Chapter Twenty-Three: Keep the clouds open and see the moon
(Girls' Literature)
Zhan Qingyi did not send Li Ziyang back to Phoenix Garden. Instead, drive his car. sent him back to his home in the Tangxin community. Because she knows. If Li Ziyang is sober. must not want the old man to see him drunk and dreaming of death---- especially when Li Zichen's "time bomb" does not know when it will explode.
Park your car. Zhan Qingyi unbuckled her seat belt. Turn your head and call someone. "Ziyang. How are you. Can you walk on your own. As soon as she said that, she knew. This sentence just now is tantamount to saying in vain. Li Ziyang slept very deeply at all. Don't say you're gone. I'm afraid she'll sell him at this time. He didn't even know.
That's it. Send someone to your home. Zhan Qingyi took a deep breath. Help him unbuckle his seatbelt as well. "Ziyang. Wake up. Wake up. It's home...... It's so important...... "Don't look at her kung fu." A dozen or twenty people couldn't get close to her. But she was a woman after all. I don't have that much strength. Li Ziyang was so drunk that he didn't know anything. The weight of her body was put on her. She's really a little overwhelmed.
Li Ziyang unconsciously let out a "hmm". His right hand was on her shoulder. Take the body away from her a little. "I ...... All right. I'm home...... That. Shinoshio. You...... Let's go back. I'm walking alone, walking ......"
It's weird. Zhan Qingyi rolled her eyes. Angrily clutched him tightly. "See who I am. I want to find your Shinoshio. No way. "God-damn Li Ziyang. Drunk like this, I still remember who I was with just now. It seems that Wu Xiaoxiao has been with him for three days for a while. Girls' literature has entered his heart.
"What......" Li Ziyang seemed to realize that something was wrong. Staring at her desperately. How could it be that Zhan Qingyi at this time was a vague shadow in his eyes. No matter how hard he tries. I couldn't see her face clearly. I had to give up in anguish. "It's fine...... All right...... Shinoshio. Let's go. Let's go...... Fortunately, Qingyi is not there...... She'll laugh at me...... It's not like a ...... Not like a man......"
Zhan Qingyi was stunned. Subconsciously relaxed. Li Ziyang's body was weak. Collapsed on the couch. "When have I ever laughed at you. Not like a man. "She'd never thought that way. Girls' literature in her eyes. Li Ziyang has always been gracious. Resentment is resentment. Lay the saddle on the right horse. Resolute. He wants to be like a man again. Who like.
"Are you so drunk. Talking nonsense all the time. Zhan Qingyi smiled. Went to the bathroom and washed a towel. Squat on the edge of the couch. Little by little, carefully help him wipe his hands and face. "Do you care what she thinks of you? ”
"Who ......" Li Ziyang was originally lying on the sofa. Hear her speak. He barely opened his eyes again. "Who care...... You said. Qingyi. When, of course...... I've only ever loved and loved one person in my life. That's ---- her."
Love me. Zhan Qingyi was stunned. The hand subconsciously stopped moving: she knew that Li Ziyang had always liked her. I want her to give him a word. She doesn't love him too. But he had never said such a straightforward thing to her---- but she had always refused to listen. So. He was actually very aggrieved. Is it.
"What do you love about her. She's so bad-tempered. and don't like to receive other people's affection. always takes other people's kindness as malice. She wasn't likable at all--- "It seems that Zhan Qingyi knows herself quite well." Know that you have so many shortcomings. It's not worth it for others to be so heart-wrenching to her.
"Nope. It's not ......" Li Ziyang raised his hand. As if to cover her mouth. But because of the weakness of the whole body. The hand was raised. And he fell back with a heavy fall. "Don't say that...... Qingyi is a person too. Others ...... Hurt her. She...... Don't dare to trust others easily. I know...... I know ......"
Zhan Qingyi looked at his face. Suddenly there was an urge to cry: in vain, she had always refused Li Ziyang thousands of miles away. I just don't want to hurt him. Because as Li Ziyang said. She was indeed betrayed by Xiao Yifei. So I don't dare to talk about love lightly. I don't want Li Ziyang to put all his love on her. But I can't get what I want. to the end of the defeat.
But. Her efforts were in vain. Li Ziyang not only did not stay away from her because of this. On the contrary, I understand everything about her more and more. I couldn't bear to persecute her. All the way to the distance, with their wings outstretched. That is, not to make her feel suffocated. And won't let her be in time of need. I can't reach the warmth he gave.
People in this life. Being able to get the love and protection of another person with all their heart and soul is something that can be met but not wanted. Zhan Qingyi. How can you be virtuous? Let Li Ziyang do this for you. What more could you ask for? Zhan Qingyi suddenly laughed. The eyes are extremely gentle. He caressed Li Ziyang's crimson face with his hand. "Do you really love me that much. Even if all I give you is harm. Do you have no regrets? ”
"I love ......," Li Ziyang pouted as he swore it. It looks so cute. "I love Qingyi. Always in love with ...... But I know. She, she hates me so much, she wants to die----"
"I didn't say that. Zhan Qingyi was stunned. Then he screamed about his grievances. "Li Ziyang. You don't lie to others. Why do you say I hate you? You don't know anything at all---"
"I know. I know ...... "despite being drunk." Li Ziyang's stubbornness came up. Childlike arguing. "I know everything...... Originally. I hurt and hurt Qingyi in that way. She, she's always hated me. I know ......"
