This time I finally saw the doctor.

The name in front of the badge is Zhan Cheng, except for the fairer hands, the rest of the places are more wheat-colored, very tall, very thin, with a white coat and a proper appearance of fairy wind bones.

I didn't hear a word of what they said, I kept recalling, what kind of boy Xia Xue liked, I remembered it for a long time, and I didn't remember whether she had ever shared with me what kind of person she liked.

But I finally remembered that I knew about this exhibition.

I knew about him ten years ago.

When he left the ward, he didn't forget to take a few more glances at Xia Xue, and he looked like a boy who had fallen in love for the first time, which was very exciting.

My stepfather was discharged from the hospital after recuperating in the hospital for more than half a month.

My mother has been running on both sides of the company and the hospital for almost half a month, and she is the most tired person I have ever seen, and she is also the strongest and hardest working one.

Regarding Gu Qingchuan's matter, I have never had a chance to talk to my mother, and Gu Qingchuan has not come to me for a long time, and sometimes, I also want to escape, not to ask my mother the truth of the matter, and not to face the harm suffered by Gu Qingchuan.

I think it would be nice if we could live our lives like this, and I wouldn't have to be caught between the two of them.

My mom hadn't asked me out for dinner in a long time, and this time I figured I wouldn't be able to hide anymore.

"Yanyan, Gu Chuan should have already told you, right!" It was obviously a question, but she was already very sure, as if she had expected such a day.

She took a sip of her coffee and changed her sitting position before continuing: "That's right, I lied to you back then, and I didn't fulfill the promise between us. ”

My mom has hidden so many secrets in her life that there is a time when even I wonder how she, a divorced woman with children, could marry my stepfather.

"You didn't plan to let him go from the beginning, did you? Mom, why? Why did you treat him like this, he had just been admitted to graduate school at that time, what a good future!"

I only understood that Gu Qingchuan's hatred for me was because I betrayed the love between us, and cutting off the love thread in such a way would make anyone feel cruel, so even if I knew that he came back this time just to use me to take revenge on my mother, I didn't complain.

But when the truth of the matter was revealed, I felt guilty about him, and I couldn't finish it for the rest of my life.

I started crying in front of my mother, as long as I thought about it, it was because of my words that Gu Qingchuan fell into such a terrible situation, and I was so uncomfortable that I wanted to die.

He is my Gu Chuan, the light of my life, his life was still a blank sheet of paper at that time, and he should have a better color to depict, but he was stained by me.

"Mom, why are you so cruel? Why are you ······?" I can't cry anymore, the boy who has been chased by me every day for seventeen years, the boy who is full of sunshine and confidence, was killed by me five years ago, and I still shamelessly want to ask him over and over again, where did the former Gu Chuan go?

My mom sat next to me, hugged me and started crying, "Yanyan, mom I'm sorry, but I'm also for you!"

"Mom, do you know that in the past five years, my life is better than death. ”

It's been five years, and I've finally vented my long-suppressed feelings.

My mom kept wiping my tears and touching my head to comfort me.

I was tired from crying, lying on my mother's shoulder, my eyes half-squinted, and the faint light of the café was shining on my eyes.

We hugged like this, for a long time, my mother suddenly spoke, she said, "I don't want you to be with Gu Chuan, it's actually because of your father." ”