It was the pain of the belt whipping, and it fell on my body one by one, with the cool breeze and ice dew of the early morning, and it hurt and hurt.

Finally, he stopped, but tied my hands with the belt he had just whipped me.

His hands began to tear at my clothes again, groping around with me, oblivious to the scars he had just whipped.

I was like a lamb to the slaughter, ready to be dismembered and eaten.

"Xia Yan, you forced me, don't move, give it to me, okay?" In Bai Haiyang's voice, the tone of discussion and flattery was very heavy, but the claws that crawled on me did not give me any room for resistance.

My heart was extremely disgusting, this feeling was different from what Gu Qingchuan gave me.

Tears wet my hair, my voice was hoarse, and my legs were still resisting, as if I was trying to give myself the last ray of hope.

I muttered over and over again in my heart: "Gu Qingchuan, Gu Qingchuan, why don't you come yet?"

But how could Gu Qingchuan come?

He probably didn't even know I was gone.

That slap of mine was loud and heavy, and he was stunned, and I was stunned, as if at that moment, time stood still.

It was his phone that broke us, because his phone was very close to me, so I didn't want to see the word "Xiaoxue".

He glared at me angrily, and when he saw Xia Xue's phone call, it disappeared in an instant.

Then he walked out of the room and began their sweet talk, and I could only clean up the broken self and let myself be caught in the clutches of another demon.

I was exhausted, I gave up struggling and resisting, and I waited for myself to be executed by Ling Chi.

But why did I hear Gu Qingchuan's voice again.

By the time I reacted, Bai Haiyang had already been beaten unconscious by him.

I knew that if I continued like this, I would die, but I curled up in the car seat and watched indifferently as Gu Qingchuan continued to kick Bai Haiyang's body again and again, because what Gu Qingchuan was doing was also what I wanted to do, and I couldn't wait to kill Bai Haiyang.

Finally Gu Qingchuan stopped, he helped me untie the belt on my hand, because of my struggle and resistance, there was a circle of strangulation marks on my wrist, and the skin had been broken in some places, and blood was pouring out.

Gu Qingchuan stared at the wound on my body for a long time before taking off his coat and draping it over me, and then carried me into his car without saying a word.

I heard his heart pounding, the sweat on his forehead falling on my neck, and I was about to reach out to wipe it for him, but he yelled "don't move".

I had physical injuries, Gu Qingchuan put me in the back seat, I was lying on the seat, on the way to the hospital, we didn't say a word to each other, and I fell asleep halfway.

I woke up in pain while the doctor was treating my wounds.

Almost all of my injuries were on my arms and back, and some places had been peeled open, and the doctor thought I was being abused by the family, and then asked me if I wanted to call the police, I smiled and shook my head.

The way back is familiar to me, the little house I rented.

I think it's okay to just break it off, and I'm grateful that he saved me today.

But when he got home, he seemed to be a master, busy with everything, and after arranging for me to rest, he began to say the first sentence in such a long time: "Xia Yan, what should I do with you?"

Seeing that he was about to get up and leave, my tears began to flow uncontrollably, "Don't go, I'm so scared!"

"I'm not leaving, I'm going to take a shower. He reached out and touched my head as if comforting.

I pulled his arm and didn't let go, "I want to wash it too, I think I'm so ......"

Before the word "dirty" could be spoken, his lips were already in my mouth, and the kiss lasted for a long time, with my salty tears, and he trembled slightly.

Gu Qingchuan seems to have forgotten about what I did at night.

He said, "You said I never believed you, but Xia Yan, when I once offered my true heart to you, what did you do to me? I only have one true heart, which was lost by you five years ago, so I have nothing to give you anymore." ”

Five years ago was my death hole, so even though he humiliated me like that just now, and almost put me in that desperate situation just now, I hate myself the most now.

I tried to hug Gu Qingchuan, but he still had sweat stains on his body, which did not smell bad, but reminded me of the teenager who sweated on the court before.

He was leaning against the head of the bed, my head was on his chest, tears and sweat mixed together, wet.

I said over and over again: "I'm sorry, I was looking for Song Wei, I just wanted to help you quit that thing, I'm sorry, I'm sorry~~~"

"I said, I haven't touched that thing, why don't you still believe me, and you have to investigate to the end, so, this is what you call trust?"

Yes, none of us trusted each other.

"Why, why are we the way we are? "I cried harder and harder.

Gu Qingchuan didn't comfort me, and let me cry on his chest.

In the end, I was tired of crying, the room was quiet, and I could hear Gu Qingchuan's calm and powerful heartbeat.

One by one, they brought me back to where we were.

Gu Chuan and I are childhood sweethearts, when my mother and my father were not divorced, our family and his family lived in a tube building, he didn't like to talk, but he would always quietly pull me to hide when my parents were fighting, so as not to let them quarrel and hurt me by mistake when they fell things.

Later, my mother married my stepfather and gave birth to Xia Xue, they lived happily, and Meimei, I always felt that I was an outsider, my mother's requirements for me and Xia Xue were never the same, she was stricter than before the divorce, at that time I was in a rebellious period, and Gu Chuan was my only happiness.

Although he doesn't like to talk, he always takes me to play, to the river, to climb the mountains, to fly a kite when I am in a bad mood.

The most important thing is that I feel that Gu Qingchuan and I have the same disease, his father abandoned her mother and married other women, after her mother died, he has been living with his grandparents and grandmothers, we are both children who have been hurt by the family, so we can only snuggle up to each other for warmth.