Originally.
Unexpectedly, I was stripped naked and tied to the bed. Li Ziyang forcibly robbed her of her innocence. Zhan Qingyi's face turned red and white. White and blue. I don't know whether to be angry or laughing. "Stupid Li Ziyang. Why mention those things----". What's the point of talking about it. Be. She admitted. I didn't know Li Ziyang at the beginning. And he has more than once used the interests of her relatives to threaten her. He wanted her to accept the shame and humiliation under him. How could she not hate.
But times have changed. Li Ziyang actually didn't hurt her family a finger. and has been sparing no effort to help her. And keep the promise he made to her. Do not cross the thunder pool half a step. All this he did. She had long forgotten those hatreds. Let go from the bottom of my heart. But what she didn't expect was. Li Ziyang has always been obsessed with this. But he never told her.
"I know. I hurt Qingyi. So heaven is destined. Now I'm ...... Love is very bitter......" Li Ziyang smiled. The voice was muffled. With an unspeakable desolation and loneliness. Girls' literature is updated as soon as possible "But I don't, I don't regret it. Nor will it ...... Won't give up. I won't complain or complain about anyone. As long as Qingyi doesn't, he doesn't say that he wants me to leave. I'm going to wait, all the time, for her to tell me. Love, love, love me---"
Zhan Qingyi's legs were weak. Kneel on the ground. Tears finally slipped down ---- but. She was laughing. Because she finally knew. What kind of thoughts does Li Ziyang have for her. She knows now. Li Ziyang has always felt guilty for hurting her at the beginning. And do what you can for her. Just want to make up for the damage done to her.
So to speak. Li Ziyang's love for her. It's the most real and intense thing in the world. It is also the most painful love. If you are not moved and do not love him. It can only show that you are blessed. I can't afford such a deep, persistent love.
Tears were only for a moment. In the next second, Zhan Qingyi bounced off the ground violently. hugged Li Ziyang's feverish face. For the first time, I kissed him on the lips so actively and fiercely. Well---- it smells so good. However, what penetrated into the nose was the breath that only belonged to Li Ziyang. Zhan Qingyi's eyes sparkled brightly. Although her kissing skills are really not very good. But according to the instinct in my heart to be close to him and have him completely. She kissed very hard. It's crazy.
"Hmm----" The lips and teeth were suddenly filled with the fragrance and softness of women. Li Ziyang "buzzed" in his head. Although the fiery feeling is familiar. But in his mind. The person who has been accompanying him is Wu Xiaoxiao. He loves Qingyi. will be loyal to her. How can you kiss other women. He used all his strength to push Zhan Qingyi's shoulder. "No...... Don't ---- Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao. We can't --- I won't have a second or second woman in my life----" because. Zhan Qingyi is his only one.
As soon as I heard this. Zhan Qingyi was simply moved to death. Crying, laughing, and screaming. Pounced like a wolf. pressed on Li Ziyang. Holding his face kissing and biting. "Stupid. Fool. Li Ziyang. You can see who I am. I'm Qingyi. Your favorite Qingyi. You see me clearly. ”
Probably because Zhan Qingyi's movements were too violent. Or maybe she felt too familiar to him after all. Li Ziyang's body shook. Desperately wide-eyed. The face in front of me finally became a little clearer. He was pleasantly surprised. Raise your hand to touch her face. "Qingyi. Really...... It's you ......."
"Otherwise, who else. Zhan Qingyi replied angrily. Up and down their hands. began to take off Li Ziyang's clothes. "No more nonsense. It's important to get down to business. ”
"Ahh Li Ziyang opened his mouth wide. The brain was in chaos again. I forgot how to struggle. How to resist. Wait until his bare, naked chest is pressed against hers at the same time. His body shook violently. "Qingyi. You ---"
Zhan Qingyi grabbed his hand. Actions instead of answers. Soft lips from top to bottom. Kissed him on the face one by one. His jaw. His neck. His collarbone. Everywhere you go, it's like bringing a fire. The burning made Li Ziyang unbearable and hot. I can't help but turn over anymore. Firmly restrained her. "Qingyi. Other...... Play with fire. I...... I can't afford to hurt ......" I'm afraid it's all a dream. Waking up from a dream is empty. Because he knows it well. Zhan Qingyi couldn't have done this to him. It is even more impossible to kiss him so boldly and presumptuously. He must be dreaming. It must be.
"What are you afraid of. Zhan Qingyi was also imprisoned between his arms. Raised the chin. Laughing defiantly. "I'm the one who plays with fire. Even if it hurts. It's also me who hurts. You've hurt so much anyway. Is there a worse outcome than this. She didn't care if Li Ziyang could understand her words. Arms hooked around his neck. Pulled him down hard.
The distance between two people. Infinitely close to zero......