Have you ever experienced that feeling?

It's that you accidentally fell off the cliff, and when you tried all your means and all your strength to climb up, you thought that what greeted you was light and freedom, but what you didn't think about was another deeper abyss.

That feeling is called despair.

All the people in the room looked at me, and they all looked at me before, but now they look at me differently.

Before they were serious, they were appreciative, they were praised.

Now they are inquiring, scrutinizing, and disdainful.

As if to say, few of them who live in the spotlight are clean.

Time seems to stand still, and the video is still playing, and it is the video of Bai Haiyang bullying me last time.

He tore my clothes, pressed me against me, begged me to give it to him, and then I gave up the struggle and let him do whatever he did to me, and it was my most humiliating night, and it became my most fatal blow.

There are also videos of me dating my blind dates, and these people are either rich or expensive, so anyone who watches it will think that I am a proper social girl.

I clenched the host's hand card and was at a loss, I had dealt with countless stage accidents, but the first time I faced this kind of scene, I was helpless.

It's just a small video of 30 seconds, but I think it's like it's been centuries.

Obviously, there was silence at the recording of the program, but I seemed to hear countless insults.

I was just thinking that I was lucky to have this stage to accommodate me, but now I can't even stay on this stage.

I pretended to be calm and walked off the stage, but from my hurried steps, I could see how embarrassed I was.

As I passed by Cici, I heard her say, "No wonder I haven't seen anyone for three months, it's too busy." ”

The words "too busy", she deliberately accentuated her tone, with mockery and hints.

I told myself to be calm, the people who can mix in this circle are human spirits, talking about people in front of people, talking nonsense after people, true and false, what is there to care about.

But I was still distracted, so the pace under my feet was also messed up, and in the end, I tripped over the props on the show.

No one came to help me, I was like a clown, lying on the ground, unable to move.

I told myself: Xia Yan, if you can't get up this time, then you won't be able to get up in this life.

I struggled, desperately trying to leave, and I thought, just let me get out of here and go somewhere else to lie on my stomach.

"Sister, do you need my help?" Suddenly, a soft voice sounded above my head.

He looked seventeen or eighteen years old, a teenager, wearing a white T-shirt on his upper body, half of the corners of his clothes were tucked into jeans, his hair was fluffy, and two tiger teeth could be seen when he smiled.

He reminded me of Gu Qingchuan, but I looked around and didn't find him.

I snorted coldly, thinking to myself, Gu Qingchuan, what do you mean by hiding now? Isn't this video a gift from him?

Before I could answer, the boy had already leaned down to help me.

As soon as I stood firm, I heard him say, "My sister is so good-looking, no wonder he has always been obsessed with you." ”

I didn't know what he meant by "he", but I knew there were countless eyes around me.

I didn't have time to think about it, so I hurriedly said thank you and prepared to leave.

But he took a quick step in front of me: "Sister, it's raining outside, let me send you home!"

He still had a smile on his face, without a hint of malice, and he looked very innocent.

But is there really anyone in this world who will be nice to me?

"No, I don't. I passed him sideways.

When I came out, it was really raining outside, and I stood in front of the TV station, looked at the passing cars, and looked back at the place where I had worked for five years, and my heart was very uncomfortable.

I shouldn't have the face to come back in the future!

When I got home, I was drenched and I pretended nothing had happened.

Take a bath, sleep.

I hope that when I wake up, everything will be as if nothing happened.

But when I woke up, my world was completely shattered.