it from me, if you have any problems, just say that my father works in that hospital, maybe I can help you." ”

"Your father, is your father's surname Fang?"

Fang Zheng listened to her question, and threw away a roll of his eyes, "Nonsense, my surname is Fang, and of course my father is also surnamed Fang." ”

Sang Guiyu ignored him, didn't she just have her mother's surname, "I know Doctor Fang, but I don't know how many Doctor Fang there are in that hospital......"

There are people who know each other, and the two have more topics to chat, Fang Zheng heard that Sang Guiyu was very disappreciative of his father's evaluation, and felt that she must be too superficial and only look at the surface, and it seems that she is not a person who knows him when she hears her.

Fang Zheng took the initiative to help after learning about her situation and asked her to wait for good news.

After Fangzheng's relation, Sang Guiyu received a notice from the company again, saying that she wanted her to come to work, and later vaguely learned about the relationship between the Fang family and the boss from the personnel.

Sang Guiyu was very happy to be able to enter the company she wanted, Sang's mother knew that her daughter had the help of nobles to find a good job so close to home, and learned that the nobleman was a marriageable young man, so she had to invite someone home to entertain her.

Sang Guiyu felt that her mother was a little too much, didn't she think about it, maybe people had already married and had children, and they wanted to find her a partner every day.

Compared with Ms. Song, Fang Zheng likes Sangmu's craftsmanship very much, and he will eat it every time he is invited.

When Fang Zheng went to Sang's house to eat, he knew the reason why Sang Guiyu left his last job, and felt that she took this matter too seriously.

Because of his father's occupation, he was not very afraid of this disease, and this time he was asked by Sang's mother to enlighten Sang Guiyu.

"Guiyu, that your mother is out. Fang Zheng sat on the sofa, tasted the delicious roast meat, and began to carry out the task, "Actually, yours is already a very minor problem, my father said that you are not a problem at all." He glanced at Sang Guiyu, who was eating watermelon.

I heard that this is also a disease of wealth, and she can't work hard when she eats and sleeps well, so she has been very well-behaved recently, and she doesn't dare to stay up late at night, which means to retire in advance.

"Do you know that China is the hardest hit area of tuberculosis, and there is also the world's largest multidrug-resistant tuberculosis population, multidrug-resistant people, you know, that is no medicine, there are 50,000 such people in our country every year......

Sang Guiyu gave him a blank look, "Are you trying to scare me?"

"Uh...... Of course not, I just want you to understand that you're a lucky guy, and you're amazing, aren't you, you got sick and you got better, but you just had a scar. ”

So what, just one scar forced her to such a miserable point, Sang Guiyu didn't know what to say.

"Oh, what's there to worry about?" Fang Zheng felt that his mouth was dry, but it had no effect, so he stood up and pulled Sang Guiyu out of the door.

"Where are we going?"

"Go and see the real poor people. ”

Fang Zheng drove to a nursing home, which was not an ordinary nursing home, and almost all of the elderly people who received dementia or disabilities were taken in.

Then, Sang Guiyu saw all kinds of people who were suffering from illness.

Or they can't move their hands and feet, they can't take care of themselves when they eat, drink, or they can't take care of themselves, or their limbs are okay but their brains are completely confused, they scold and bite people, they eat soap, eat stool, eat everything, or their internal organs are rotten and their skin and bones are huddled in bed, they are human beings, but they don't live like a person.

If life has come to this point, then it should be a good thing to have a confused brain, at least you won't feel sad and desolate, but some people are not good in their whole body, but their brains are very clear.

What a terrible experience it would be to watch himself decay a little bit, Sang Guiyu didn't dare to imagine.

She met three elderly people who were paralyzed from the neck down, all of whom were very smart people, one because of medical malpractice, one because of a car accident, and one because he was young and careless. Then he was imprisoned in a bed or wheelchair for the rest of his life.

They were too smart, too haughty, and too pathetic.

It turns out that life can be much worse.

In comparison, she is much happier.

Sang Guiyu is very grateful to Founder for allowing her to see these forgotten people in the world, it is they who make her more grateful for the gift of life, and they are also they who make her no longer blindly indulge in depression.

Let her believe that there is still a lot of freedom in her life and a lot of options.