Chapter 5: Is He Green?

His taste has not changed, clean and refreshing, but it is not as delicate as before, more possessive, I have not recovered one leg, and when he is finished, my whole body has leaned on his arms, because of his dependence I will not fall.

I confess that I am infatuated with him like this, and I am and I can't resist being bewitched by him, no matter what he becomes, even if he is my sister's boyfriend.

When I finally got to my feet, he reached out for me to wipe the saliva from the corner of my mouth, and said, "As long as she doesn't come to trouble me again, I won't touch her." ”

The atmosphere just now was still a little ambiguous, my mouth still had his taste, and my cheeks were hot, and I was confused by what he said suddenly, and I remembered for a long time that he was talking about my mother.

He glanced at his watch, as if he was in a hurry, and only said, "I've been on a business trip these days, and you stay in peace." He was ready to leave.

"Do you love Xia Xue?" I finally asked the question that had been chewed in my heart.

I thought I didn't care, but what I did, especially when his attitude towards me changed a little, I wanted to take advantage of this opportunity to get more rights.

"Not loved. He finally spoke, still in the same affirmative tone.

"Then you break up with him!"

He ignored me and turned to walk towards the door.

I know it's too despicable for me to do this, Xia Xue is my sister, but I can't get involved with her boyfriend behind her back, and I persuade them to break up.

Five years ago, it was I who betrayed Gu Qingchuan and betrayed the love between us, which put him in a desperate situation, but five years later, I shamelessly begged him to break off his beautiful life.

Just when I thought I was about to wait for his taunt, I heard him say, "Yes!"

Then came the sound of the door closing, and when I heard the answer, my heart finally settled.

After Gu Qingchuan left, my sister came to me more and more often, and she accompanied me every time I rehabilitated, and I wanted to escape her concern for me every time, but I couldn't show it so obviously.

In fact, Xia Xue never knew that I was half-father to her, so she was very close to me since I was a child, but I am different, I have seen with my own eyes how my original family is scattered, and I have also seen with my own eyes how their family of three is happy.

The same mother, but experienced a completely different life, which doomed me to not be close to Xia Xue, and even had a slight dislike.

I think Gu Qingchuan probably never told her about me and him, otherwise according to Xia Xue's character, it wouldn't be as if nothing had happened.

On this day, Xia Xue came very early to accompany me to rehabilitation, she was already very familiar with the road to the hospital, after we arrived at the hospital, I urged: "You can go to the nearby shopping mall, it will take about three or four hours on my side, and it would be nice to have a nurse here." ”

In the past, she was reluctant to leave every time I said that, but this time, she said yes, and when she left, she told me to call her if something happened.

Looking at the back of her leaving, I suddenly felt a little sad, not sad, just a little angry with myself.

Why do you mind so much, it's been like this since I was a child, I know that Xia Xue really treats me as a sister, but I just cater to them on the surface, but I am cold to them in my heart, I always feel that they are a family, only I am an outsider.

I was only 6 years old when my parents divorced, and they are not the kind of parents who are often mentioned in TV dramas or the news, and they will not pretend to create a happy family for their children because they are still young or because they take care of their children.

When I was very young, my parents quarreled every day, for all kinds of things, because I had seen the never-ending smoke of the family, and I had seen my mother's image of a shrew with angry crowns and teeth and claws, so when she took me to the Xia family, I knew for the first time that my mother could also speak softly and coquettishly.

After Xia Xue was born, there was a 100-day wine banquet, a commemorative album, a merry-go-round, a Barbie doll, a skirt with lace, and that gentle and delicate mother's love, and a pampering father's love······ Things I never had in my life, but she got them so easily.

My envy and jealousy grew day by day, and finally turned into grievances and heartache, and my distorted psychology was only analyzed to Gu Qingchuan alone.

Today's rehabilitation projects have increased a bit, but my recovery is not bad, although some projects are a bit difficult, but I can still keep doing them.

By the time I finished a whole set of projects, it was almost noon, Xia Xue hadn't come back yet, so I had to go to the bathroom on crutches by myself, the bathroom was on the second floor, and the rehabilitation was on the first floor.

As soon as I walked around the corner, I saw a girl in the elevator standing on tiptoe to kiss the man next to me, the man pushed and shoved, but the girl still kissed, I wanted to pretend not to see it, but I suddenly found that the girl I knew.

It's my sister Xia Xue, the man is wearing a white coat, with a thin body, fair skin, and a frowning brow, giving people a feeling of rejection.

The doctor came out of the elevator first, Xia Xue didn't see me, she should have been full of the doctor, so she chased the doctor all the way to the hall.

I slowly moved to the elevator and pressed the floor I wanted to go to, my heart was actually very flat, even a little relaxed.

That's right, it's because of Gu Qingchuan.

Gu Qingchuan and I are not clear, I have a sense of guilt, even if I have an estrangement with this sister, but I don't want to hurt her, she is not wrong, she was just born in a family that makes me jealous, and has the family affection that I have envied for a long time.

But at the same time, I also feel sorry for Gu Qingchuan, because no man can stand being cuckolded.