Although Li Minzhi has tried hard to ignore the malicious comments, the eyes will still see it.

So the moment she saw these bad comments, her tears flowed down.

Her move caused netizens to be even more dissatisfied, and the comments that scolded her were even more unsightly.

She wiped away her tears and continued to say seriously, "You're right, since Lin Yishu jumped off the building in front of me, I have dreamed of his death every night when I go to bed.

He was a nightmare that I could never get rid of, a shadow that I would never be able to get out of for the rest of my life.

But you don't know that in addition to bringing me a shadow with his death, he also did a lot of things to hurt me during his lifetime. I remember when I was in high school, we were classmates.

At that time, because of his outstanding appearance, he was always the prince charming in the minds of all girls. And before I had plastic surgery, I was just a black and dirty country girl.

I thought that an ordinary girl like me, Linyi would naturally not notice my existence. But he ignored all the beautiful girls who liked him, and he fell in love with me and pursued me.

Naturally, I fell into his gentle trap all at once. But after being with him, I realized that he didn't want me to be his girlfriend, he was just looking for me to be his plaything.

He is very possessive and controlling, and with him, I must completely obey all his commands. When I should put on makeup, when I should wear what kind of clothes, when I should do something, I have to listen to him.

Once I didn't listen to his arrangement, he would be very angry and even threaten me to listen to him on the grounds of breaking up. At that time, I was too young, and naturally felt that Lin Yishu was the most important person in my whole world, so in order not to lose him, I completely lost myself and became his appendage.

But he is still not satisfied with me. He was very strong, always denying my values, criticizing my values, and thus forcibly instilling his values in me.

I fell in love with him for three years without any self, and even if I applied for college, I had to follow his arrangement, fill in the same university as him, and enter the same university.

I was able to get a moment of respite from the moment I stepped into the entertainment industry. In order to escape his control, I went to audition for a certain online drama without him, and luckily got the opportunity to play one of the roles in it. Since then, he has made his debut and stepped into the entertainment industry.

But you don't know that after learning that I signed the contract without making an opinion, Lin Yishu was furious, not only pinched my hand, scolded me for being vain, and did not measure myself, but also forcibly touched me.

It is precisely because of this huge contradiction that I am more and more alienated from him, but I have no way to completely stay away from him, because he does not allow it, and every minute and second I stay by his side is actually frightened. ”

Li Minzhi tearfully accused Lin Yishu of her perverted desire to control her before his death.

But even if she took out all her true feelings to accuse this dark experience, netizens still favored Lin Yishu. They continued to abuse her in the live broadcast room for Lin Yishu's sake.

"Lin Yishu is dead, there is no proof of death, how do you want to slander him, it's not up to you to have the final say, if you have the ability, you can take the evidence. ”

"Li Minzhi, you are really disgusting, Lin Yishu is dead, you still pour dirty water on him, do you think that if you say that you are so pitiful, we will sympathize with you? That's really embarrassing, we don't want to sympathize with you!

Because looking at the various methods you have used to hype yourself up during this time, you are not at all like the poor woman you said you could control by Lin Yishu!"

"Oh, this woman is really no longer in terms of face, dignity, and morality in order to be famous, for money, and for her position. Before, she wanted to use Lin Yishu's illness to hype up and set up a kind person, but she didn't expect it to overturn.

Now I see that my momentum is not right, and I came out to sell miserably in the live broadcast again. I want to say, you are not miserable, since you have entered the entertainment industry and earned the money of ordinary people like us, you should be ready to be scrutinized and criticized by ordinary people.

No one's money is blown by the wind, if you want to earn money, you have to pay, even if we scold you as a dog, this is what you must bear! If you want to wear a crown, you must bear its weight!"

"Oh, what crown can she wear for her quality, we just want to scold her, we don't need any reason!"

"Cheap dog Li Minzhi, get out of the entertainment industry!"

"Don't compare a dog to her, it's insulting to a dog!"

"If I could hit her by throwing something at the screen, I think my screen must have been smashed a dozen times!"

"Seeing her crying disgustingly, I wanted to poke my eyes, who will save my poor eyes, why should I click into this live broadcast room! Isn't it more interesting for me to fucking watch Qiao Biluo sing than to watch her cry!"

……

The insults of netizens, Li Minzhi saw it all.

But before the live broadcast, she was already mentally prepared, so she could still withstand these abuses.

She continued to say casually, "Maybe it's Lin Yishu's indoctrination of values that has finally worked."

After entering the entertainment industry, I am no longer as stupid as before, and I don't know anything about planning for myself. I learned to calculate, I learned to hype, and I also learned to use Lin Yishu in reverse.

Do you think that a shrewd person like Lin Yishu would not be able to see that I was using him? Of course he could see it, but he didn't break up with me, he pretended not to know anything, continued to fall in love with me, and even offered to marry me.

At first, I didn't really understand that I was no longer the simple stupid woman who was controlled by him, and I was still scheming against him and using him, so why didn't he break up with me and want to marry me?

He smiled weirdly and then told me that he didn't love me. All he loves is the thrill and challenge of using each other to calculate each other and see who can win in the end.

Yes, you heard it right, for Lin Yishu, our love and even marriage is not an emotional relationship about love, but a game where he keeps chasing excitement and challenge.

You may not believe how there can be such a perverted and incomprehensible person in the world. Colin is indeed such a person.

Loving someone is the normal emotional ability of each of us, but for Lin Yishu, it is not. He doesn't know what it's like to love someone, and he doesn't know how to love someone. ”

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